(12.12pm)
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
hello!
wah im so sian.
now teaching mdm low it stuffs again.
yesterday night before i sleep then i rmb i need to meet her at 9am today.
then i reach here le then im locked out again-.-
she's late for about 20 mins lol.
but its ok (:
then teach teach till now dont know till what time.
have to settle my lunch my own today. hmm
think going opposite kopitiam to buy lunch.
arh so sian.
i kept sneezing now lei. good or bad.
ohh well...
on sunday, i still get to go out! haha.
in the night to send my brother to his camp on car.
lol nth better to do go sit on car all the way to jurong and back.
hahas. then cause mum wana go ntuc too so she follow too, then after sending
bro to camp, head back to ntuc at buangkok to buy stuffs.
then most of the things is i want de lol.
then cause she can use her linkpoints ma, then can minus about $14 plus over total cost. cool (:
then head home, then neighbour invite us into her house to see see(:
nice. then go home, talk a while then sleep. (:
then on monday, nothing to do, so ask if liting want go swim.
then in the end is she brought laptop go play while pei me.
before that was at hougang mall she had her meal and she bought her contacts.
then raining soo heavily, so i think can go anchorvale cc to swim since got shelter.
then go there le. rain heavily too.. walk from lrt to there also hard.
then we settled ar mac, me still thinking shld swim nt but didnt see a single soul
swimming. then i go walk walk while she's on com.
then i realised something hilarious.
the pool is closed on monday!
hahahs!
then we slack a whilte more, read blogs, then go walk to sk cc.
and.... we walked barefoot (:
so cool! hahas.
actually wana walk in rain de, rain nt that heavy le but got electronics on
our body, so cant ):
but very cool. hahas.
walked till a point where theres quite many ppl le then we go put shoes on liao.
ha. then go sk cc asked about courses.
she buy dinner for her mum and home!
then i think from then i started sneezing more. lol!
yesterday, tues, my enrollment day at sp!
supposed to go with dad but i dint want so m accompany me there.
sun bian tour me around school.
but raining damn heavily, my slippers sooooo slippery.
needed his grip god.
then got the admin card, laptop bag, sp shirt,
then starts touring!
then see many people preparing for camp stuffs.
making banners etc.
lol.
but i decided not to join camps.
the orientation week would be enough for me bah (:
then needa pay $8 for ezlink card process fees so got two ticket offices we go,
one worker's break, one machine break down -.-
inthe end go habourfront to pay, then i also want go vivo la.
then go walkwalk, saw some one familiar, but dont know who,
i look at him, he look at me, then smiled, hmmm then when he gtg with his friends
then he wave gdbye.
i think his a school mate. hahas.
then somebody think he eat glasses grow up de.
cause he's like feeling invisible. :x
then thinking where to go eat for dinner, think walk here and there and settled at hans. then he tried something new which is not bad.
and i bought it home for mum to eat as supper.
(: after dinner walked around more, settled at place to chat.
then we both didnt know we shot the time we planned to go back.
by a lot lot.
lol. then hmm home soon. (:
and today, here i m! (:
im feeling hungry :x lol!
(12.28pm) Sunday, March 28, 2010
heyo!
i smell fooooood now.
ha. nope not cause of anybody's cooking but the catered buffet of my neighbour's
its their house warming.
actually not new neighbours but just that they renovated their whole house!
parents asked me to buy something for them yesterday for the gift and i bought cups.
lol.
but i dont think im going to visit. :x
just my dad to represent us (:
its earth hour yesterday!
went to catch how to train your dragon before that at shaw lido.
first time watching at shaw, quite packed. and realised there's quite many foreigners
there too. watched the 3d.
a must watch (: nice~
hmm then walked from orchard, all the way to esplanade. passing by city hall and dobty ghuat
mrt stations. stocking up food and drinks along the way too. ha.
then, i didnt managed to find white candles at home ): no more alr. but brought lighter out.
and a red light stick. (:
then walked here and there, esplanade in and out, take pictures.
then maybank building lights out one level by one.
quite many buildings switched off their lights.
can see the before and after (:
then stayed and take pictures, chatted.
lights back, walked a little more, checked out places, trained home.
this time, we nearly bumped into my dad. -.-
luckily he didnt see us. lols.
(:
today, im soooooo bored.
cause mum ask me to stay at home.
so, im super duper bored.
gahhh.
btw, yesterday's weather is really good.
haven seen that weather for quite some time already.
next year earth hour, reminder to self; bring candles! (:
black out! haha
after
before
(10.40am) Saturday, March 27, 2010
lol im supposed to check movie timing and ended up here.
went to suntec ytd for some singapore polytechnic school of architecture ,design,building
year 3 student's showcase
saw the works and make my stress.
but the work is nice. (:
then saw the students there all wearing sp shirt.
then actually me and melvin saw a few sp guys walking against our direction.
then we saw a sp guy walking and we think he is going to the place we are going.
so we are like following him behind.
but that guy really walked quite fast can. -.-
but still after quite a walk we found it. ahha.
at least melvin was a senior there, so most of my doubts are cleared (:
ha, then walked to marina sq, esplanade there to see the place we're going tonight for
earth hour, then hmm walked to clarkequake station and train back.
walked home.
and very lucky we walked slow enough to not meet my mum in the same lift.
she arrived home just 5 minutes before me eh!
ha.
earth hour today.
hmm first time going to do something about it.
what about u guys? (:
(1.58pm) Friday, March 26, 2010
hello!
friday afternoon now.
hmm on wednesday, went to teach mdm low it, then went to salon with mum, then
slack at cherie's house and play badminton and dinner. (:
thursday, yesterday, went prawning with melvin (:
went jogging with gillian and marcus in the morning and chatted at coffeeshop
near deb's house.
1 rod, 3 hrs.
my guess of prawns is 22, he guessed 28.
when we counted, we got 25.
so we're draw! ha.
so happened that im wearing a shirt with the number 25 on it.
stayed to cook the prawns, was alr 10pm plus, then the uncle teaches us how and
we gave some cooked prawns to other people too.
(: took last train home that time. then we were talking about the train station.
he's going to go train station 28, and mine dover is 22. so happened to be our guess of prawns.
lol. home and mum scolded me for going out everyday.
it happened always when i came home late.
:x
today, going to suntec for some sp's showcase of year 3 work.
ms lee called me ytd morning to tell me about it and urge me to go.
mostly school of build environment and design.
;)
oh wells. im banned from going out whole of next week.
die. but i'll try to go out. lol
(12.00am) Wednesday, March 24, 2010
i know, what a timing to be here. right now.
(1.55am) Saturday, March 20, 2010
(12.12am)
hmm some photos here taken over this week. (:
note, its friday midnight now only (: 'saturday'
out with melvin on thursday.
some origami using his loose papers from his wallet and, his friend knows how to fold
2 hearts with a 10 dollar note! and my wire man (:
crane! skillful master skillful tu di ;)
my laptop, my phone!
colour about the same too (:
book im reading currently and ipod from mslee and laptop and phone.
today's pooling (:
cheeeeese! cake~
when's our turrnnnn~ haha
today's pool!
melvin's supper! bbq sause + chilli sause on top of cheese and vege and fillet meat followed by
burger bread! lol. bk's fish.
these explains the radiation in my body. zz
lunch with colleagues at swensens on thursday. some were out of picture though
as tradition, a cake for people's birthday that happened in every school terms. (:
seventeen already!
class gathering on wed afternoon/evening at johny's house. (:
beautiful weather for outings on wed~
beautiful weather on wed ( on the way home after coaching)
this taken while mdm low take a break from computer and i get a break too from coaching her (:
so have fun with laptop.
ladies outing on monday at vivo with sisters (:
our 'budget' dinner turns out to be pretty nt bad~ over chattings
this happens when big mirrors, girls and camera come together. (:
lunch at kim gary~
hmm actually theres two different person with the same name melvin that im talking about all along. one is a colleague at lh, other a friend (:
go figure people!
arh dang audition couldnt work. lol i know its child's play but, just wana play a little.
but cause i didnt play it for soooo long, now i got to re download which is taking far too long!
(11.47pm) Friday, March 19, 2010
on wendenesday, after it coaching, went class gathering at johnny's house.
eat slack chat home (:
lunch at compass swensens with colleauges yesterday,
went home and rest a while before going out with melvin (:
went taka cause i wana spend my vouchers on laptop case and i bought one.
then have dinner, supper, shop at ion, bought jacket, home sweet home. (:
nono i walked past centre then realise gillian need my help so i stayed there and help
her do the banners editing before going home. which is like 11pm plus already =x
then today, went to play pool.
after that went to jie's house to slack, then cherie acc. me to ion to buy
my 'school shoe' (:
bought jap food home for family.
ride back by her dad.
took wrong side train still.
hmm.
the end.
(11.44am) Wednesday, March 17, 2010
hello!
(10.27am) Monday, March 15, 2010
hey! god.
(10.59pm) Saturday, March 13, 2010
so, yea.
last day of 4 month work since the next day of the last day of o level papers, yesterday.
got so many emotions. lols.
pretty personal too.
but, hmm i got a ipod nano from ms lee.
oh well so i dont have to buy a mp3 which i intended to buy so actually today cause we're
going it show.
then just uploading some photos, some a few days old le, or weeks.
alright.
we went to watch break out concert at esplande today.
and my feets are really killed this time round with heels.
zzz
lol 3 pairs of aching feet at it show.
some mickey mouse top/dress i bought at cotton on on that day when i went out with
gillian and her friend.
whatever, call my childish. im only 16! still a kid can~
some 1 week old (plus minus) tiramisu that marcus bought and we shared. but i still haven pay pris. :x
that picnic that time (:
ahha! me and kite. so long no play.
this is some pictures of daniel and me. my very last day with him on last sunday.
i made him writing something at the back of his book. :x
(: pretty sad that i couldnt teach him anymore.
you!
get well soon boy.
stop it will you?!
(10.24am) Thursday, March 11, 2010
heya heya heya heya heya heya.
oh no so long didnt update.
i might not be able to rmb what i did overall.><
so, start with sunday.
i think i totally forgot what i did!
i think debbie came to pop by my work place (: hahas.
and then em. oh ya! im out will gillian after work and she's meeting her friend
jonathan. went to plaza sing with melvin too cause he's meeting his group of friends there.
then we crack our brains over what to eat and ended up with cafe cartel. lol!
then the two of them have great fun in spot light. lols.
monday, went to meet liting and debbie at 8am (im late so sorry!)
walked to hougang mall to buy breakfast, walked to swimming complex.
we settled down by reading first. lol!
then me and liting go swim, debbie reading her book.
after that i accompany them to hougang polyclinic to take their xrays.
then, walked to hougang, walk walk, then liting went home while i accompany debbie
to sengkang cc to do her singpass.
but i forgot that ic must be brought so she couldnt do as she didnt bring.
then we ate at the some shop that sells nice curry chicken and meesiam (:
debbie's recommend.
cool staff, cool food, cool people! (:
tabao curry chicken back for mum.
then we go library, walk around then me go home. on the way i check whether marcus is
really at work and he is! lol. damn early right from 8am.!
so i walked home. rest a while and go back work. lol.
hasnt spend time alone with deb for some while.
reminds me of sec sch (:
then just plain work. (:
tuesday, we have picnic on the field!
not literally, just that our mat are in the shelter near the field.
gillian marcus me jingying met at 43 busstop.
went up to jingying's house and start to attack her kitchen!
(: best thing is we mistaken the pork meat for chicken meat till her mum told us its pork!
hahas. gillian make yummy omelete! cheese plus ham! cool!
then cut the vege, tomato for salad. pack here and there.
spagitee and all.
and set off to picnic!
pris is ready with her shorts on.
all of use wear tees and shorts. lol.
but of course we bought clothes to change for work!
then yay. picnic. so cool!
hahas.mdm low cook chicken too!
so! fun! me brought frisbee and kite.
hahas.
then edna suddenly come to take things lols. and melvin came soon.
he played a little frisbee too and ate some stuffs.
in the mid of preparing stuffs, marcus went home to toast the nuggets. (:
i like that.
just plain fun ! (:
then we all go wash up a little and start work.
not too bad after all!
wednesday, met marcus at my house there then walk to ntuc as he's getting
many 1.5l of bottles for his class chalet.
but he's not going till end of work. lol!
then in total, he bought 34 mineral water and soft drinks and tea. crazy!
trolley is sososo heavy!.
then his friends came by in cab after passing the drinks, i go get lunch.
which turns out to be my dinner in the end cause im not hungry througout the day lei.
so im eating cold cold rice for dinner.
then, not that a bad day after all.
im going to work with ms lee to design the city sq mall unit, today and tmr. (thur, fri)
think i've got loads to do le.
oh well, later meeting them for lunch at compass. me wana go library too.
(:
second last day of work!!!
muhahaha.
im so lazy to upload photos. :x so sorry.
hahas. when i've got the mood, i'll flood my blog then.
and and and, it finally rain yesterday!!! (:
(11.06pm) Saturday, March 06, 2010
home sweet home.
work>serangoon saw anderson, then we go aston there eat, free lunch! (: cause somebody late for 30 mins. > citysq > clarkequake > walked to douby ghaut > train home.
(:
and my sholders are free !
(8.33am)
going somewhere(s) with someone later (:
(10.46am) Tuesday, March 02, 2010
hello hello hello!
im back to blog like finally.
cause i didnt want my blog to miss out too much from my life.
better be consistent in blogging. or if not, at least update for the dates i missed.
so on friday, ms lee and vincent is back from honey moon and came around in the night.
other than that, guessed im just trying to do my work the whole day and focusing
and, i didnt leave early ! :)
on saturday happy happy cause i've got half day off!
so me go to work around 9.30 then was actually going around here and there
cause there isnt really a place that i could settle down on the crowded saturday in the centre.
then was helping jingying to mark some math and science paper cause i wana do something!
then we started talking, before that we went to eat lunch together and she had her best meal
there. lol. the claypot noodle.
then after work, called up cherie see if she's free to go out then i met her at the mrt station
with her mum. they are going to work at resort world, her mum's first day!
i actually m pretty interested too but im still held with a job . ><
so liting is busy that day too, so i trained down to sk to take my passport photo for the student
card. and i like the photo! lol . sounds vain but, its the first time my passport photo like nice
and decent. my ic photo and past passport photo is like, so not nice! hahas.
then after that, i train down to habourfront.
so crowded. i dont like.
i walk here and there, then go to starbucks to buy rashberry black current with black tea drink (: wanted to find a place to sit but is close to impossible.
so, i went up to the rooftop.
settled down to read my book. (:
and i passed a sticker somewhere there. lol>< let's see if u can find a blue face sticker next time!
then, actually wana get some thing to eat for dinner , taobao and go back rooftop eat.
so i walkwalk. i saw food republic , and very stupid me didnt go in before.
was walk past but never step in before.
so i went in to explore. and o0 like theres plently of food choices.
then, i saw a store that sell those yaotao and fried butterfly, banana stuffs.
then i saw that they sell soyabean and beancurb too.
then i rmb something that i ate before that is to use to youtao to dip into something!
then i approached the lady and ask her youtao dip what nice.
she recommend me the beancurb + soyabean. so i bought it for $2.50
with the youtao together.
went some place near to sit and its really really nice which what the lady claimed.
i dip the youtao into the soyabean+soya drink , its really nice!
god. then im thinking of buying home for family, but think by the time they come back i'll be cold. but i still buy in the end , same thing. and the lady is like. oh you again. its really nice right?
then i say yea, buying home for family go try.
and i'll go back to eat for sure. (: hahas.
so i walk around a little more. dont know why my foot bought me to toy urs.
haha. saw parents, small kids. fortunated them.
then i bought something for myself there. lol!
some small glow in the dark stars!
hahas. :x i've got some plans with them de. ;)
then after purchasing, went out and go home le.
actually wana stay till its night time but i just wana go home so,
took train back and read my book again.
home i was and glad that my brother and dad is still around.
so i tell my bro to eat.
and, he finished and left no drops!
he hardly do that to food. so, can say that its really nice! hahas.
then im home, watching tv and slacking.
thats my saturday life.
(:
so on sunday, chinese valentines day! (: haha
and, im going to work at 10 plus. then work till 6.30 like that. go home for dinner.
last day for new year so my mum decided to lao yu sheng.
and we still have a can of abalone from aunt.
so we had dinner with yusheng. haha.
and. watch tv and slack le. (:
and, moon is beautiful!!
oh and my bro help me with those enrollment stuffs! (: hahas. im so confused. lol
so yesterday, monday!
nothing much. normal work day.
just that we had tarts from a students mum.
so we get to eat. its portugese egg tart.
from fancy delight.
its so nice that i liked it. but i like to original better.
after we all ate it, we're like trying to find out the address and braches of the outlet.
hahas. im so gona get it. theres a store at city sq mall.
then i left at 9.30pm cause i needa catch my brother at home before he left for camp
at 10pm, to talk. cause on saturday sylvia, one of the tcher from lh looked for me to discuss something which is something my brother could do. so, yeap. (:
and today today!
i woke up at 04:04 actually from a sweet dream that i forgot whats it about but just sweet.
then i feel asleep again, woke up 8plus from alarm. closed it and slept till 10 plus when my mum
chatted so loud on phone that wake me up. zzz
wash up and here i am. blogging.
its (11.16am) now. see how long i took to type? (:
day 16 :)
hello!
wah im so sian.
now teaching mdm low it stuffs again.
yesterday night before i sleep then i rmb i need to meet her at 9am today.
then i reach here le then im locked out again-.-
she's late for about 20 mins lol.
but its ok (:
then teach teach till now dont know till what time.
have to settle my lunch my own today. hmm
think going opposite kopitiam to buy lunch.
arh so sian.
i kept sneezing now lei. good or bad.
ohh well...
on sunday, i still get to go out! haha.
in the night to send my brother to his camp on car.
lol nth better to do go sit on car all the way to jurong and back.
hahas. then cause mum wana go ntuc too so she follow too, then after sending
bro to camp, head back to ntuc at buangkok to buy stuffs.
then most of the things is i want de lol.
then cause she can use her linkpoints ma, then can minus about $14 plus over total cost. cool (:
then head home, then neighbour invite us into her house to see see(:
nice. then go home, talk a while then sleep. (:
then on monday, nothing to do, so ask if liting want go swim.
then in the end is she brought laptop go play while pei me.
before that was at hougang mall she had her meal and she bought her contacts.
then raining soo heavily, so i think can go anchorvale cc to swim since got shelter.
then go there le. rain heavily too.. walk from lrt to there also hard.
then we settled ar mac, me still thinking shld swim nt but didnt see a single soul
swimming. then i go walk walk while she's on com.
then i realised something hilarious.
the pool is closed on monday!
hahahs!
then we slack a whilte more, read blogs, then go walk to sk cc.
and.... we walked barefoot (:
so cool! hahas.
actually wana walk in rain de, rain nt that heavy le but got electronics on
our body, so cant ):
but very cool. hahas.
walked till a point where theres quite many ppl le then we go put shoes on liao.
ha. then go sk cc asked about courses.
she buy dinner for her mum and home!
then i think from then i started sneezing more. lol!
yesterday, tues, my enrollment day at sp!
supposed to go with dad but i dint want so m accompany me there.
sun bian tour me around school.
but raining damn heavily, my slippers sooooo slippery.
needed his grip god.
then got the admin card, laptop bag, sp shirt,
then starts touring!
then see many people preparing for camp stuffs.
making banners etc.
lol.
but i decided not to join camps.
the orientation week would be enough for me bah (:
then needa pay $8 for ezlink card process fees so got two ticket offices we go,
one worker's break, one machine break down -.-
inthe end go habourfront to pay, then i also want go vivo la.
then go walkwalk, saw some one familiar, but dont know who,
i look at him, he look at me, then smiled, hmmm then when he gtg with his friends
then he wave gdbye.
i think his a school mate. hahas.
then somebody think he eat glasses grow up de.
cause he's like feeling invisible. :x
then thinking where to go eat for dinner, think walk here and there and settled at hans. then he tried something new which is not bad.
and i bought it home for mum to eat as supper.
(: after dinner walked around more, settled at place to chat.
then we both didnt know we shot the time we planned to go back.
by a lot lot.
lol. then hmm home soon. (:
and today, here i m! (:
im feeling hungry :x lol!
(12.28pm) Sunday, March 28, 2010
heyo!
i smell fooooood now.
ha. nope not cause of anybody's cooking but the catered buffet of my neighbour's
its their house warming.
actually not new neighbours but just that they renovated their whole house!
parents asked me to buy something for them yesterday for the gift and i bought cups.
lol.
but i dont think im going to visit. :x
just my dad to represent us (:
its earth hour yesterday!
went to catch how to train your dragon before that at shaw lido.
first time watching at shaw, quite packed. and realised there's quite many foreigners
there too. watched the 3d.
a must watch (: nice~
hmm then walked from orchard, all the way to esplanade. passing by city hall and dobty ghuat
mrt stations. stocking up food and drinks along the way too. ha.
then, i didnt managed to find white candles at home ): no more alr. but brought lighter out.
and a red light stick. (:
then walked here and there, esplanade in and out, take pictures.
then maybank building lights out one level by one.
quite many buildings switched off their lights.
can see the before and after (:
then stayed and take pictures, chatted.
lights back, walked a little more, checked out places, trained home.
this time, we nearly bumped into my dad. -.-
luckily he didnt see us. lols.
(:
today, im soooooo bored.
cause mum ask me to stay at home.
so, im super duper bored.
gahhh.
btw, yesterday's weather is really good.
haven seen that weather for quite some time already.
next year earth hour, reminder to self; bring candles! (:
black out! haha
after
before
(10.40am) Saturday, March 27, 2010
lol im supposed to check movie timing and ended up here.
went to suntec ytd for some singapore polytechnic school of architecture ,design,building
year 3 student's showcase
saw the works and make my stress.
but the work is nice. (:
then saw the students there all wearing sp shirt.
then actually me and melvin saw a few sp guys walking against our direction.
then we saw a sp guy walking and we think he is going to the place we are going.
so we are like following him behind.
but that guy really walked quite fast can. -.-
but still after quite a walk we found it. ahha.
at least melvin was a senior there, so most of my doubts are cleared (:
ha, then walked to marina sq, esplanade there to see the place we're going tonight for
earth hour, then hmm walked to clarkequake station and train back.
walked home.
and very lucky we walked slow enough to not meet my mum in the same lift.
she arrived home just 5 minutes before me eh!
ha.
earth hour today.
hmm first time going to do something about it.
what about u guys? (:
(1.58pm) Friday, March 26, 2010
hello!
friday afternoon now.
hmm on wednesday, went to teach mdm low it, then went to salon with mum, then
slack at cherie's house and play badminton and dinner. (:
thursday, yesterday, went prawning with melvin (:
went jogging with gillian and marcus in the morning and chatted at coffeeshop
near deb's house.
1 rod, 3 hrs.
my guess of prawns is 22, he guessed 28.
when we counted, we got 25.
so we're draw! ha.
so happened that im wearing a shirt with the number 25 on it.
stayed to cook the prawns, was alr 10pm plus, then the uncle teaches us how and
we gave some cooked prawns to other people too.
(: took last train home that time. then we were talking about the train station.
he's going to go train station 28, and mine dover is 22. so happened to be our guess of prawns.
lol. home and mum scolded me for going out everyday.
it happened always when i came home late.
:x
today, going to suntec for some sp's showcase of year 3 work.
ms lee called me ytd morning to tell me about it and urge me to go.
mostly school of build environment and design.
;)
oh wells. im banned from going out whole of next week.
die. but i'll try to go out. lol
(12.00am) Wednesday, March 24, 2010
i know, what a timing to be here. right now.
on actually on bed now, with the laptop screen as my only source of light.
im suddenly thinking of a lot of things, and i just had the sudden thought to
type them all out here, in the dark.
(:
i just learnt something.
i learnt many things so far in this year.
i felt that i grew up fast in this year too, just like how i outgrown
the one sentence that could haunt me when im much much younger.
the, ' i dont want to friend you ' line. which now i felt its childish, child's play.
which im no longer afraid of.
the me now.
learnt that i had been ignorance of the help that im receiving all along.
invisible hands.
learnt that im too selfish to think only of myself at times.
learnt that im treating people that are really caring for me, ridiculously,
treating them hot and cold, saying harsh words to them.
learnt that i failed to know how blessed i m to have friends supporting,
sisters, kor, family, sistas, colleagues and too much more.
i dont have to name names for people to see.
i know they know who they are.
even though i may not seem to want the concerns, im feeling gratitude towards each and
every of you, individually, differently.
im so not good with words. never.
even if i were to thank people for things, or to say paiseh for stuffs, i'll be like feeling so
awkward. lameshit i know. but simple things like this takes me harder to say.
the more i mean it, the harder i can bring the words out of my mouth.
ah i know you might think its bullshit, excuses, hmm so i hope this would nt let
that be an excuse for me to not express gratitude towards anybody that i should.
this is one thing i got to overcome.
next thing to overcome. reliance.
i rely a lot on people.
and its far too much.
only know how to change trains myself this year.
its force training when i'm travelling to meet people at other places myself.
i never took notice of bus numbers, train lines and all.
as long as im with my friends who knows where to get to the places that we are
heading to, im safe. i just follow. i never have to find out what train to catch,
which stop to drop, which line to change and all.
i just thought, since im with them, friends staying so near to me too, what for.
as long as i cant get home, thats good.
and since i dont know anything much about transport, i shall continue saying
im a idiot on routes and shall care no more about my routes.
thats what i used to think. thinking since i dont know, i dont know!
never do the thought of finding them out myself crossed my mind.
but now, i learnt that independence is important.
though reliance is necessary f0r every human, i believe, theres a limit to them.
friends now are friends. like pillars they may be. hard and strong, supporting you.
but one day, friends have their own family too, their own children, own career.
friends then will be different from friends later no matter how much you tried to treat
things the same, you know theres just difference.
things you talked about is more different, things to watch out for when chatting are more.
and you can't be pouring ur heart out to ur friends like you used to then cause the things that
you are facing now, they might not understand.
in the end, you still got to fight for your own life.
of course, i didnt mean it to sound so bad.
its great to find back old friends to talk, chat and just hang out.
theres just the times that we have to reminiscences, to laugh at the old jokes that we used to share.
it's great to attempt to 'turn back time' with ur old friends, talking bout the past and all.
why not?
(:
now, i know i will cherish people around me more, and i will never forget bout the people i
used to be close to before.
people that used to be my school mates, class mates, just a smsing mate, msning mate, or
cant go anywhere without you mate, before and after school mate and all.
i may have stop communicating with you, but i'll try my best to reach out to you though i've
lost all the contacts. i may ask a familiar face whether you are, who and who and studied at where and where. which i did before many weeks ago. (:
but still, i need to overcome that little fear to approach people at times still.
give me some time.
i learnt a lot while working too.
though the hours and pay may not be marvelous and or awesome, the emotions of people
there might not be calm always, i still learnt a lot in these 4 months of working.
im proud to have stayed this long, but felt myself kuku to not have the thoughts of working there again. but i dont mind helping out there when they need help sometimes.
helping people makes one happy. and thats me (:
and, i felt had to say harsh things to people, apologised, and not long later im going hot and cold all over again. u know who u are, d.
and many things.
wow. think im seriously harming my eyes.
my goingtohaveglassesonsoonerorlaterofistilldontprotecteyes in front of the brightly lit screen in the darkness for 40minutes already.
i m happy, esp for the past month and days.
and i felt lucky.
im going out every single day without fail after i quited my job.
just to update a little, saturday i went out with liting to national library, simlim sq.
sunday, went to uncle's house as my brother help out some it stuffs and went to grandmother house later. im down with flu since morning then. been wanting to sleep and rest but cousins kept disturbing, but luckily i still managed to get some sleep. home and i took flu medicine before sleeping.
monday, turned down appointment with mdm low and movie with sisters as im still resting at home, by evening im better already and went to watch movie with m. (:
tuesday, today, a date with long time no see sistas! natasha, mira, eeka. watched 2 movies today.
and went to changiairport to hang out awhile before going home. im still sniffing here and there, still not fully recovered from flu. and the midnight here i m on my bed, typing, typing.
hmmm its 12.48am now.
kinda lost my data on what i wanted to type at first but well. think i need to sleep now.
appointment with mdm low at 9am!
sweet dreams people ;)
my eyes are getting hurt :x
sorry for the looong text.
(1.55am) Saturday, March 20, 2010
i'm always thinking about stuffs and end the thoughts with, i better stop thinking too much.
weird me. or is it normal?(12.12am)
hmm some photos here taken over this week. (:
note, its friday midnight now only (: 'saturday'
out with melvin on thursday.
some origami using his loose papers from his wallet and, his friend knows how to fold
2 hearts with a 10 dollar note! and my wire man (:
crane! skillful master skillful tu di ;)
my laptop, my phone!colour about the same too (:
book im reading currently and ipod from mslee and laptop and phone.
today's pooling (:
cheeeeese! cake~
when's our turrnnnn~ haha
today's pool!
melvin's supper! bbq sause + chilli sause on top of cheese and vege and fillet meat followed byburger bread! lol. bk's fish.
these explains the radiation in my body. zz
lunch with colleagues at swensens on thursday. some were out of picture though
as tradition, a cake for people's birthday that happened in every school terms. (:
seventeen already!
class gathering on wed afternoon/evening at johny's house. (:
beautiful weather for outings on wed~
beautiful weather on wed ( on the way home after coaching)
this taken while mdm low take a break from computer and i get a break too from coaching her (:so have fun with laptop.
ladies outing on monday at vivo with sisters (:
our 'budget' dinner turns out to be pretty nt bad~ over chattings
this happens when big mirrors, girls and camera come together. (:
lunch at kim gary~
hmm actually theres two different person with the same name melvin that im talking about all along. one is a colleague at lh, other a friend (:
go figure people!
arh dang audition couldnt work. lol i know its child's play but, just wana play a little.
but cause i didnt play it for soooo long, now i got to re download which is taking far too long!
(11.47pm) Friday, March 19, 2010
on wendenesday, after it coaching, went class gathering at johnny's house.
eat slack chat home (:
lunch at compass swensens with colleauges yesterday,
went home and rest a while before going out with melvin (:
went taka cause i wana spend my vouchers on laptop case and i bought one.
then have dinner, supper, shop at ion, bought jacket, home sweet home. (:
nono i walked past centre then realise gillian need my help so i stayed there and help
her do the banners editing before going home. which is like 11pm plus already =x
then today, went to play pool.
after that went to jie's house to slack, then cherie acc. me to ion to buy
my 'school shoe' (:
bought jap food home for family.
ride back by her dad.
took wrong side train still.
hmm.
the end.
(11.44am) Wednesday, March 17, 2010
hello!
actually im at work place right now with my new laptop and mdm low by my side.
cause i promise her i will teach her it stuffs though im no longer working there le.
my intention is just to help her and ta fa some time and not thinking of having anything in
return de.
hmm i rch there at 9am plus and saw her there.
didnt know vincent and mslee is there already.
suddenly ms lee bought me and mdm low to a new unit to see see.
theres like many ppl there looking at the unit too. all adults.
think im gaining quite many experiences in looking at empty empty unit.
the ppl there like willing to take the units too.
hmm. so learnt about sqfeets stuffs, room sizes and all.
then we back at centre at 10am like that then im half using com half guiding her.
hmm then she actually wana pay me for all this but i turn her down.
hmm im just intending to help. didnt know she will wana pay.
pay by my normal wages.
hmm but i think i better dont take ba. (:
dont be greedy!
hees.
later going class gathering.
marcus coming early to work later so i can bug him on how to use ipod. lol!
hmm.
feels good to be here but nt working hahas. (:
(10.27am) Monday, March 15, 2010
hey! god.
no work today.
soo.... what to do?
im free!
but too free now -.-
i haven return my choir costume.
ehh...
hmm..
oh yeah im using my new blood red toshiba.
(:
saw huiling and cherie there ytd.
deciding between red and white but got red still lol.
couldnt believe i made up my mind that fast lol.
go in ask got stock not, got. got red? got. ok on. buy! lols!
to think such a indecisive person can land foot on a decision so easily.
so is it a sign that im recovering? lol!
hmmm hmmmmm.. what shld i do? go jogging?
arhh.
just the first weekday of no work and im feeling rotten liao.
like going fa mei le.
oh yea. im starting to read a new book. the five people you meet in heaven.
highly recommended by sylvia from lh. lol
after pris read finish it, now my turn le.
(:
at least, the laptop now is 0.4kg lighter than what i have been using.
(: and, the battery life is much much longer! cheeeeers!!
and, no more hp over heating!
that i swear can cook an egg with the heat that high!
god!.
and still, i haven do anything bout my school camp.
haven register and all. hmmp.
seems like many people have lifes of their own, going separate ways le..
oh wells.
(10.59pm) Saturday, March 13, 2010
so, yea.
last day of 4 month work since the next day of the last day of o level papers, yesterday.
got so many emotions. lols.
pretty personal too.
but, hmm i got a ipod nano from ms lee.
oh well so i dont have to buy a mp3 which i intended to buy so actually today cause we're
going it show.
then just uploading some photos, some a few days old le, or weeks.
alright.
we went to watch break out concert at esplande today.
and my feets are really killed this time round with heels.
zzz
lol 3 pairs of aching feet at it show.
some mickey mouse top/dress i bought at cotton on on that day when i went out withgillian and her friend.
whatever, call my childish. im only 16! still a kid can~
some 1 week old (plus minus) tiramisu that marcus bought and we shared. but i still haven pay pris. :x
that picnic that time (:
ahha! me and kite. so long no play.
this is some pictures of daniel and me. my very last day with him on last sunday.i made him writing something at the back of his book. :x
(: pretty sad that i couldnt teach him anymore.
you!
get well soon boy.
stop it will you?!
(10.24am) Thursday, March 11, 2010
heya heya heya heya heya heya.
oh no so long didnt update.
i might not be able to rmb what i did overall.><
so, start with sunday.
i think i totally forgot what i did!
i think debbie came to pop by my work place (: hahas.
and then em. oh ya! im out will gillian after work and she's meeting her friend
jonathan. went to plaza sing with melvin too cause he's meeting his group of friends there.
then we crack our brains over what to eat and ended up with cafe cartel. lol!
then the two of them have great fun in spot light. lols.
monday, went to meet liting and debbie at 8am (im late so sorry!)
walked to hougang mall to buy breakfast, walked to swimming complex.
we settled down by reading first. lol!
then me and liting go swim, debbie reading her book.
after that i accompany them to hougang polyclinic to take their xrays.
then, walked to hougang, walk walk, then liting went home while i accompany debbie
to sengkang cc to do her singpass.
but i forgot that ic must be brought so she couldnt do as she didnt bring.
then we ate at the some shop that sells nice curry chicken and meesiam (:
debbie's recommend.
cool staff, cool food, cool people! (:
tabao curry chicken back for mum.
then we go library, walk around then me go home. on the way i check whether marcus is
really at work and he is! lol. damn early right from 8am.!
so i walked home. rest a while and go back work. lol.
hasnt spend time alone with deb for some while.
reminds me of sec sch (:
then just plain work. (:
tuesday, we have picnic on the field!
not literally, just that our mat are in the shelter near the field.
gillian marcus me jingying met at 43 busstop.
went up to jingying's house and start to attack her kitchen!
(: best thing is we mistaken the pork meat for chicken meat till her mum told us its pork!
hahas. gillian make yummy omelete! cheese plus ham! cool!
then cut the vege, tomato for salad. pack here and there.
spagitee and all.
and set off to picnic!
pris is ready with her shorts on.
all of use wear tees and shorts. lol.
but of course we bought clothes to change for work!
then yay. picnic. so cool!
hahas.mdm low cook chicken too!
so! fun! me brought frisbee and kite.
hahas.
then edna suddenly come to take things lols. and melvin came soon.
he played a little frisbee too and ate some stuffs.
in the mid of preparing stuffs, marcus went home to toast the nuggets. (:
i like that.
just plain fun ! (:
then we all go wash up a little and start work.
not too bad after all!
wednesday, met marcus at my house there then walk to ntuc as he's getting
many 1.5l of bottles for his class chalet.
but he's not going till end of work. lol!
then in total, he bought 34 mineral water and soft drinks and tea. crazy!
trolley is sososo heavy!.
then his friends came by in cab after passing the drinks, i go get lunch.
which turns out to be my dinner in the end cause im not hungry througout the day lei.
so im eating cold cold rice for dinner.
then, not that a bad day after all.
im going to work with ms lee to design the city sq mall unit, today and tmr. (thur, fri)
think i've got loads to do le.
oh well, later meeting them for lunch at compass. me wana go library too.
(:
second last day of work!!!
muhahaha.
im so lazy to upload photos. :x so sorry.
hahas. when i've got the mood, i'll flood my blog then.
and and and, it finally rain yesterday!!! (:
(11.06pm) Saturday, March 06, 2010
home sweet home.
work>serangoon saw anderson, then we go aston there eat, free lunch! (: cause somebody late for 30 mins. > citysq > clarkequake > walked to douby ghaut > train home.
(:
and my sholders are free !
(8.33am)
going somewhere(s) with someone later (:
(10.46am) Tuesday, March 02, 2010
hello hello hello!
im back to blog like finally.
cause i didnt want my blog to miss out too much from my life.
better be consistent in blogging. or if not, at least update for the dates i missed.
so on friday, ms lee and vincent is back from honey moon and came around in the night.
other than that, guessed im just trying to do my work the whole day and focusing
and, i didnt leave early ! :)
on saturday happy happy cause i've got half day off!
so me go to work around 9.30 then was actually going around here and there
cause there isnt really a place that i could settle down on the crowded saturday in the centre.
then was helping jingying to mark some math and science paper cause i wana do something!
then we started talking, before that we went to eat lunch together and she had her best meal
there. lol. the claypot noodle.
then after work, called up cherie see if she's free to go out then i met her at the mrt station
with her mum. they are going to work at resort world, her mum's first day!
i actually m pretty interested too but im still held with a job . ><
so liting is busy that day too, so i trained down to sk to take my passport photo for the student
card. and i like the photo! lol . sounds vain but, its the first time my passport photo like nice
and decent. my ic photo and past passport photo is like, so not nice! hahas.
then after that, i train down to habourfront.
so crowded. i dont like.
i walk here and there, then go to starbucks to buy rashberry black current with black tea drink (: wanted to find a place to sit but is close to impossible.
so, i went up to the rooftop.
settled down to read my book. (:
and i passed a sticker somewhere there. lol>< let's see if u can find a blue face sticker next time!
then, actually wana get some thing to eat for dinner , taobao and go back rooftop eat.
so i walkwalk. i saw food republic , and very stupid me didnt go in before.
was walk past but never step in before.
so i went in to explore. and o0 like theres plently of food choices.
then, i saw a store that sell those yaotao and fried butterfly, banana stuffs.
then i saw that they sell soyabean and beancurb too.
then i rmb something that i ate before that is to use to youtao to dip into something!
then i approached the lady and ask her youtao dip what nice.
she recommend me the beancurb + soyabean. so i bought it for $2.50
with the youtao together.
went some place near to sit and its really really nice which what the lady claimed.
i dip the youtao into the soyabean+soya drink , its really nice!
god. then im thinking of buying home for family, but think by the time they come back i'll be cold. but i still buy in the end , same thing. and the lady is like. oh you again. its really nice right?
then i say yea, buying home for family go try.
and i'll go back to eat for sure. (: hahas.
so i walk around a little more. dont know why my foot bought me to toy urs.
haha. saw parents, small kids. fortunated them.
then i bought something for myself there. lol!
some small glow in the dark stars!
hahas. :x i've got some plans with them de. ;)
then after purchasing, went out and go home le.
actually wana stay till its night time but i just wana go home so,
took train back and read my book again.
home i was and glad that my brother and dad is still around.
so i tell my bro to eat.
and, he finished and left no drops!
he hardly do that to food. so, can say that its really nice! hahas.
then im home, watching tv and slacking.
thats my saturday life.
(:
so on sunday, chinese valentines day! (: haha
and, im going to work at 10 plus. then work till 6.30 like that. go home for dinner.
last day for new year so my mum decided to lao yu sheng.
and we still have a can of abalone from aunt.
so we had dinner with yusheng. haha.
and. watch tv and slack le. (:
and, moon is beautiful!!
oh and my bro help me with those enrollment stuffs! (: hahas. im so confused. lol
so yesterday, monday!
nothing much. normal work day.
just that we had tarts from a students mum.
so we get to eat. its portugese egg tart.
from fancy delight.
its so nice that i liked it. but i like to original better.
after we all ate it, we're like trying to find out the address and braches of the outlet.
hahas. im so gona get it. theres a store at city sq mall.
then i left at 9.30pm cause i needa catch my brother at home before he left for camp
at 10pm, to talk. cause on saturday sylvia, one of the tcher from lh looked for me to discuss something which is something my brother could do. so, yeap. (:
and today today!
i woke up at 04:04 actually from a sweet dream that i forgot whats it about but just sweet.
then i feel asleep again, woke up 8plus from alarm. closed it and slept till 10 plus when my mum
chatted so loud on phone that wake me up. zzz
wash up and here i am. blogging.
its (11.16am) now. see how long i took to type? (:
day 16 :)
