(2.09am)
Saturday, January 30, 2010
my hair is still wet from bathing><
took some photos before heading to shower.
oh well. (:
here they come!
i just swallowed one.
just left the one and only one for tmr and i've completed my course! ^^
but.... no sign of rapid recovery yet from my left eye ):
(:
no use being grumpy girl!
but :x i've yet finished setting papers. oh god.
(12.59am)
looking at things at the brighter side.
oh yea~ (:
(11.37pm) Friday, January 29, 2010
i'm so freaking fedup and pissed off. argggh.
and, i'm just back from work. wth.
(10.29am)
woke up from two dreams, each seperated by a few seconds of awakeness.
one related to work. other related to some events with school people around.
second dream is pretty.. hmm weird.
why am i dreaming about you again...
but i find my dreams interesting at the same time..
anyway! i'm still only half way through setting sec 2 ca1 mathematics.
oh well, seems like i couldnt meet dateline given again ):
oohohohohohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
the dream!
(8.42am) Wednesday, January 27, 2010
so, i thought the message is coming in at 8am so i set alarm at 8.
then i wake up at 8 to see the message sent at 6.34am lol!
nice nice! (:
but sad most friends are going either np or tp.
and hs has to start school tmr at 7.30! lol!
(11.08pm) Tuesday, January 26, 2010
ayeesss.... so.
im too free that i'm given more work. gahh.
lol.
set ca1, sa1 mathematics paper for primary 5 all the way to sec4.
by friday 1.30pm.
then. ca2, sa2 by mon 3pm.
god bless me!!
so, something happened on saturday night while im away.
and hope it doesnt affect anybody.
gona burn midnight oil liao ):
like this my eyes no hope to recover fast fast le.
(1.15pm)
saw this on moe website. oh well.
i think i gona set alarm at 8am just to make sure i see the message in the morning!
haha.
i'm so bored. i feel like going compass first before going to work? lol~
blaah! (:
school school school!
(12.47pm)
yooo! i just came back from a hair cut!
actually im pretty satisfied with my hair before i cut. but lol
since my mum help me book timing liao just go lorh.
a little shorter, more layers.
hmmmm. anyway, i'll grow back de ma.. yeah.
then, was chatting with my mum after the haircut over lunch
at the coffeeshop nearby debbie's house.
so long didnt eat there!
was chatting over my poly course.
hmmm. haha. oh wells.
i wonder why i still choose landscape architecture over architecture.
o0
but well, lets see tmr where i'll be posted to man.
(:
i'm still debating to myself whether my o level results are considered good or not. =x
i'm happy with the individuals except for my maths and science.
but, overall, when added tgt, the number arent nice.
but then, when i look at the cert, it doesnt seems that bad afterall!
lol. whats with me =x
work later! (despite having mc for today =x)
(10.00pm) Monday, January 25, 2010
explanations to my eyes below(after the photos)
the rest photos are taken yesterday outside work place.
anqi's last day with us! but she still gona visit us!^^
oh wells. bad image again cause i didnt adjust sizes. its vga~
turns out to be pretty funny today.
i intended to go see doctor opposite work place before going work today cause
my eyes still haven recover despite going to doctor before and have medication to apply.
then at first it thought can reach work by 3pm when i left house at 2pmplus to see doctor.
who knows theres a queue and the person says me turn is about 3.15pm.
soooo, okay im there waiting with my mum. before that we bought mag each and waited.
then okay my turn.
the doctor is the one that attended to me the previous time.
so oh well he says, ' i think i have to help u remove it '
then im like thinking to myself, are u going to slice and cut it out or what? >< style="font-style: italic;">poking into my eyes.
that's still ok cause the needle is pretty small i guess
(i cant see whats going on to meeee)
then, i think cannot, he go out take something, then poke in and in
thats the worst man i tell u.
and he tried to get whatever things inside out.
i lost blood man!
but cause it happened to both my eyes, he had to do it on both sides.
so, after all ended, he gona put the cotton my my eyes.
but the thing is, i couldnt possibly have cotton on both my eyes cause i'll be banging
my head round, i couldnt get to see!!
so, he covered my left eye(the more serious) then use a small one to cover right
eye corner. oh great.
i'm thinking how to get out of the room without looking like some idoit with cottons on my eyes.
but still, people with look cause its so attention attracting!
haha. but oh well, he gona give me two days mc.
then i'm thinking, oh die how work><><
thenn.... my mum still wana go ntuc buy things but i say i dont want!!
kill me to go into places that i'll have people looking at me man!
so i just wana get home fast to avoid stupid people looking lol.
but luckily its a few mintues of walk home so yeah
got home rest and took nap
(:
dinner and here i am. haha.
funny funny.
(12.18am)
yo! i'm hearing 987fm now and they're playing my blog songs! lol.
haha i mean the same songs i have on my blog playlist.
(: its quite a few the same! (:
after work, me, pris, gillian , mdmlow went to vivo for dinner and shop.(:
pris got 2 tops, gillian 1, us, none.
haha.
oh well. gdnight!
(8.35am) Sunday, January 24, 2010
omg. i'm an hour early for work.
i thought the first lesson is 8am so i cameat 8am.
but its cause i see the day wrongly! omg
first lesson today is 9!!!! argh i'm soooo stupid.
tirrrrrrrrrrrreddddddddddddd! zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
haven been waking up so early lorr!!
(i shall use this time to upload yesterday's photo. haha
(1.26am)
alahs! fb failed me twice already.
think i next time then upload k!
i needa catch some sleep.
goodnight! (:
(12.39am)
annabelle's seventeen!
met cherie with her friends, sushi and zookeeper, go rivermall for daiso (:
got things already then ate lunch, then travel to eastcoastpark .
didnt really know to way to walk so we dropped at pp mall and waited for cab
at a hotel entrance nearby. :x
cab there, oh ya the money still not split! cause i paid for it.. yeah i forgot ask them.
and then, saw familiar faces (school mates) plus non familiar faces (bell's primary school friends).
then me mel hs went to fly kite. but yeah something wrong with the kite.
stuck in the tree for a couple of times but still managed to get it out (:
then, i got out the glass bottle which i bought earlier and started to do what i told annabelle
what i would give her for her bday!
glass bottle plus sand haha. but no seashells nor excess seawater !(:
fill and pour, fill and pour many times.
but still, i think the first attempt is the best. =x
but nonetheless, she's happy with my present and i'm glad (:
cause, the staying up till 4am last night paid off! haha.
(i started making late actually =x)
then, took pictures, jump shots here and there.
some pictures in zookeeper's dslr.
(i get to play with it ! ^^)
then, deciding where to eat, we left about 8pm for jalan kayu.
reached about 9pm plus, dinner served at 10pm.
some were pissed with the service. i find it pretty ridiculous too!
but, still , after eating and all, some rushed back home by cab as its already 11pm plus.
then the rest of us had quite a walk and some send annabelle home.
i took bus back with qiulin and nat, then dropped near buangkok there
and walked all the way home from bus 163busstop and reached home
10mins before 12am =x
and here i m uploading the pictures!
this picture was taken without flash from my camera as i 'steal' flash light from zookeeper's! (:
and, some of us had individual jump shots. nat's ground shot is pretty cool! lol~
love the weather today. very very perfect for phototaking! ^^
waiting waiting for next photo stunts
most of the girls~
this picture and the one below it is the same cept for the contrast (:
nat, bell, hs, qiulin. (:
hooo hoooo hoooooo
its expressions like this that make me wana create good good present! (:
end product! ^^
first attempt. wasnt satisfied with it but it ended up being the best.
but i've already redo by then lol.
using fine and wet sand. (:
morning teaching daniel (:
fb please dont say, failed!
btw, sorry but i forgot to adjust the image size again so they gona be small =x
i'm tired. work by 8am tmr.
ohmygawd!
i had 4hours of sleep last night.
slept at 4am, wake at 8am. but i'm still able to dong till now! ^^
yeap yeap (:
(12.51pm) Saturday, January 23, 2010
in the end i ended up sleeping only at 4am.
was randomly texting somebody, are u sleeping?
totally not expecting a reply cause its so late already and that person must be asleep!
but, yeah the reply came back and its a pleasant surprise. lol.
i'm back from 3hrs or teaching and now, out again!
(:
bye!!
(3.21am)
its really late.
though its holidays, but i haven been sleeping this late for quite some time already.
usually its 1am plus that i slept.
i'm up making present ><
but done. so i've got to wake up like in less than 5 hours time to get ready for work
and reach by 9am.
after that , i'm rushing back by 12pm and out again by 1pm .
oh well. hope everyone's happy and sleeping peacefully(:
no nightmares.
sweet dreams!
(1.26am)
Hapy seventeen birthday to annabelle! (:
supposedly 'yesterday' lol!
hope she enjoyed herself 'today' and 'tomorrow'!
gona go after work, after teaching .
oh well. (:
work was ok. ah ting came to visit me!
oh well she's on the way home la. lol.
chat a while (:
oh lala.
i actually didnt realise that its already past 12 till 12.06am.
im like, a.m.? did i read it wrong?! then, oh! its already past midnight!
dang><
lalalalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaa
sweet dreams peepoles!
(11.54pm) Thursday, January 21, 2010
seriously, instead of getting better, i got worst. lol.
hmmmm i shall head to bed.
i dont know what else i shall do.
to sisters who're going out tmr, enjoy yourselves k!
(:
nights.
(1.26pm)
.
(ijustwannasmile)
i just got bored. looking at explored pictures on flickr and decided to do this.
my eyes still looks funny!!
):
i dont feel like speaking to my mother now.
just crops of each other
cuttings.
(12.15pm)
hold.your.dream.
losing faith again. ):
photography or dance.
(12.20am)
crapcrapcrapcrap.
i got home about 50 minutes ago and there my mum is kpkb-ing
about how much i've 'played' in this holiday.
im more like, qi dao ku. qi dao i didnt want to say anything liao.
just let her thinks whatever she wana thinks of me since im never a good girl in her eyes
as compared to her much much farrr much better brother who stays at home everyday,
dont go out play, get good good grades de.
yeah. so, whats the point explaning myself.
it'll only get worse.
so yeah. met marcus pris at dover mrt at 1230,
marcus came to fetch us and we ate kfc.
his friends are there chopping place for us already as its hard to find seat at that timing de yeah so, eat then pris wana go popular buy stuffs.
then we walked around sp, marcus being the tour.
went to the school of design, went into the library, pretty big.
then marcus went for his lesson for 40 mins when the lesson is supposed to be 3hrs long.
we me and pris were in library reading.
me, basically find art related books to flip. lol.
then we left sp for vivo , bought tickets for alvin and sherlock.
(though i watched both already but yeah watch again lorh)
after alvin, we went to grad bites and watch sherlock.
then show ended at 9pm plus, pris grab something to eat at superdog.
then we were chatting there till shop closes.
then trained back and saw some e3 school mates.
pris dropped at serangoon, then me marcus walk home.
home to face musics from mother.
left me so fuck up.
but, argh what to do.
i'm letting it go slowly.
time to sleep.
thanks and sorry for those that helps me to simmer down man.
alah.
goodnight people!
(12.22am) Wednesday, January 20, 2010
you be the prince and i'll be your princess.
well, went to work at 3pm.
then work work and saw eunice and her mum.
she's there to collect pay after shopping (!!)
haha then dinner with gillian, then i zhao early and didnt wait for marcus. =x
saw some units. wow wow. its the first time i really went and investigate
which is better, feeling, atmosphere, spaces, sqfoots, blah blahh.
so i prefer the 6th floor . 7th like small, 9th like too ulu. but really nice view! (:
blah blah blah.
learnt new stuffs.
(:
its late. and we've still got to plan the movie(s) stuffs and all!
lunch at sp? haha
(11.45am) Tuesday, January 19, 2010
just ended debating with bday boy over whether i'm awesome or not!
lol. and i lost to him -.-
so i've got to say, i'm awesome! haha(:
(cause he says i'm awesome but i say i'm not.)
some pictures taken on the way to work and in work and after work (: hahaha
this is daniel! lol. he's concentrating on his hand instead of camera la. haha
very very windy! (:
after work dad went to fetch me and bro from camp with mummy to go causeway point to eat (:
going for work at 3pm later~
(12.30am)
somebody turns seventeen tonight !
happy birthday macauly (:
celebration at anderson's house today !
hoped he enjoyed, eeeh yeah (:
dares are pretty enjoyable to watch cause i didnt kena any! ^^
but i took videos, gona post them up some day.
lol.
(12.04am) Monday, January 18, 2010
heellllooooooooo!
okay. somebody just turns older.
anderson turns seventeen!
happy birthday to you!
okay, so i'm slacking again today at work.
walk up and down.
talked a little with dominic but he's class is starting so yeah.
then take pictures again.
upload upload, then chat chat and hit around an qi and gilian.
and the new admin (:
ms lee says she has a wealth of experience and we should learn from her.
it's pretty true (:
then, at 4pm, parents came to fetch me.
we're going shopping at tampiness! ^^
i bought like 4 tees, 1 bottom and 1 lovely dark red belt (((((:
i love the colour of the belt. hees.
wah then i promised my mum when i get pay i'll buy her clothes.
but she say dont want she wants perfume.
so okay lor, today we went in to sasa as theres a whole role of shelves displaying
perfumes. then, we went in to spray spray smell smell.
then, both of us caught hold of one really nice one.
its from d&c de. its sweet smelling, yet not too sweet.
(:
so cause the price is a little pricey, my mum wana split half half with me
but in the end, i just tell her i'll pay for the full price. .
(:
but, we gona share the bottle! haha.
when we got on the car, i spray once too.
and the niiccccceee smell stayed on all along and i like it.
we ate kim gary for dinner again. lol
k i really bought a lot of things today.
still needa buy more.
not needa, is wana.
lol!
alright, so about the thing that i mentioned in my previous post.
this boy call daniel .
he's my student for the 1 to 1 english.
he's k2 this year.
he's formerly under jaslyn, but cause she quitted
and ya so i take over her role in teaching.
at first, i didnt know what to do.
cause, that time, i just taught a girl call qiao ying 1 to 1.
she's p2 this year.
taught mathematics and english.
but , as a non experienced teacher, i didnt know what to do for daniel!
so, i flip the book which jaslyn recorded whatever she taught in it
so his mother knows what's going on and yeah.
at first, i just taught him, and i realised something.
he cant really learn like normal child.
he can't recognise words.
so if i were to show him colours and the word.
he will know what is blue if i point to the colour blue.
but, if i cover the coloured picture itself and left him with the word only,
he wouldnt know what it is.
even if i told him so, after a while when i got back to him,
he will be like, i dont know.
or try to say any other colour's names before he got it right...
so, yeah.
but things got better.
when he saw 'pink' he guessed 'purple' cause, both starts with letter p!
so it shows that he recongnised the first letter at least.
so yeah
then, ms lee got him a book for kiddygarten english and i let him
choose whatever pages he wana do.
so he's pretty excited when he got to do and learn things.
last time, he'll be like saying i dont know everytime i asked him something.
and needs u to really spoonfeed him.
now, he'll be like, hey whats that? i wana learn. teach me how to do!
seriously (:
i'm glad. he's improving i can see.
i reflected that to his mother and she said that she did
buy some assignments and teach him and all.
thats really good! its nice to see that the mother is trying and doing her part for
her child (:
then, he's really entu in lesson that ms lee has to come over to hush him down.
she told me that his response to me is pretty more as compared to past teacher.
(: maybe cause i interacted with my young cousins in the past thats why i
could at least relate myself to the kid im teaching.
if not, i guess till now i'm still like staring at him and him staring at me , both
having no idea what to do.
i actually told many of my friends that i'm quitting after i took the results.
but now, cause i haven finish uploading the pictures stuffs, i'm staying to complete them
before i go.
but if i really quit, daniel either have to be arranged to be taught be another teacher,
or he have to join the group class which he might not be ready yet to.
so, i stayed on to teach him every saturday morning, and the kiddy class too.
so i intended to work every saturday morning only if i quit.
but now, i told vincent and ms lee i'll quit only when the whole new registration
system is up cause they gona use thumbprints for attendence taking and stuffs.
so yeah, since i'm in charged of the photos now, thumbprints later, i might as well
stay on to help build up the whole systems as the second person who takes over will
not be as sure as me about the whole process.
so, yeah i'm going to contiune working everyday and at least up to march.
then yesterday, i just randomly tell daniel that he's clever and smart.
then he look and me, turn away and say, 'nono i'm not'
then i'm looking at him and say, 'yes you are daniel, you are clever!'
then he's like saying purposely, ' i cant hear you~ i cant hear you~'
then, i made him repeat after me. so i went , word by word,(and he repeated every word i said)
' i. m. clever.'
' i. must. believe. in. (that's when he starts to say softer and mumbles) myself. '
then he goes, ' nonono i dont wana say already~~ contiune with work~.'
then i'm like, a little shock. cause, he seems to know what i'm trying to do.
then i'm like, ' nono daniel last one ok? last one? '. then he gives me a nod.
and i went, ' i. can. do. it.'
and he said them all.
i'm like, i realised that he knows what i'm trying to do.
i'm trying to boost his confidence about himself.
let him know that he can do it and he dont lose out to others.
but he's like, deep down, i dont know why, discouraged by something.
and he just thought that he's not clever enough to be told that his clever.
its just like at motivational camp, we were taught to believe in ourselves and
to say i can do it!
but when i make him say, he actually know what i'm trying to do!!
hey, omg i'm stunted a little cause, he's only k2! not primary 2 nor sec2.
and he's like, nono i dont wana contiune with whatever you are trying to let me say.
cause he knows!
oh well.... but later on, i got back to the book and never mention anything again.
i didnt tell his mother that.
but, i'm determined to know more about him and,
to help him out as much as i could.
his mother knows im just a student helper, she's thankful to me for teaching him too.
but, i wana say again, i'm not a qualified teacher from moe.
i'm just a o level grad student and i have no idea what's taught in k2 and
what he should know.
but, i'll help to brush him up and prepare for primary school so it means
he really must learn in this year and catch up.
one thing good is that i'm helping up in the group kiddy class teaching
n2 all the way to k2.
therefore i know whatever they've been taught there, i could teach daniel too.
so, on saturday i read the story book that i read to the k2s in the group to daniel.
and i'll do more related stuffs that the kiddy group learnt and convey all of them to
daniel. i hope that he could at least catch up with them
so in case when i really quit in time to come, he could join the group class.
and catch up.
but yeah. i know this post is messy and wordy.
but i'm just trying to write what's on my mind and about daniel.
i took pictures with him too (:
but they're all in the laptop.
pictures that i took recently are all in the laptop><
so.. yea next time i'll post them up .
(:
its late already.
(12.41am)
sleep well people!
(10.32am) Sunday, January 17, 2010
so much to tell.
but when it's time to tell,
the words refuses to be heard.
was at work whole day yesterday.
im now at work also actually now.
lol
yesterday taught daniel (1to1) and kiddy class with kat.
hmmm
i realised something about daniel.
but, i shall blog about it later.
oh well.
i want to shop!
i want to smile.
(12.34am) Saturday, January 16, 2010
aye nice timing to start blogging (:
added two new songs on playlist.
oh well.
yea seems like annabele and i have common interest in songs.
o0
and, work is really slack cause all i have to do is to catch kids to take
their photos hahaha.
(:
eee my eyes looks funny.
abnormal><
heal soon pleasssseee!
damn you(!)
(12.58am) Friday, January 15, 2010
sheessh you make me feel that i dont know u well enough yet to guess what you meant.
and what's with the, only one somemore ..
hmm i'll try to figure out. lol.
maybe i'll dream of the right thing about you again (:
(though its not entirely right :X )
nights! sleep tight people.
as many had already submitted the 12 choices, i supposed everyone can
sleep peacefully already! (:
(12.03am) Thursday, January 14, 2010
boooo! i just submitted!
waha. (:
ms lee and marcus helped out too (:
supposedly wana go dinner at 6plus.
(was hungry already at 5 plus)
then we wait here wait there for everyone to be free so
we could went over to eat,
wait till gillian have to leave le.
so in the end, we all ended job by 9pm and eat dinner.
chat chat all the way till 11pm about marcus's secondary school stuffs.
he damn playful lor~
then, we all walked home tgt.
then instead of me walking towards to lift there, i walked to the
stairs there cause i wana open mailbox.
then marcus was like, wth i thought u wana climb all the way up
to fifteen floor!!
then i'm like, i'm not that siao la!
><
then i came home and just submitted my courses (:
fast fast.
haha. work tmr again loh!
(1.09pm)
a d c p r h t c u e (:
this plus my comment on fb is the first choice that i want (:
(11.27am)
12 choices up.
but, which to go first!
omg~
one is interest, but a nono to make it as career.
the other is good career, but interest? hmm not that high.
(10.25pm) Tuesday, January 12, 2010
went course counseling at sp, np just now.
oh well. i went back to find the architecter lecturer to talk talk at sp again (:
she actually wanted to show me around but, ya i dont know whats the next plan so
didnt.
then np. interested in more courses now.
i so gona do homework.
after that, stayed a while in the mrt station, then trained down to hougang.
went to have dinner at hougang, was shopping before that but i didnt buy anything .
but next time maybe! (:
then, we went to play and go bonkers at the rooftop there.
the play area.
lol
security came to warn me to not take photographs.
zzz!
but, our fun didnt just ended there.
lol.
left about 8pm + and walked home with deb.
(:
dreaded. work tmr ):
laaaaaa
my hair is still wet from bathing><
took some photos before heading to shower.
oh well. (:
here they come!
i just swallowed one.just left the one and only one for tmr and i've completed my course! ^^
but.... no sign of rapid recovery yet from my left eye ):
(:no use being grumpy girl!
but :x i've yet finished setting papers. oh god.
(12.59am)
looking at things at the brighter side.
oh yea~ (:
(11.37pm) Friday, January 29, 2010
i'm so freaking fedup and pissed off. argggh.
and, i'm just back from work. wth.
(10.29am)
woke up from two dreams, each seperated by a few seconds of awakeness.
one related to work. other related to some events with school people around.
second dream is pretty.. hmm weird.
why am i dreaming about you again...
but i find my dreams interesting at the same time..
anyway! i'm still only half way through setting sec 2 ca1 mathematics.
oh well, seems like i couldnt meet dateline given again ):
oohohohohohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
the dream!
(8.42am) Wednesday, January 27, 2010
i got in to Singapore polytechnic!
first choice! muhaha.(:so, i thought the message is coming in at 8am so i set alarm at 8.
then i wake up at 8 to see the message sent at 6.34am lol!
nice nice! (:
but sad most friends are going either np or tp.
and hs has to start school tmr at 7.30! lol!
(11.08pm) Tuesday, January 26, 2010
ayeesss.... so.
im too free that i'm given more work. gahh.
lol.
set ca1, sa1 mathematics paper for primary 5 all the way to sec4.
by friday 1.30pm.
then. ca2, sa2 by mon 3pm.
god bless me!!
so, something happened on saturday night while im away.
and hope it doesnt affect anybody.
gona burn midnight oil liao ):
like this my eyes no hope to recover fast fast le.
(1.15pm)
The posting results of the JAE application will be released on 27 Jan 2010 at 8.00am.
saw this on moe website. oh well.
i think i gona set alarm at 8am just to make sure i see the message in the morning!
haha.
i'm so bored. i feel like going compass first before going to work? lol~
blaah! (:
school school school!
(12.47pm)
yooo! i just came back from a hair cut!
actually im pretty satisfied with my hair before i cut. but lol
since my mum help me book timing liao just go lorh.
a little shorter, more layers.
hmmmm. anyway, i'll grow back de ma.. yeah.
then, was chatting with my mum after the haircut over lunch
at the coffeeshop nearby debbie's house.
so long didnt eat there!
was chatting over my poly course.
hmmm. haha. oh wells.
i wonder why i still choose landscape architecture over architecture.
o0
but well, lets see tmr where i'll be posted to man.
(:
i'm still debating to myself whether my o level results are considered good or not. =x
i'm happy with the individuals except for my maths and science.
but, overall, when added tgt, the number arent nice.
but then, when i look at the cert, it doesnt seems that bad afterall!
lol. whats with me =x
work later! (despite having mc for today =x)
(10.00pm) Monday, January 25, 2010
explanations to my eyes below(after the photos)
the rest photos are taken yesterday outside work place.
anqi's last day with us! but she still gona visit us!^^
oh wells. bad image again cause i didnt adjust sizes. its vga~
turns out to be pretty funny today.
i intended to go see doctor opposite work place before going work today cause
my eyes still haven recover despite going to doctor before and have medication to apply.
then at first it thought can reach work by 3pm when i left house at 2pmplus to see doctor.
who knows theres a queue and the person says me turn is about 3.15pm.
soooo, okay im there waiting with my mum. before that we bought mag each and waited.
then okay my turn.
the doctor is the one that attended to me the previous time.
so oh well he says, ' i think i have to help u remove it '
then im like thinking to myself, are u going to slice and cut it out or what? >< style="font-style: italic;">poking into my eyes.
that's still ok cause the needle is pretty small i guess
(i cant see whats going on to meeee)
then, i think cannot, he go out take something, then poke in and in
thats the worst man i tell u.
and he tried to get whatever things inside out.
i lost blood man!
but cause it happened to both my eyes, he had to do it on both sides.
so, after all ended, he gona put the cotton my my eyes.
but the thing is, i couldnt possibly have cotton on both my eyes cause i'll be banging
my head round, i couldnt get to see!!
so, he covered my left eye(the more serious) then use a small one to cover right
eye corner. oh great.
i'm thinking how to get out of the room without looking like some idoit with cottons on my eyes.
but still, people with look cause its so attention attracting!
haha. but oh well, he gona give me two days mc.
then i'm thinking, oh die how work><><
thenn.... my mum still wana go ntuc buy things but i say i dont want!!
kill me to go into places that i'll have people looking at me man!
so i just wana get home fast to avoid stupid people looking lol.
but luckily its a few mintues of walk home so yeah
got home rest and took nap
(:
dinner and here i am. haha.
funny funny.
(12.18am)
yo! i'm hearing 987fm now and they're playing my blog songs! lol.
haha i mean the same songs i have on my blog playlist.
(: its quite a few the same! (:
after work, me, pris, gillian , mdmlow went to vivo for dinner and shop.(:
pris got 2 tops, gillian 1, us, none.
haha.
oh well. gdnight!
(8.35am) Sunday, January 24, 2010
omg. i'm an hour early for work.
i thought the first lesson is 8am so i cameat 8am.
but its cause i see the day wrongly! omg
first lesson today is 9!!!! argh i'm soooo stupid.
tirrrrrrrrrrrreddddddddddddd! zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
haven been waking up so early lorr!!
(i shall use this time to upload yesterday's photo. haha
(1.26am)
alahs! fb failed me twice already.
think i next time then upload k!
i needa catch some sleep.
goodnight! (:
(12.39am)
annabelle's seventeen!
met cherie with her friends, sushi and zookeeper, go rivermall for daiso (:
got things already then ate lunch, then travel to eastcoastpark .
didnt really know to way to walk so we dropped at pp mall and waited for cab
at a hotel entrance nearby. :x
cab there, oh ya the money still not split! cause i paid for it.. yeah i forgot ask them.
and then, saw familiar faces (school mates) plus non familiar faces (bell's primary school friends).
then me mel hs went to fly kite. but yeah something wrong with the kite.
stuck in the tree for a couple of times but still managed to get it out (:
then, i got out the glass bottle which i bought earlier and started to do what i told annabelle
what i would give her for her bday!
glass bottle plus sand haha. but no seashells nor excess seawater !(:
fill and pour, fill and pour many times.
but still, i think the first attempt is the best. =x
but nonetheless, she's happy with my present and i'm glad (:
cause, the staying up till 4am last night paid off! haha.
(i started making late actually =x)
then, took pictures, jump shots here and there.
some pictures in zookeeper's dslr.
(i get to play with it ! ^^)
then, deciding where to eat, we left about 8pm for jalan kayu.
reached about 9pm plus, dinner served at 10pm.
some were pissed with the service. i find it pretty ridiculous too!
but, still , after eating and all, some rushed back home by cab as its already 11pm plus.
then the rest of us had quite a walk and some send annabelle home.
i took bus back with qiulin and nat, then dropped near buangkok there
and walked all the way home from bus 163busstop and reached home
10mins before 12am =x
and here i m uploading the pictures!
this picture was taken without flash from my camera as i 'steal' flash light from zookeeper's! (:
and, some of us had individual jump shots. nat's ground shot is pretty cool! lol~
love the weather today. very very perfect for phototaking! ^^
waiting waiting for next photo stunts
most of the girls~
this picture and the one below it is the same cept for the contrast (:
nat, bell, hs, qiulin. (:
hooo hoooo hoooooo
its expressions like this that make me wana create good good present! (:
end product! ^^
first attempt. wasnt satisfied with it but it ended up being the best.but i've already redo by then lol.
using fine and wet sand. (:
morning teaching daniel (:
fb please dont say, failed!
btw, sorry but i forgot to adjust the image size again so they gona be small =x
i'm tired. work by 8am tmr.
ohmygawd!
i had 4hours of sleep last night.
slept at 4am, wake at 8am. but i'm still able to dong till now! ^^
yeap yeap (:
(12.51pm) Saturday, January 23, 2010
in the end i ended up sleeping only at 4am.
was randomly texting somebody, are u sleeping?
totally not expecting a reply cause its so late already and that person must be asleep!
but, yeah the reply came back and its a pleasant surprise. lol.
i'm back from 3hrs or teaching and now, out again!
(:
bye!!
(3.21am)
its really late.
though its holidays, but i haven been sleeping this late for quite some time already.
usually its 1am plus that i slept.
i'm up making present ><
but done. so i've got to wake up like in less than 5 hours time to get ready for work
and reach by 9am.
after that , i'm rushing back by 12pm and out again by 1pm .
oh well. hope everyone's happy and sleeping peacefully(:
no nightmares.
sweet dreams!
(1.26am)
Hapy seventeen birthday to annabelle! (:
supposedly 'yesterday' lol!
hope she enjoyed herself 'today' and 'tomorrow'!
gona go after work, after teaching .
oh well. (:
work was ok. ah ting came to visit me!
oh well she's on the way home la. lol.
chat a while (:
oh lala.
i actually didnt realise that its already past 12 till 12.06am.
im like, a.m.? did i read it wrong?! then, oh! its already past midnight!
dang><
lalalalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaa
sweet dreams peepoles!
(11.54pm) Thursday, January 21, 2010
seriously, instead of getting better, i got worst. lol.
hmmmm i shall head to bed.
i dont know what else i shall do.
to sisters who're going out tmr, enjoy yourselves k!
(:
nights.
(1.26pm)
.
(ijustwannasmile)i just got bored. looking at explored pictures on flickr and decided to do this.
my eyes still looks funny!!
):
i dont feel like speaking to my mother now.
just crops of each other
cuttings.
(12.15pm)
hold.your.dream.
losing faith again. ):
photography or dance.
(12.20am)
crapcrapcrapcrap.
i got home about 50 minutes ago and there my mum is kpkb-ing
about how much i've 'played' in this holiday.
im more like, qi dao ku. qi dao i didnt want to say anything liao.
just let her thinks whatever she wana thinks of me since im never a good girl in her eyes
as compared to her much much farrr much better brother who stays at home everyday,
dont go out play, get good good grades de.
yeah. so, whats the point explaning myself.
it'll only get worse.
so yeah. met marcus pris at dover mrt at 1230,
marcus came to fetch us and we ate kfc.
his friends are there chopping place for us already as its hard to find seat at that timing de yeah so, eat then pris wana go popular buy stuffs.
then we walked around sp, marcus being the tour.
went to the school of design, went into the library, pretty big.
then marcus went for his lesson for 40 mins when the lesson is supposed to be 3hrs long.
we me and pris were in library reading.
me, basically find art related books to flip. lol.
then we left sp for vivo , bought tickets for alvin and sherlock.
(though i watched both already but yeah watch again lorh)
after alvin, we went to grad bites and watch sherlock.
then show ended at 9pm plus, pris grab something to eat at superdog.
then we were chatting there till shop closes.
then trained back and saw some e3 school mates.
pris dropped at serangoon, then me marcus walk home.
home to face musics from mother.
left me so fuck up.
but, argh what to do.
i'm letting it go slowly.
time to sleep.
thanks and sorry for those that helps me to simmer down man.
alah.
goodnight people!
(12.22am) Wednesday, January 20, 2010
you be the prince and i'll be your princess.
well, went to work at 3pm.
then work work and saw eunice and her mum.
she's there to collect pay after shopping (!!)
haha then dinner with gillian, then i zhao early and didnt wait for marcus. =x
saw some units. wow wow. its the first time i really went and investigate
which is better, feeling, atmosphere, spaces, sqfoots, blah blahh.
so i prefer the 6th floor . 7th like small, 9th like too ulu. but really nice view! (:
blah blah blah.
learnt new stuffs.
(:
its late. and we've still got to plan the movie(s) stuffs and all!
lunch at sp? haha
(11.45am) Tuesday, January 19, 2010
just ended debating with bday boy over whether i'm awesome or not!
lol. and i lost to him -.-
so i've got to say, i'm awesome! haha(:
(cause he says i'm awesome but i say i'm not.)
some pictures taken on the way to work and in work and after work (: hahaha
this is daniel! lol. he's concentrating on his hand instead of camera la. haha
very very windy! (:
after work dad went to fetch me and bro from camp with mummy to go causeway point to eat (:
going for work at 3pm later~(12.30am)
somebody turns seventeen tonight !
happy birthday macauly (:
celebration at anderson's house today !
hoped he enjoyed, eeeh yeah (:
dares are pretty enjoyable to watch cause i didnt kena any! ^^
but i took videos, gona post them up some day.
lol.
(12.04am) Monday, January 18, 2010
heellllooooooooo!
okay. somebody just turns older.
anderson turns seventeen!
happy birthday to you!
okay, so i'm slacking again today at work.
walk up and down.
talked a little with dominic but he's class is starting so yeah.
then take pictures again.
upload upload, then chat chat and hit around an qi and gilian.
and the new admin (:
ms lee says she has a wealth of experience and we should learn from her.
it's pretty true (:
then, at 4pm, parents came to fetch me.
we're going shopping at tampiness! ^^
i bought like 4 tees, 1 bottom and 1 lovely dark red belt (((((:
i love the colour of the belt. hees.
wah then i promised my mum when i get pay i'll buy her clothes.
but she say dont want she wants perfume.
so okay lor, today we went in to sasa as theres a whole role of shelves displaying
perfumes. then, we went in to spray spray smell smell.
then, both of us caught hold of one really nice one.
its from d&c de. its sweet smelling, yet not too sweet.
(:
so cause the price is a little pricey, my mum wana split half half with me
but in the end, i just tell her i'll pay for the full price. .
(:
but, we gona share the bottle! haha.
when we got on the car, i spray once too.
and the niiccccceee smell stayed on all along and i like it.
we ate kim gary for dinner again. lol
k i really bought a lot of things today.
still needa buy more.
not needa, is wana.
lol!
alright, so about the thing that i mentioned in my previous post.
this boy call daniel .
he's my student for the 1 to 1 english.
he's k2 this year.
he's formerly under jaslyn, but cause she quitted
and ya so i take over her role in teaching.
at first, i didnt know what to do.
cause, that time, i just taught a girl call qiao ying 1 to 1.
she's p2 this year.
taught mathematics and english.
but , as a non experienced teacher, i didnt know what to do for daniel!
so, i flip the book which jaslyn recorded whatever she taught in it
so his mother knows what's going on and yeah.
at first, i just taught him, and i realised something.
he cant really learn like normal child.
he can't recognise words.
so if i were to show him colours and the word.
he will know what is blue if i point to the colour blue.
but, if i cover the coloured picture itself and left him with the word only,
he wouldnt know what it is.
even if i told him so, after a while when i got back to him,
he will be like, i dont know.
or try to say any other colour's names before he got it right...
so, yeah.
but things got better.
when he saw 'pink' he guessed 'purple' cause, both starts with letter p!
so it shows that he recongnised the first letter at least.
so yeah
then, ms lee got him a book for kiddygarten english and i let him
choose whatever pages he wana do.
so he's pretty excited when he got to do and learn things.
last time, he'll be like saying i dont know everytime i asked him something.
and needs u to really spoonfeed him.
now, he'll be like, hey whats that? i wana learn. teach me how to do!
seriously (:
i'm glad. he's improving i can see.
i reflected that to his mother and she said that she did
buy some assignments and teach him and all.
thats really good! its nice to see that the mother is trying and doing her part for
her child (:
then, he's really entu in lesson that ms lee has to come over to hush him down.
she told me that his response to me is pretty more as compared to past teacher.
(: maybe cause i interacted with my young cousins in the past thats why i
could at least relate myself to the kid im teaching.
if not, i guess till now i'm still like staring at him and him staring at me , both
having no idea what to do.
i actually told many of my friends that i'm quitting after i took the results.
but now, cause i haven finish uploading the pictures stuffs, i'm staying to complete them
before i go.
but if i really quit, daniel either have to be arranged to be taught be another teacher,
or he have to join the group class which he might not be ready yet to.
so, i stayed on to teach him every saturday morning, and the kiddy class too.
so i intended to work every saturday morning only if i quit.
but now, i told vincent and ms lee i'll quit only when the whole new registration
system is up cause they gona use thumbprints for attendence taking and stuffs.
so yeah, since i'm in charged of the photos now, thumbprints later, i might as well
stay on to help build up the whole systems as the second person who takes over will
not be as sure as me about the whole process.
so, yeah i'm going to contiune working everyday and at least up to march.
then yesterday, i just randomly tell daniel that he's clever and smart.
then he look and me, turn away and say, 'nono i'm not'
then i'm looking at him and say, 'yes you are daniel, you are clever!'
then he's like saying purposely, ' i cant hear you~ i cant hear you~'
then, i made him repeat after me. so i went , word by word,(and he repeated every word i said)
' i. m. clever.'
' i. must. believe. in. (that's when he starts to say softer and mumbles) myself. '
then he goes, ' nonono i dont wana say already~~ contiune with work~.'
then i'm like, a little shock. cause, he seems to know what i'm trying to do.
then i'm like, ' nono daniel last one ok? last one? '. then he gives me a nod.
and i went, ' i. can. do. it.'
and he said them all.
i'm like, i realised that he knows what i'm trying to do.
i'm trying to boost his confidence about himself.
let him know that he can do it and he dont lose out to others.
but he's like, deep down, i dont know why, discouraged by something.
and he just thought that he's not clever enough to be told that his clever.
its just like at motivational camp, we were taught to believe in ourselves and
to say i can do it!
but when i make him say, he actually know what i'm trying to do!!
hey, omg i'm stunted a little cause, he's only k2! not primary 2 nor sec2.
and he's like, nono i dont wana contiune with whatever you are trying to let me say.
cause he knows!
oh well.... but later on, i got back to the book and never mention anything again.
i didnt tell his mother that.
but, i'm determined to know more about him and,
to help him out as much as i could.
his mother knows im just a student helper, she's thankful to me for teaching him too.
but, i wana say again, i'm not a qualified teacher from moe.
i'm just a o level grad student and i have no idea what's taught in k2 and
what he should know.
but, i'll help to brush him up and prepare for primary school so it means
he really must learn in this year and catch up.
one thing good is that i'm helping up in the group kiddy class teaching
n2 all the way to k2.
therefore i know whatever they've been taught there, i could teach daniel too.
so, on saturday i read the story book that i read to the k2s in the group to daniel.
and i'll do more related stuffs that the kiddy group learnt and convey all of them to
daniel. i hope that he could at least catch up with them
so in case when i really quit in time to come, he could join the group class.
and catch up.
but yeah. i know this post is messy and wordy.
but i'm just trying to write what's on my mind and about daniel.
i took pictures with him too (:
but they're all in the laptop.
pictures that i took recently are all in the laptop><
so.. yea next time i'll post them up .
(:
its late already.
(12.41am)
sleep well people!
(10.32am) Sunday, January 17, 2010
so much to tell.
but when it's time to tell,
the words refuses to be heard.
was at work whole day yesterday.
im now at work also actually now.
lol
yesterday taught daniel (1to1) and kiddy class with kat.
hmmm
i realised something about daniel.
but, i shall blog about it later.
oh well.
i want to shop!
i want to smile.
(12.34am) Saturday, January 16, 2010
aye nice timing to start blogging (:
added two new songs on playlist.
oh well.
yea seems like annabele and i have common interest in songs.
o0
and, work is really slack cause all i have to do is to catch kids to take
their photos hahaha.
(:
eee my eyes looks funny.
abnormal><
heal soon pleasssseee!
damn you(!)
(12.58am) Friday, January 15, 2010
sheessh you make me feel that i dont know u well enough yet to guess what you meant.
and what's with the, only one somemore ..
hmm i'll try to figure out. lol.
maybe i'll dream of the right thing about you again (:
(though its not entirely right :X )
nights! sleep tight people.
as many had already submitted the 12 choices, i supposed everyone can
sleep peacefully already! (:
(12.03am) Thursday, January 14, 2010
boooo! i just submitted!
waha. (:
ms lee and marcus helped out too (:
supposedly wana go dinner at 6plus.
(was hungry already at 5 plus)
then we wait here wait there for everyone to be free so
we could went over to eat,
wait till gillian have to leave le.
so in the end, we all ended job by 9pm and eat dinner.
chat chat all the way till 11pm about marcus's secondary school stuffs.
he damn playful lor~
then, we all walked home tgt.
then instead of me walking towards to lift there, i walked to the
stairs there cause i wana open mailbox.
then marcus was like, wth i thought u wana climb all the way up
to fifteen floor!!
then i'm like, i'm not that siao la!
><
then i came home and just submitted my courses (:
fast fast.
haha. work tmr again loh!
(1.09pm)
a d c p r h t c u e (:
this plus my comment on fb is the first choice that i want (:
(11.27am)
12 choices up.
but, which to go first!
omg~
one is interest, but a nono to make it as career.
the other is good career, but interest? hmm not that high.
(10.25pm) Tuesday, January 12, 2010
went course counseling at sp, np just now.
oh well. i went back to find the architecter lecturer to talk talk at sp again (:
she actually wanted to show me around but, ya i dont know whats the next plan so
didnt.
then np. interested in more courses now.
i so gona do homework.
after that, stayed a while in the mrt station, then trained down to hougang.
went to have dinner at hougang, was shopping before that but i didnt buy anything .
but next time maybe! (:
then, we went to play and go bonkers at the rooftop there.
the play area.
lol
security came to warn me to not take photographs.
zzz!
but, our fun didnt just ended there.
lol.
left about 8pm + and walked home with deb.
(:
dreaded. work tmr ):
laaaaaa
