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Sunday, August 31, 2008
this a small cuboid made out of 5 'faces'.
these faces were then attached to one another forming
an 'open' cuboid.
same wire i used for that irony man yeah.
and pour some paper stars i made in it.
(:
the lightings isnt good at all. :(



Saturday, August 30, 2008
saturday morning.
i'm so bored!
thinking of anything to take photo with,
i took out a wine glass,
pour water into it,
bring out a straw and blow into it! (:
all the pictures looks somehow to same,

but, they are all different individually.
just like every humans,
every twins.
you and me.
all are unique!














Before I fall in love

My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
'Cause my heart's been fooled before
Am I just seeing what to see
Or is it true, could you really be

Something to have and hold
With my heart and soul
I need to know, before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now, before I fall in love

I'm at the point of on relum
So afraid of getting bumed
But I want to take a change
Please, give me a reason to believe
Say, that you're the one, that you'll always be

It's been so hard for me to give my heart away
But I would give my everything ,
Just to hear you say (you're)

Friday, August 29, 2008
happy teachers day to all the teachers out there!

few guys at the back playing in classroom.

drew this in class. butterflies! fav.

i forgot whose leg that was swinging there.

qutie blur. random drawing from notebook.


she for who she is,
no matter what she did,
right or wrong,
is still my childhood friend since primary 2,
till now still.
(:

Thursday, August 28, 2008
took thison the way to school in the morning in dad's car.
its raining!
(someone said he saw fruits in this picture. ha-ha!)

meet ah yee!:D

what a messy classroom. haha=x

sunrise in the morning!
taken on wednesday before choir in school.

guess where i took this......(:

a date with novel during midnight! (:

black&white traffic in the morning.

so colourful traffic!


........

Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Of such surpassing brilliance or excellence as to suggest divine inspiration
the antique:

-i'd rather edit some pictures than to touch books!

-its actually dots of rain water on the glass of dad's car.
shook my hand when i took it and the effect of 'heart' could
be seen (:

say bye-bye to pass for chemistry!
hello fail!
lol

Sunday, August 24, 2008
the closing ceremony of beijing olympics isnt as
good as the opening.
qutie boring though=x
lol.
gotta go! bye!

Friday, August 22, 2008
some sitting arrangements made when things
had just started getting more fun and lively!

booooooooooooo-hooooooooooooooo!

sometimes when two opens up and talk,
each other expose their inner self and thoughts.
sometimes everything seems to be back to the past.
sometimes, i wished to be alone by myself.

sometimes..

but, i'm enjoying life to my fullest!

:D

Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Facts are stubborn things; and whatever may be our wishes, our inclinations, or the dictates of our passion, they cannot alter the state of facts and evidence.
-John Adams

but its always the facts that people can't accept.
always the facts that people's running away from,
facts that people chose not to know at all.

who just cant accept reality,
and choose to run away from thy problems.
only accpeting the pleasant facts, but not the ugly facts.
either to live life with only all those pleasant facts in their world,
or choose to accept those ugly facts, change and prove them wrong,
till someday, facts you hear is never ugly anymore?

but the truth is always the one that hurts more.
whether you like it or not,
a fact, is a fact, is a fact!

nobody's perfect.
mistakes made.
its made already.
couldn't be undone.
but, learn from it.
you may be critizing on one.
but have you ever not make a mistake too?
you hope the other party could forgive you.
you wanted everything to be back to normal.
aplogished but other party may not accept it
cause its too upsetting.
but you, yourself hope that other party will accept you
quickly cause you yourself couldnt stand it anymore.

but once its back to normal,
when there's someone esle thats making mistakes,
and when you're the one thats the victim now,
you're upset. you wouldnt want to forgive this person.
maybe never again.
but then, did you ever thought of the feeling of this person?
who hasnt make mistakes before.
that includs you and me.
when you've made mistakes, you felt sorry and apologised hoping
that someone would forgive you.
but,
when theres this someone who had make mistakes,
of course you're upset, after knowing what the person had done.
but, that someone is also hoping that you could accept, just
like how you would have felt that other time.
how terrible you felt that time is how this person felt now.

but, choice is yours to make.

everyone one makes mistakes.
if it's me,
of course i'll be upset and angry.

i could have forgive, it depends on the period of time.
but i could never forget about it.

most of the times, i dont show.
not because i didnt care.
but because it not only dampen my mood but it drags people's mood
down as well.
you think i like it also?
you live your life the way you like.
you do whatever stuffs you please,
any time,any where.

but i've got to tell you,
i'll live the life the way i like
i do whatever stuffs i please.
i go wherever i choose to.

that goes to other people also.

hoho.

when most of the class failed this paper and only a
number of people pass, including me,
i showed you me results, told you the condition
of the results classmates got.
you merely said i pass by 2 marks only.
so little marks only.
said that i always got a boderline pass and nothing esle
already.
know what?
i'm glad that i could pass, when only a few did.
i wanted to share it with you,
but you just tooka glance and gave me a very unsatisfying
look.
and there u go nagging about it again and again.

all i wanted to show is that i could pass this paper when
so little people did.
but the respose is that, you only pass by 2 marks!
right.

i scored well for math every year when i'm in primary school.
top in class, top in class.
ha,but there wasnt any response from the two of you at all!
not at all.

secondary one, i scored e8 for math during mid-year.
you scolded the hell out of me.
end of year i scored a1 for math.
there wasn't a single reponse from you at all!
and i then think,
why am i working so hard?
theres not a single word of praise from you.

secondary two,
by chance i got 3rd in class during mid year.
yet i heard nothing from you, again.
then i thought, so what if i got 3rd, its meaningless
anyway!
so i slipped and got 6th(i think) in class druing end of year.

you didnt sit down with me to look through the subject combination
for secondary 3 together.
i got to ask my brother about subjects and stuffs.
5 choices, first two is pure science, three others is sub science.

i never thought of going to a purescience class anyway.
and then, seperated from friends and all.
and they always say i'm so clever cause i'm in pure and so on.
ha.
look at my standard man.
pure science is for those that get around a to b for science
for most of the other schools.
amath is also usually for those that got good results for math too
but then,our school lower the standard and people could get in
pure science classes just because they're either getting 60+for science
or maybe 50+ for science and good grades formath lol.
i dont cope well in pure science classes.
and then one day,
my dad ask me, i take pure science one meh?!
lol.
how could you not know till now?!

whatever.
there's always comparison between my so-pro-brother and me!
...
you said u didnt compare but you always did without knowing it.
do u realise?

this year's mid year,
though i dont have aces.
but, well i pass all.
but all you said is, my results always boderline passes,
dont have 70++ one.
yeah yeah yeah.
crap, i thought that my position in class would be like you know,
20+ 30+ causemost of them camefrom e1, e2s.
but i got 14.
andyet u said nothing about it, nono, u nags away again.
lols.

so, work so hard for what??
reults for who to see. u ar
you wouldnt care anyway.
you only scold when i failed or pass boderline.
but you wouldnt say a thing if i done well for classtest.
so,
i've fail my papers.
i didnt pass any of my physics quizes.got 0 for one of it.
physics test i got 7/30 how nice!
chemistry i got 11/30. woah one 7 one 11 lei! 7-11
chinese, 30+/70 its a fail also.
geography,11.5 /25 how nice!onemore mark to pass.

happy?
you doesnt seems to say anything about it anyway.
lol.
this is what u want?

i get you now.

Monday, August 18, 2008
"There You'll Be"

When I think back
On these times
And the dreams
We left behind
I'll be glad 'cause
I was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look back
On these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me

[Chorus:]
In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
And everywhere I am
There you'll be

Well you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And I always
Will remember all
The strength you
Gave to me
Your love made me
Make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

[Repeat chorus]

'Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always

[Chorus:]
In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
There you'll be

Sunday, August 17, 2008
How do we remember?
Is the brain a jar that holds our memories?
Then when we die, does the jar break?
Are our memories spilled on the ground and lost?
Or is the brain a map that leads down twisted paths and into hidden corners?

Then when we die, the map is lost but perhaps some explorer could wander through that strange landscape and find out the hiding places of our misplaced memories.

Friday, August 15, 2008
Stand further away from your computer screen to see those mosaic
pictures.
thank you!





lastly, this is for you arazon.
you got to stand really far away to see this><


i'm so bored.
i'm so bored.
i'm so bored!

Thursday, August 14, 2008
Photographs!













:)

Wednesday, August 13, 2008
being the last person to sent me brithday wishes on my birthday
is pretty interesting huh. (:
thanks huiling and eunice(though u thought you're the last person
cause huiling's even later then you ah-ha)
did revision in the morning at school before choir, cherie and
yilin came later.
exco members were announced in choir.
congratulations!
after choir, told yilin i'm going to the washroom
but when i'm out. yilin and sl is gone already lol.
so when to class, put my bag. but decided
to revise a little there.
at 10+ then i went down to eat with cherie.
then we had this morning assembly.
went back into class.
and i saw geok ting so busily homeworking!
i walked near then i realise she's writing something
on a small card.
haha i thought she's sooo hardworking lol!
hehe turns out to be my present in a paper bag.
its, eh i dont know what's that called.
its supposed to be hanged on the ceiling.
its really nice!
from geok, josephine and huili. thank you girls!
i hang up at my room once i reached home ha.
last year i recieved a wind chime from sl,
i hang at room as well.
this year its this, then i told my mum.
maybe next year theres another one up on my ceiling too! haha.
but i've got no hooks on ceiling already then.
i've only got two! haha.
literature, did the same stuffs.
amath test, a sure flunk. i remembered those identities but
i just dont know how to apply them to my questions.
chinese is, uh. nobody listened to lessons anyway.
when safiah is back for lesson she passed me something
from syarafa. thank you!
emath was replaced for CDP as CDP was taken up by the amath test today.
something got to do about caring the nation.
after school, rushed down to science lab for spa.
saw rosliana calling after me. thanks for the present.
but i'm so sorry i'm in a rush at that time.
SPA's okay today.
manage to finish up all the experiments once mr hafreez press the bell.
nice one!
cherie was waiting for me all along,
but i didnt know it ended so late today.
i'm so sorry><
after school, went to eat coffeshop with eunice&liting.
eunice ate her lunch(its 5+ you know!) ><
and we chatted.
then debbie called and asked about the tuition i'm
still considering.
she said, sunday 12. can right? i said yes straight away.
till liting said she cant cause she had tuition,
then only i remembered i had math tuition at the time too! -.-
so forgetful!
next choice is saturday 5+ to 6+
uh i dont want!
saturday lei! if its like this, i'll be studying every single
day in a week already. lol.
okay,

know what, syarafa called me yesterday while i'm on the way
home on bus.
i picked up the phone.
she said,"do you know where am i?"
i said," how would i know where you are?!"
then she said," eh i syarafa, happy birthday to you!"
and she put down.
i blink blink.
then i think and think and i think.....
i'm soooooooooooooo stupid!
actually, what she said is...
"do you know who i am?"
-.-

am i that old?
fifteen! not fifty! ahhhhh.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008
an early birthday wish from yilin on the 11th.
a birthday wish right on the dot at 0000 from arazon.
a birthday wish sms from cherie a few mintues later.
a birthday wish from natasha nutty gf then.
in the morning huishan smses me.
before lessons, i got a little surprised from sl and yilin.
before lessons, i got a self-made cake from dear syafikah!
before lessons nutty gave me something too,
huiling wishes me happy birthday too.
wawa wishes me happy birthday,
safiah too. of course not missing out mia and dah!
during lessons classmates wishes me happy birthday.
jacinth still owe me four. (just kidding!)
i got a hug.
during chemistry,mr hafreez wishes me happy birthday too.
&i get the privilege to answer his question before others. :D
at the end of chemistry, my class sang me the birthday song in
the english and chinese verion.
after school, i went to have lunch with sisters!
online, roslina'msn personal message said;
happy birthday tjh!
i had fun.
i'm touched.
i just wanted to say, thank you!

looking at my time-table yesterday night.
i thought, hey its monday tmr. no math!
and i happily left my amath tb & nb on my desk.
till i reached the school locker looking at my time-table.
and then i realised,i'm in dead shit.
its tuesday today.
its my birthday today!
how can i forgot which day it is today.
crap.
i'm really getting older.

but,
i've only just turned fifteen!
not fifty.

:X

twelvezeroeightzeroeight marks the 15th year of my life that
i've spent;
learning,laughing, crying, eating, jumpping, riding a bike,
swimming, talking, walking, playing, making friends, schooling,
watching, feeling, hearing, touching, seeing.

theres still a long journey for me to carry on.
Cheers for my future!

Monday, August 11, 2008
happy 15th birthday to eunice chua jia yi & arazon!
happy birthday to jiaxin's mum(which is my aunt)
& cherie's dad too! lols
and whoevers birthday that falls on 11august! :D
its so boring today.
i woke up at 9, did some homework, got sick of them and went to sleep.
woke at 3+ bath and here i was.
maybe i'll get back to my homework later.
i'm bored.
later my brother is going to meet my dad somewhere to
collect the lap top i mention earlier.
yay they're getting the tablet one! :D
well, bye!

Sunday, August 10, 2008










































Fireworks!
i think it ended too fast haha.
cherie came over my house to do tution homework first.
my brother are teaching us though, i think
cherie did learn something after all!
then after eating the fried rice my mum cook,
we left for marina square!
i think fireworks could be seen there,
and true enough, theres already people "chopping"
places there already, bringing poker there somemore.
haha.
songs from parade could be heard from the mall.
but it's rather crowded, so we decided to find other places
that fireworks may be seen.
then we went to this big open space on top of the mall,
sure enough theres people there too!
so we decided to go back there after our dinner,
at pizza hut!
then met yilin .(:
its been some time since i last ate it. waha.
yummy!
theres a little rain though..
waited for the firework.
cool! from where i m, i could see where the firework
shoot out from. nice.
its just infront of us.
cause the parade is just about a few hundreds meters from us =)
cool cool cool.
lets go there again next year!
great view there man!
then went to meet cherie's parents cause they're having dinner
there too.
we went to walk around, play the arcade.
saw desmond somewhere and donavan at the arcade.
there many red drops on the ground.. i thought its red
paint at first><
cause its seems to have dripped for quite a distance along the corridor
infront of the shops.
heard that theres people fighting><
and the police had forbidden access to the scene where people fight.
think the person that's hurt kept dripping blood along where he go man.
>< lol.
fights happen everywhere.

yay i got my first bday gift!
that"doll" , first picture of the post.
its suppose to be from yilin, but then cherie pay for it.
haha but still thanks both! (:
i like it! its enough already! (:
heeeee ha!

:) tuition tmr :X

Bye!