(11.08am)
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
i wake up at 10am plus
no school today la.
so sleepyhead already.
later must must must do my work already.
drag soooo long already.
dont want let them down.
haha.
went serg to find him yesterday night
and bought the stuffs mum need.
(:
should i get out to do my work?
(2.32pm) Tuesday, June 29, 2010
hmm i woke up in the morning.
and went back to sleep.
and i decided to skip school today.
they are doing reaction paper now.
then my mum's sister came to visit her.
she bought 12 j co donuts for us!
haha. my mum couldnt eat, so i got to eat (:
so nice. but so fattening la.
then chat chat chat very long then
here i am.
very bored.
im supposed to do work.
rar.
but ah..
and dad just flared at me for nothing.
men..
mood swing la.
(11.02pm) Monday, June 28, 2010
hey people. listen to this if u have the chance.
its touching. one of the song that susan boyle sang to impress everyone on show too.
its nice.
but maybe not be everyone's type yea.
they used it in glee(show) too.
Les Miserables - I Dreamed a Dream
There was a time, when men were kind
And their voices were soft
And their words were inviting
There was a time, when love was blind
And the world was a song
And the song was exciting
There was a time it all went wrong
I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high and life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving
Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, no wine untasted
But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they turn your hope apart
As they turn your dreams to shame
He slept a summer by my side
He filled my dreams with endless wonder
He took my childhood in his stride
But he was gone when autumn came
And still I dream he'd come to me
That we would live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather
I had a dream my life would be
So different from the hell I'm living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed
im going to sleep soon.
work.. tomorrow morning ba.
goodnight sweetdreams!
(9.32pm)
i just bathed.
on my computer.
haha.
home from school.
dinner cooked by dad today.
its.. hmm still not bad!
different style from what my mum cook though its the same dish.
but.. i dont want kua (praise) him later he too happy.
lol!
lesson in school today is... hmm ok!
slacker than i thought it should be.
today is the submission for the chair that we supposed to use with recycled materials.
our group uses the left over tin cans from the flag day.
then is primers discussion.
i have to collate collate their case study.
but.. i haven do..
im listening to my blog song now. but keep buffering eh.. -.-
lesson at 12pm tomorrow.
hahaha!
and, jade is back from malaysia!
haha. girls talk in class yo.
love you girls!
jadeyuhuakim
and thanks for the concern people!
im doing good.
my mum too.
and school's so far so quite enjoyable(:
(4.12pm)
currently at my yuhua's desktop surfing net.
today is kinda ok.
haha.
slack slack ah.
later project due date then kanjiong like siao.
im hmm happy with what i have now. (:
shestoofriendlytobetrue.
got to be good and go home for dinner after school!
(12.41am)
im gona pack my bag and go to bed.
run away from everything into my dreams.
(12.11am)
ne-yo;sosick.iminlove.neverknewineeded.
(11.54pm) Sunday, June 27, 2010
people talks to facebook walls.
i talk to my blogger wall.
..
):
(11.40pm)
do you really believe that im ok?
(6.01pm)
i realised i like r&b music.
well. its one of the style i like. (:
(5.28pm)
some pictures from yesterday
i slept through my lunch just now after eating a flu medicine
and im feeling floaty.
then wake up around 4pm plus to have my cold wanton mee soup.
then later i going to compass point to draw some last minute work.
with him.
i feel like travelling further yet i don't think i will have the energy to.
imy.ily.
he took all this in pasta mania . haha.
see! saturday morning at palawan beach.
so clear and beautiful weather.
except that theres big groups of students.
freshman's stuffs.
i need exercise. hahahaha. like seriously!
im not going training in school.
not going swimming.
not going jogging.
lazy ahh.
but it looks plumber cause of the angle too. lol!
(12.58pm)
im back from hospital, with my mum back.
and my brother and dad.
so yesterday,
breakfast at mac, habourfront centre from him.
then got to giant buy some snacks and
on our way to sentosa!
great weather there.
lay the mat and played Frisbee, and stay in water.
he can play frisbee better than me -.-
then, bathed and back to vivo,
ate pasta mania, then down to find my formal wear clothing and shoes.
he saw a heels which is not bad and i like it too.
beige suits me more than black.
but beige dosent have my size so we made a reservation at chinatown point.
and we went down to get it.
then we went down to little indian where i met my dad and he went home form there.
then my dad park his car freaking far and its about 20 minutes walk along ulu
little indian streets and nice private houses and many workers walking around.
then i spotted the moon which is beautiful.
its about half, yet the shape is a little weird.
my dad says its like a watermelon.
then i tried t take picture but i gave up.
its off focus.
then on the way to the car i keep looking at the moon.
then soon its like 3 quarter full and its really weird.
how could the moon shape change so fast?
then i dont know.
got to my dad's car finally and drive to kk hopsital which takes less than 5 minutes -.-
then visited my mum.
she's much better in colour.
then, left and when im reaching home, downstairs, i look up.
the moon is freaking beautiful.
full moon bright and clear in the sky.
then i ask my dad, how come it can change from half moon to full moon within hours?
then he (tried) to explain all the astronomy stuffs to me that the earth moves and
blah. but i think, where got change so fast one within hours!
isnt it supposed to happen in like, dayss?
then blah.
i reached home. so tired from the activites from the beach.
so i didnt bother to go online.
then i woke up this morning by my dad, my brother just reached home from camp.
up washed up, left for kk hopspital with them and ate mac breakfast (again!)
then waited for the medicine then can go le. then my brother said somewhere,
'i missed the eclipse yesterday night. i couldnt find the moon!'
then i said, ' omg so what i saw yesterday night is eclipse actually!!'
lol...
ok .
and im sniffing and sneezing now.
):
later have to chiong some last minute work before school starts tommorrow.
then might be meeting him tonight (:
but i lazy shop already ahh...
(8.39pm) Saturday, June 26, 2010
some snap shots during cip
all the photos are uploaded on fb (:
i got up bright and early.
and keep making sure i wake up and didnt over slept for today (:
cause im going out!
but...
i most probably wouldnt visit her.
am i very very bad?
(11.47pm) Friday, June 25, 2010
yay! things are clarified already (:
but... i will feel bad if i were to enjoy tmr.... gagged.
(10.24pm)
he, that should have but couldn't.
(9.38pm)
i dont like what just happened.
(9.06pm) Thursday, June 24, 2010
ohhhhhh, life.
(11.30pm) Wednesday, June 23, 2010
im watching slumdog millionaire currently on star movies.
(1.39pm)
yo! here to update a little.
(5.16pm) Tuesday, June 22, 2010
and, im gona see him very soon! (:
(12.16pm)
(11.26pm) Monday, June 21, 2010
awwwww i have loadsa fun today!
heeeeees.
you'll know who they're from the photos!
its a belated birthday celebration for haidah's seventeen!
i went to meet them after my project meeting in school just in time for my dinner with them.
some of them went off earlier.
love loves them!
and i saw haidah's bf! ahha~
and one funny funny encounter. i should just copy and paste from nutty gf's fb.
and there goes the monkey faces!
the bday girl!
haha the last duel for the bodoh game!
man projects doesnt seems to be going well ):
hees he's gona have his last night staying in tonight. (((:
im gona wash up and sleep soon yo.
hee hee. gdnights!
(10.42pm) Sunday, June 20, 2010
die after creating a image i still want to take and photoshop more.
then my work how?
called for a group meeting tomorrow and how can i go there unprepared!?
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i find that i like to come here often to blog.
no im not blogging.
im ranting. seriously.
dumping whatever words that came across my mind.
blabbering out my thoughts.
throwing pictures out.
hmmmm my thought now.
dslr camera and iphone everywhere i go!
hmmm.
really!
haha but kudos to the Olympus Pen EP1 DSLR camera.
physically like a compact camera but weights so much lighter.
i like the old old classy vintage look of it too.
but im quite positive that other brands will start to come up with
smaller scale dslr. (:
hees.
not that im getting any one soon. but just keeping a look out (:
and, im thinking whether anyone is coming up with 3d cameras.
as in, u take pictures with that special camera, and
when u put on the 3d glasses and view the images, its gona be 3d!
well. i have no idea on all the fundamentals and technology of
all the 3d stuffs. but just hmm. wondering.
who knows yea?
dslr. so fun but so big.
thats why i dont want to buy it when i dont have a compact.
now that i have a compact that i can bring out everywhere i go,
i can start to think about slr to take more serious photos and not
compact where i just see and snap snap.
but compact gooooooood.
you usually wouldnt draw as much attention as dslr when u are taking shots
of people when u dont want to know that u are taking them.
example; natural reactions/expressions of humans, taking photos of strangers. lol!
im nono pervert. but i like to take happy people/families/couples photos.
hmmm.
i know its ok to take side or back view.
as long as its not upfront.
lalalalala.
iii...... omg.
i want to go to haidah's celebration.
but... wah. ><
how to carry so many things here and there. and i got project.
booooo.
haha i think i better let this be my last post of the day.
:p
goodnight!
(10.23pm)
haha after a while this is what i came up with.
lol.
its just how i want to express myself right now.
i wanted to scream and shout all i want.
but.. on the other hand, i have to be cool to smile and smile and calm myself now.
angels and devil in me eh?
erm, ps for the home attire though.
(9.52pm)
at times like this.. i would just want to create pictures and images.
so.. yea. thats what im going to do now.
as for work.
im really devastated about them. >:|
howihopedthatyournamewillappearoneverynewmessagesonmyphone
(9.29pm)
rarr this gona be a total ranting post.
imhomeatedinnerwatchingtelevisiontypingonmylaptopfeelingdown&imysm.
i ... can i not do my work.
i feel ahh.
i dont know.
very bad.
just let me rant.
...
i wana sigh.
but i know i should not be feeling these ways.
eee.
sorry.
(3.52pm)
im currently at changi airport terminal two mcdonald's with him.
but im getting a little distracted from work
rar.
and he's leaving in about an hour plus time.
):
itseemslikeitshardtogetit.
(1.04am)
hohohoho.
so let me rant here a little while fb is busy uploading my pictures
and dear liting is being such a darling to help me tag them heees.
thanks so much girl!
so, today(saturday) morning i woke up around 8am and joined my parents
to go riverside park at sengkang.
they jog, i walk and take pictures lol.
then i bring them to the small cafe like coffeeshop at skcc where
some of us hang out to chat or have breakfast.
then marketing at the new market there.
my first time there though.
heard the vandals themselves saying they're not earning and the things
is super expensive..
well..
then home and prepared a little, was here to upload a few photos.
then out to meet him.
im late :x
haha. well..
down to a few placesm, watched toy story 3 at shaw lido 2 3d! :)
, helped my brother take some pictures he needed and
while we're chilling out at the stadium's back park by the kallang river,
looking over at marina area, i saw laser lights and elbowed him to see
then ahha. theres fireworks.
i think its the rehearsals.
so i think they gona have it for every saturday.
and theres like many times of fireworks.
right before us. haha
cool. (:
hmm and i reached home around 12am :/
(3d movieeeeeeee. lol!)
and here to upload photos and check out my mail.
well..
goodnight!
(12.11pm) Saturday, June 19, 2010
heys a quick update before i left the house
went out to downtown east ehub with sisters on thursday and we had
lunch, kbox and dinner and photo taking session (:
friday i went to school for cip and went to the kinderland
child care and didn't join the class gathering.
some photos!
im still owing a lot for fb....
ahhhlalala.
shits.
projects.not.touch.
(11.58am) Thursday, June 17, 2010
let me post 5 pictures from sentosa ba (:
thanks god im feeling better.
so later can go enjoy with beloved s! (: hees.
(10.12am)
first of all,
happy 17th birthday to haidah!
im sure she'll be the happy princess today. (:
anyway, yesterday was out to nlb for project meeting again.
settled lunch at bugis and yea.
i caught a flu and was feeling so sick.
so happy we're done with the stuffs that we are supposed to be doing
but at the same time worrying about my two other projects esp.
the primers ):
then went to dhoby ghuat to meet ex lh colleagues for dinner and movie.
and i told marcus to bring me 3 packs of tissue and he bought the whole
pack of idk how many packs inside -.-
haha luckily he help me with my damn heavy bag.
and so sick ):
watched prince of persia.
its nice. i really like it!
then saw some exclassmates on the way back (:
and home sweet home .
later maybe going k. if im feeling much much better.
hahas.
sad why i got project meeting on mon.
oh man.
he's a jungle boy now. ;x
(9.33am) Wednesday, June 16, 2010
the sky is even darker now compared to yesterday.
its so cooling.
kinda too cold.
yesterday went to bugis, ate lunch first then went to library to find
story books for preschoolers for our cip as we're going to
childcare on the 18th.
(im sniffing and sneezing right now man so cooold)
and im starting to get annoyed and restless in the library and couldnt concentrate
on my work ):
with all the kids running around.
(cause we're at the kid's section) lol.
and then left around 4 plus,
then i went home after i knew he went home to put things first from sentosa
then he came over to accompany me for dinner.
then at night he going back camp already.
but lucky for us to have some time together yesterday night.
if not maybe we will meet only on saturday .
and, yesterday while waiting for him to arrive at the bus stop, i keep
taking pictures of the sunset.
its magnificent la!
i will post them up some day.
damn nice!
haha.
rainning so heavily..
how to go out. sia.
(9.43am) Tuesday, June 15, 2010
rainy rainy morning.
(11.05pm) Monday, June 14, 2010
dies im getting lazy to post up photos that i took.
photos from sentosa ...
wah.
here and there's random pictures.
omg
im getting sleepy.
heavy eyelids...
*yawns
need to wake up early tmr.
gdnight people!
(10.09pm)
im back im back!
i walked home from compass point with liting.
and she spend loadsa money!!!
back from starbucks with eunice desmond and liting.
back from chatting, eating idling with them.
back and feeling happy.
happy happy happy!
and tmr i gona go national library for group meeting.
yo!
at 10am in the morning.
and maybe i will bump into liting and desmond there too!
hees.
happy.
but i will be more if u were by my side all the time...
(4.24pm)
shits im gathering people to go out now.
lol.
nowhere far.
my mum knows im finding excuses to go out.
but really need to go out!
haha.
(3.58pm)
i know i will see flying shoes and vegetables if i were to announce this to people
in person and not behind this very computer screen i am looking at right now.
its that.
i kind of dislike school holidays.
especially when there's many things to do.
group projects somemore when the where and when factor come into
huge considerations for projects meeting.
rar.
school is easy.
u just gather the people and work together!
but not in holidays when we stay all over singapore far away from each other and
have own activities to takecare of.
rarrrr.
i also dont like it when i know theres much to do but i just dont want to start on any.
and i just feel like going out to take a breather.
eeeks.
its like the break after o levels.
omg.
except that we have no work to do during that period of time.
i want to go to the beach!!!!!!
anyoneeee?
(3.24pm)
opps and i forgot to mention.
happy 2th month baby! (:
i didnt manage to stay up after the call to wish each other at time 0000 like
he did. i fell asleep right after saying goodnight.
:P
nothing loud.
its just between us.
;)
its my life to live and to show, to present the way i want.
whether you like it or not.
you can just shut off and stop looking at these isnt it?
kid.
(2.58pm)
i just came back from salon and lunch.
stayed in salon for about 2.5hrs.
dyed my hair and cut.
no more white and uneven hair colours for the time being.
and i brought the book that liting loan me for a very long time along to read.
p.s. i love you.
hmm as im reading, im thinking a lot too.
i like to day dream haha.
now im thinking how i can upload pictures without deleting previous
photos.
sad. i cant bring myself to delete the old photos.
i dont want to go back to my old post to see my pictures not there.
rawr.
photos from last 3 days plus today.
shorter fringe!
i cant upload anymore photos. ):
need delete again.
eeeeee.
our heads are conjoined! :P
haha. its a very random shot.
looks a little eerie. wooooooo.
bye long fringe.
nothing to do after school at rooftop vivo with gek hua. friday.
and write almost the full a3 butter paper. lol
miss you.
im stuck with my own time management.
im afraid of not able to lead my team well.
its our first big project.
please oh god.
i see mistakes in work but i have no idea how to guide them and correct.
am i a useless leader?
and when people have the expectation in you,
theres stress u will feel.
but its not people that are pressurizing me.
im the one who gives myself stress.
and leaves things to the last minute.
this time round its not individual work anymore.
its group.
of my own good friends.
i dont want any bonds to break because of any silly mistakes that i would make.
but i have no idea how to save the work before its too late.
i need help.
(10.29am) Sunday, June 13, 2010
no matter what i do
all i think about is you.
morning people!
(:
currently listening to the say 'dilemma - nelly'
went bugis with him yesterday.
went to hunt for my shoe in the end he bought his in the first shop lol.
i couldnt find mine so down we go to bugis street and i got myself
a pair of shoes. (:
then, got my school's stuffs at art friend.
then, down to marina barrage.
and well we wouldnt be heading down there tgt for quite some time for the long time being.
the way back is quite a torture for us.
and i couldnt hold it anymore and let it all out.
thank god he's there to cover me.
and surprisingly, the train actually slowed down throughout the journey
from seragoon to kovan.
it gave me adequate time to cool down.
lol.
had late dinner and some time together before heading home.
today he's going to book in at night again.
and its one day from today to our 2nd month tgt.
time flies doesnt it?
rawr i keep exceeding the photo quota here so i cant upload pictures.
but i will delete some soon to upload.
sad if i delete the previous photos, that means they will be gone
thats why u will not see many photos in old posts.
(11.54pm) Friday, June 11, 2010
damn it im so happy and excited today!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahaha!
nono im not mad nor on drugs.
but. ohmygod!
i saw my first shooting star on the way back home from the mrt station just now!
f. cool can!
see! pays good to have a big field 'empty space' near my house and always looking up
at the sky to gaze at beautiful stars!
sheesh but too bad its too late for him to send me home if not he will be able to see it too!
its like. happened in milliseconds.
wahahahaha.
first i saw. then. OMg!
mouth hanging.
then i quickly make wishes.
hahaha.
then i cant wait and called him up to tell him what i just saw.
super happy and excited.
what more, its a very happy day for us already.
the day ended beautifully with him.
and somemore i even see shooting star on the way back!
im so lucky today!
we both felt very happy and blessed.
we chatted a lot today and of course know each other more and more.
we're at the stadium there.
underthestarsandrain
omgg.
hahaha.
haven felt so happy for vvery vvveerrrry loooongg alreadddyyy!
haha ps im too happy now. hehehe.
today lesson 8-12.
i woke up only at 7 plus.
gah.
late for school.
saw jz on the train to school.
we're both late.
but not really as class is not starting.
then soon it ended.
holidays start!
then had group meetings and all today,
classmates wana watch karate kid at vivo .
so we had lunch outside fc5 lol.
we takeaway and sit outside in a big circle to eat.
then off to vivo but me and yuhua not watching.
we went candy empire buy some chocs and sweets then up to the rooftop!
where she rested and i doodled.
then she left at 4 plus. (ithink)
then i drew more, then go walkwalk waited for him to book out.
well well well..
had our dinner there.
then off to stadium (:
damn it damn it.
i cant get over it!
not only the shooting star but everything we shared too.
hees.
loveyou!
(9.55pm) Thursday, June 10, 2010
tmr tmr tmr is friday!
he's going to book out!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
hehehe.
happy happy!
but he need to wake up at 4am later.
ohmygod.
later i see zombie.
:P
(4.12pm)
hellooooooooooo.
(10.20am) Wednesday, June 09, 2010
feels that my posts are so wordy.
so... photos!
(:
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
i wake up at 10am plus
no school today la.
so sleepyhead already.
later must must must do my work already.
drag soooo long already.
dont want let them down.
haha.
went serg to find him yesterday night
and bought the stuffs mum need.
(:
should i get out to do my work?
(2.32pm) Tuesday, June 29, 2010
hmm i woke up in the morning.
and went back to sleep.
and i decided to skip school today.
they are doing reaction paper now.
then my mum's sister came to visit her.
she bought 12 j co donuts for us!
haha. my mum couldnt eat, so i got to eat (:
so nice. but so fattening la.
then chat chat chat very long then
here i am.
very bored.
im supposed to do work.
rar.
but ah..
and dad just flared at me for nothing.
men..
mood swing la.
(11.02pm) Monday, June 28, 2010
hey people. listen to this if u have the chance.
its touching. one of the song that susan boyle sang to impress everyone on show too.
its nice.
but maybe not be everyone's type yea.
they used it in glee(show) too.
Les Miserables - I Dreamed a Dream
There was a time, when men were kind
And their voices were soft
And their words were inviting
There was a time, when love was blind
And the world was a song
And the song was exciting
There was a time it all went wrong
I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high and life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving
Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, no wine untasted
But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they turn your hope apart
As they turn your dreams to shame
He slept a summer by my side
He filled my dreams with endless wonder
He took my childhood in his stride
But he was gone when autumn came
And still I dream he'd come to me
That we would live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather
I had a dream my life would be
So different from the hell I'm living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed
im going to sleep soon.
work.. tomorrow morning ba.
goodnight sweetdreams!
(9.32pm)
i just bathed.
on my computer.
haha.
home from school.
dinner cooked by dad today.
its.. hmm still not bad!
different style from what my mum cook though its the same dish.
but.. i dont want kua (praise) him later he too happy.
lol!
lesson in school today is... hmm ok!
slacker than i thought it should be.
today is the submission for the chair that we supposed to use with recycled materials.
our group uses the left over tin cans from the flag day.
then is primers discussion.
i have to collate collate their case study.
but.. i haven do..
im listening to my blog song now. but keep buffering eh.. -.-
lesson at 12pm tomorrow.
hahaha!
and, jade is back from malaysia!
haha. girls talk in class yo.
love you girls!
jadeyuhuakim
and thanks for the concern people!
im doing good.
my mum too.
and school's so far so quite enjoyable(:
(4.12pm)
currently at my yuhua's desktop surfing net.
today is kinda ok.
haha.
slack slack ah.
later project due date then kanjiong like siao.
im hmm happy with what i have now. (:
shestoofriendlytobetrue.
got to be good and go home for dinner after school!
(12.41am)
im gona pack my bag and go to bed.
run away from everything into my dreams.
(12.11am)
ne-yo;sosick.iminlove.neverknewineeded.
(11.54pm) Sunday, June 27, 2010
people talks to facebook walls.
i talk to my blogger wall.
..
):
(11.40pm)
do you really believe that im ok?
(6.01pm)
i realised i like r&b music.
well. its one of the style i like. (:
(5.28pm)
some pictures from yesterday
i slept through my lunch just now after eating a flu medicineand im feeling floaty.
then wake up around 4pm plus to have my cold wanton mee soup.
then later i going to compass point to draw some last minute work.
with him.
i feel like travelling further yet i don't think i will have the energy to.
imy.ily.
he took all this in pasta mania . haha.
see! saturday morning at palawan beach.so clear and beautiful weather.
except that theres big groups of students.
freshman's stuffs.
i need exercise. hahahaha. like seriously!im not going training in school.
not going swimming.
not going jogging.
lazy ahh.
but it looks plumber cause of the angle too. lol!
(12.58pm)
im back from hospital, with my mum back.
and my brother and dad.
so yesterday,
breakfast at mac, habourfront centre from him.
then got to giant buy some snacks and
on our way to sentosa!
great weather there.
lay the mat and played Frisbee, and stay in water.
he can play frisbee better than me -.-
then, bathed and back to vivo,
ate pasta mania, then down to find my formal wear clothing and shoes.
he saw a heels which is not bad and i like it too.
beige suits me more than black.
but beige dosent have my size so we made a reservation at chinatown point.
and we went down to get it.
then we went down to little indian where i met my dad and he went home form there.
then my dad park his car freaking far and its about 20 minutes walk along ulu
little indian streets and nice private houses and many workers walking around.
then i spotted the moon which is beautiful.
its about half, yet the shape is a little weird.
my dad says its like a watermelon.
then i tried t take picture but i gave up.
its off focus.
then on the way to the car i keep looking at the moon.
then soon its like 3 quarter full and its really weird.
how could the moon shape change so fast?
then i dont know.
got to my dad's car finally and drive to kk hopsital which takes less than 5 minutes -.-
then visited my mum.
she's much better in colour.
then, left and when im reaching home, downstairs, i look up.
the moon is freaking beautiful.
full moon bright and clear in the sky.
then i ask my dad, how come it can change from half moon to full moon within hours?
then he (tried) to explain all the astronomy stuffs to me that the earth moves and
blah. but i think, where got change so fast one within hours!
isnt it supposed to happen in like, dayss?
then blah.
i reached home. so tired from the activites from the beach.
so i didnt bother to go online.
then i woke up this morning by my dad, my brother just reached home from camp.
up washed up, left for kk hopspital with them and ate mac breakfast (again!)
then waited for the medicine then can go le. then my brother said somewhere,
'i missed the eclipse yesterday night. i couldnt find the moon!'
then i said, ' omg so what i saw yesterday night is eclipse actually!!'
lol...
ok .
and im sniffing and sneezing now.
):
later have to chiong some last minute work before school starts tommorrow.
then might be meeting him tonight (:
but i lazy shop already ahh...
(8.39pm) Saturday, June 26, 2010
some snap shots during cip
all the photos are uploaded on fb (:i got up bright and early.
and keep making sure i wake up and didnt over slept for today (:
cause im going out!
but...
i most probably wouldnt visit her.
am i very very bad?
(11.47pm) Friday, June 25, 2010
yay! things are clarified already (:
but... i will feel bad if i were to enjoy tmr.... gagged.
(10.24pm)
he, that should have but couldn't.
(9.38pm)
i dont like what just happened.
i just hope you could understand me more to know my reaction.
woke up 8am plus in the morning by the rain.
close window, back to sleep.
woke up at 11am.
up rush, wash up prepare to go to school.
realise that the operation is carried out already.
reached school, ate lunch subway.
the person took my unfinished drink and unopened yogurt away ):
rar.
then walked to kinderland@sp
our last cip there.
did some cleaning up, played with the kid and story telling plus art and craft again.
i will miss those lovely naughty brats.
then trained down to novena to meet dad there.
took free shuttle bus there to kk hospital to visit my mum.
i dont know when she could be discharged.
then ate dinner there with dad and home soon.
if i were to go out tomorrow, it would seems very not nice of me right?
my reaction, why i sound like that to you, why im quite, why i sound irritated.
why dont u understand?
me.
but im sure you wouldnt be here to see this.
(9.06pm) Thursday, June 24, 2010
ohhhhhh, life.
im trying my best to live you to the fullest.
im reaching my #1000 post soon.
im reaching my #1000 post soon.
soon ..
went to school for cip again.
and.. the kids are really cute omg.
im trying to handle the k2s also.
tmr is the last day.
):
thinking of buying some small tokens for them (:
sotong you will be great!
(11.30pm) Wednesday, June 23, 2010
im watching slumdog millionaire currently on star movies.
i got to say.. its hmm. eye catching..
seriously.
(1.39pm)
yo! here to update a little.
currently in school studio only me and 3 group members here .
just ate lunch at moberly cafe. full ahh..
then... hmm
oh yea.
yesterday went to meet him and we go down to dhoby ghuat cathay to catch
karate kid but its full so,
watched she's out of my league.
i should say, its not bad.
really.
but, its not suitable for those who are not open minded. :x
haha.
morale of story, dont ever think that you not deserving for someone.
(:
(5.16pm) Tuesday, June 22, 2010
and, im gona see him very soon! (:
(12.16pm)
i realised that i've got many things i want to do.
with my close friends, alone and especially with you.
and i would post them up here and let this be a diary for me to
reminiscence when im aging.
(11.26pm) Monday, June 21, 2010
awwwww i have loadsa fun today!
heeeeees.
you'll know who they're from the photos!
its a belated birthday celebration for haidah's seventeen!
i went to meet them after my project meeting in school just in time for my dinner with them.
some of them went off earlier.
love loves them!
and i saw haidah's bf! ahha~
and one funny funny encounter. i should just copy and paste from nutty gf's fb.
Nutcaze Natasha
Safiah Bte Mohd Najib , Munir Mustapa , Muhammad Hafiz were saying goodbye while getting ready to get down the bus to ME & Nur Haidah & Jeanette Tan Jia Hui just now excitedly, ADIOS-ING EVRYWER & suddenly, THE BUS DIDNT STOP AT THEIR STOP. wanna know why? THEY FREAKIN DIDNT PRESS THE BELL! HAHAHAHA! WADDABLEEEEEEEEEEP! DAMN FUNNEH!
and there goes the monkey faces!
the bday girl!
haha the last duel for the bodoh game!
man projects doesnt seems to be going well ):
hees he's gona have his last night staying in tonight. (((:
im gona wash up and sleep soon yo.
hee hee. gdnights!
(10.42pm) Sunday, June 20, 2010
die after creating a image i still want to take and photoshop more.
then my work how?
called for a group meeting tomorrow and how can i go there unprepared!?
><
i find that i like to come here often to blog.
no im not blogging.
im ranting. seriously.
dumping whatever words that came across my mind.
blabbering out my thoughts.
throwing pictures out.
hmmmm my thought now.
dslr camera and iphone everywhere i go!
hmmm.
really!
haha but kudos to the Olympus Pen EP1 DSLR camera.
physically like a compact camera but weights so much lighter.
i like the old old classy vintage look of it too.
but im quite positive that other brands will start to come up with
smaller scale dslr. (:
hees.
not that im getting any one soon. but just keeping a look out (:
and, im thinking whether anyone is coming up with 3d cameras.
as in, u take pictures with that special camera, and
when u put on the 3d glasses and view the images, its gona be 3d!
well. i have no idea on all the fundamentals and technology of
all the 3d stuffs. but just hmm. wondering.
who knows yea?
dslr. so fun but so big.
thats why i dont want to buy it when i dont have a compact.
now that i have a compact that i can bring out everywhere i go,
i can start to think about slr to take more serious photos and not
compact where i just see and snap snap.
but compact gooooooood.
you usually wouldnt draw as much attention as dslr when u are taking shots
of people when u dont want to know that u are taking them.
example; natural reactions/expressions of humans, taking photos of strangers. lol!
im nono pervert. but i like to take happy people/families/couples photos.
hmmm.
i know its ok to take side or back view.
as long as its not upfront.
lalalalala.
iii...... omg.
i want to go to haidah's celebration.
but... wah. ><
how to carry so many things here and there. and i got project.
booooo.
haha i think i better let this be my last post of the day.
:p
goodnight!
(10.23pm)
'angel' vs 'devil' in me
haha after a while this is what i came up with.
lol.
its just how i want to express myself right now.
i wanted to scream and shout all i want.
but.. on the other hand, i have to be cool to smile and smile and calm myself now.
angels and devil in me eh?
erm, ps for the home attire though.
(9.52pm)
at times like this.. i would just want to create pictures and images.
so.. yea. thats what im going to do now.
as for work.
im really devastated about them. >:|
howihopedthatyournamewillappearoneverynewmessagesonmyphone
(9.29pm)
rarr this gona be a total ranting post.
imhomeatedinnerwatchingtelevisiontypingonmylaptopfeelingdown&imysm.
i ... can i not do my work.
i feel ahh.
i dont know.
very bad.
just let me rant.
...
i wana sigh.
but i know i should not be feeling these ways.
eee.
sorry.
(3.52pm)
im currently at changi airport terminal two mcdonald's with him.
but im getting a little distracted from work
rar.
and he's leaving in about an hour plus time.
):
itseemslikeitshardtogetit.
(1.04am)
hohohoho.
so let me rant here a little while fb is busy uploading my pictures
and dear liting is being such a darling to help me tag them heees.
thanks so much girl!
so, today(saturday) morning i woke up around 8am and joined my parents
to go riverside park at sengkang.
they jog, i walk and take pictures lol.
then i bring them to the small cafe like coffeeshop at skcc where
some of us hang out to chat or have breakfast.
then marketing at the new market there.
my first time there though.
heard the vandals themselves saying they're not earning and the things
is super expensive..
well..
then home and prepared a little, was here to upload a few photos.
then out to meet him.
im late :x
haha. well..
down to a few placesm, watched toy story 3 at shaw lido 2 3d! :)
, helped my brother take some pictures he needed and
while we're chilling out at the stadium's back park by the kallang river,
looking over at marina area, i saw laser lights and elbowed him to see
then ahha. theres fireworks.
i think its the rehearsals.
so i think they gona have it for every saturday.
and theres like many times of fireworks.
right before us. haha
cool. (:
hmm and i reached home around 12am :/
(3d movieeeeeeee. lol!)
and here to upload photos and check out my mail.
well..
goodnight!
(12.11pm) Saturday, June 19, 2010
heys a quick update before i left the house
went out to downtown east ehub with sisters on thursday and we had
lunch, kbox and dinner and photo taking session (:
friday i went to school for cip and went to the kinderland
child care and didn't join the class gathering.
some photos!
im still owing a lot for fb....
ahhhlalala.
shits.
projects.not.touch.
(11.58am) Thursday, June 17, 2010
let me post 5 pictures from sentosa ba (:
thanks god im feeling better.
so later can go enjoy with beloved s! (: hees.
(10.12am)
first of all,
happy 17th birthday to haidah!
im sure she'll be the happy princess today. (:
anyway, yesterday was out to nlb for project meeting again.
settled lunch at bugis and yea.
i caught a flu and was feeling so sick.
so happy we're done with the stuffs that we are supposed to be doing
but at the same time worrying about my two other projects esp.
the primers ):
then went to dhoby ghuat to meet ex lh colleagues for dinner and movie.
and i told marcus to bring me 3 packs of tissue and he bought the whole
pack of idk how many packs inside -.-
haha luckily he help me with my damn heavy bag.
and so sick ):
watched prince of persia.
its nice. i really like it!
then saw some exclassmates on the way back (:
and home sweet home .
later maybe going k. if im feeling much much better.
hahas.
sad why i got project meeting on mon.
oh man.
he's a jungle boy now. ;x
(9.33am) Wednesday, June 16, 2010
the sky is even darker now compared to yesterday.
its so cooling.
kinda too cold.
yesterday went to bugis, ate lunch first then went to library to find
story books for preschoolers for our cip as we're going to
childcare on the 18th.
(im sniffing and sneezing right now man so cooold)
and im starting to get annoyed and restless in the library and couldnt concentrate
on my work ):
with all the kids running around.
(cause we're at the kid's section) lol.
and then left around 4 plus,
then i went home after i knew he went home to put things first from sentosa
then he came over to accompany me for dinner.
then at night he going back camp already.
but lucky for us to have some time together yesterday night.
if not maybe we will meet only on saturday .
and, yesterday while waiting for him to arrive at the bus stop, i keep
taking pictures of the sunset.
its magnificent la!
i will post them up some day.
damn nice!
haha.
rainning so heavily..
how to go out. sia.
(9.43am) Tuesday, June 15, 2010
rainy rainy morning.
supposed to meet at national library by 10am but they push it back to 11am
cause of the rain.
i feel like sleeping.
cuddling my teddy bear in my warm nest .
awww.
imy.
(11.05pm) Monday, June 14, 2010
dies im getting lazy to post up photos that i took.
photos from sentosa ...
wah.
here and there's random pictures.
omg
im getting sleepy.
heavy eyelids...
*yawns
need to wake up early tmr.
gdnight people!
(10.09pm)
im back im back!
i walked home from compass point with liting.
and she spend loadsa money!!!
back from starbucks with eunice desmond and liting.
back from chatting, eating idling with them.
back and feeling happy.
happy happy happy!
and tmr i gona go national library for group meeting.
yo!
at 10am in the morning.
and maybe i will bump into liting and desmond there too!
hees.
happy.
but i will be more if u were by my side all the time...
(4.24pm)
shits im gathering people to go out now.
lol.
nowhere far.
my mum knows im finding excuses to go out.
but really need to go out!
haha.
(3.58pm)
i know i will see flying shoes and vegetables if i were to announce this to people
in person and not behind this very computer screen i am looking at right now.
its that.
i kind of dislike school holidays.
especially when there's many things to do.
group projects somemore when the where and when factor come into
huge considerations for projects meeting.
rar.
school is easy.
u just gather the people and work together!
but not in holidays when we stay all over singapore far away from each other and
have own activities to takecare of.
rarrrr.
i also dont like it when i know theres much to do but i just dont want to start on any.
and i just feel like going out to take a breather.
eeeks.
its like the break after o levels.
omg.
except that we have no work to do during that period of time.
i want to go to the beach!!!!!!
anyoneeee?
(3.24pm)
opps and i forgot to mention.
happy 2th month baby! (:
i didnt manage to stay up after the call to wish each other at time 0000 like
he did. i fell asleep right after saying goodnight.
:P
nothing loud.
its just between us.
;)
its my life to live and to show, to present the way i want.
whether you like it or not.
you can just shut off and stop looking at these isnt it?
kid.
(2.58pm)
i just came back from salon and lunch.
stayed in salon for about 2.5hrs.
dyed my hair and cut.
no more white and uneven hair colours for the time being.
and i brought the book that liting loan me for a very long time along to read.
p.s. i love you.
hmm as im reading, im thinking a lot too.
i like to day dream haha.
now im thinking how i can upload pictures without deleting previous
photos.
sad. i cant bring myself to delete the old photos.
i dont want to go back to my old post to see my pictures not there.
rawr.
photos from last 3 days plus today.
shorter fringe!
i cant upload anymore photos. ):
need delete again.
eeeeee.
our heads are conjoined! :P
haha. its a very random shot.looks a little eerie. wooooooo.
bye long fringe.
nothing to do after school at rooftop vivo with gek hua. friday.and write almost the full a3 butter paper. lol
miss you.
im stuck with my own time management.
im afraid of not able to lead my team well.
its our first big project.
please oh god.
i see mistakes in work but i have no idea how to guide them and correct.
am i a useless leader?
and when people have the expectation in you,
theres stress u will feel.
but its not people that are pressurizing me.
im the one who gives myself stress.
and leaves things to the last minute.
this time round its not individual work anymore.
its group.
of my own good friends.
i dont want any bonds to break because of any silly mistakes that i would make.
but i have no idea how to save the work before its too late.
i need help.
(10.29am) Sunday, June 13, 2010
no matter what i do
all i think about is you.
morning people!
(:
currently listening to the say 'dilemma - nelly'
went bugis with him yesterday.
went to hunt for my shoe in the end he bought his in the first shop lol.
i couldnt find mine so down we go to bugis street and i got myself
a pair of shoes. (:
then, got my school's stuffs at art friend.
then, down to marina barrage.
and well we wouldnt be heading down there tgt for quite some time for the long time being.
the way back is quite a torture for us.
and i couldnt hold it anymore and let it all out.
thank god he's there to cover me.
and surprisingly, the train actually slowed down throughout the journey
from seragoon to kovan.
it gave me adequate time to cool down.
lol.
had late dinner and some time together before heading home.
today he's going to book in at night again.
and its one day from today to our 2nd month tgt.
time flies doesnt it?
rawr i keep exceeding the photo quota here so i cant upload pictures.
but i will delete some soon to upload.
sad if i delete the previous photos, that means they will be gone
thats why u will not see many photos in old posts.
(11.54pm) Friday, June 11, 2010
damn it im so happy and excited today!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahaha!
nono im not mad nor on drugs.
but. ohmygod!
i saw my first shooting star on the way back home from the mrt station just now!
f. cool can!
see! pays good to have a big field 'empty space' near my house and always looking up
at the sky to gaze at beautiful stars!
sheesh but too bad its too late for him to send me home if not he will be able to see it too!
its like. happened in milliseconds.
wahahahaha.
first i saw. then. OMg!
mouth hanging.
then i quickly make wishes.
hahaha.
then i cant wait and called him up to tell him what i just saw.
super happy and excited.
what more, its a very happy day for us already.
the day ended beautifully with him.
and somemore i even see shooting star on the way back!
im so lucky today!
we both felt very happy and blessed.
we chatted a lot today and of course know each other more and more.
we're at the stadium there.
underthestarsandrain
omgg.
hahaha.
haven felt so happy for vvery vvveerrrry loooongg alreadddyyy!
haha ps im too happy now. hehehe.
today lesson 8-12.
i woke up only at 7 plus.
gah.
late for school.
saw jz on the train to school.
we're both late.
but not really as class is not starting.
then soon it ended.
holidays start!
then had group meetings and all today,
classmates wana watch karate kid at vivo .
so we had lunch outside fc5 lol.
we takeaway and sit outside in a big circle to eat.
then off to vivo but me and yuhua not watching.
we went candy empire buy some chocs and sweets then up to the rooftop!
where she rested and i doodled.
then she left at 4 plus. (ithink)
then i drew more, then go walkwalk waited for him to book out.
well well well..
had our dinner there.
then off to stadium (:
damn it damn it.
i cant get over it!
not only the shooting star but everything we shared too.
hees.
loveyou!
(9.55pm) Thursday, June 10, 2010
tmr tmr tmr is friday!
he's going to book out!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
hehehe.
happy happy!
but he need to wake up at 4am later.
ohmygod.
later i see zombie.
:P
(4.12pm)
hellooooooooooo.
class break for 15minutes now!
but it seems like more than 15minutes have passed already.
lol.
(:
(10.20am) Wednesday, June 09, 2010
feels that my posts are so wordy.
so... photos!
(:so excited for later.
sentosa!
but they seems to be sleeping still.
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