(11.38pm)
Saturday, July 31, 2010
heys!
saturday night now.
im just back home not long ago.
was out at kallang tonight.
while we reached there, theres quite many people there as there's some
woman's squash game going on indoor with cameras.
then many people going indoor stadium.
and we viewed fireworks by the river.
its nice.
nice weather.
though the fireworks lasted not very long.
i took videos and pictures of it.
i will upload them soon.
here and fb. (:
then on the way back we had some conflicts again.
and we sat down to really talk again too.
and of course, communication is very important.
it helps to understand each other at another deeper level.
to exchange views and beliefs too.
saw some primary school friends on the way back home.
(:
loveyou!
(3.44pm)
saturday today!
what are u guys doing today? (:
i woke up at 8am plus so that i can get started on my work but in the end
im slacking..
then i slack whole day plus nap till now.
then gona go kallang there to view fireworks.
and im going to bring two cameras there to shoot.
wonder how the effects gona be like.
(:
i intend to go out do work the whole day if not im going to get distracted again.
boo.
(10.27pm) Friday, July 30, 2010
datelines are drawing near.
most perspective drawings to be completed.
so today, when i reach the west side of the country, its so dark and gloomy.
but its not something i've never experience it before.
till it gets kind of, like i know weather like this. and i like it.
the way anything could happen anytime.
thunderstorm or a typhoon that will sweep everything up.
well, its very cooling too.
so work day again.
im being so slack nowadays.
but i still managed to complete the work that's due today in class after school.
people are getting paranoid.
more and more.
but remember friends, slow and steady alright?
we're on track.
dont panic ok!
not really a thank god it's friday for me today cause i dont feel that it's a friday.
i dont go out after school to jalan.
supposedly, im choosing whether to go to the chalet or yog opening ceremony rehersal.
but in the end i went to none of them.
just like that time when im thinking to go photography club camp or frisbee camp and
went neither of it.
why is it so..
on the way back home, brother called me again to tell me that he got two more tickets
for me.
so in total, i should have 6. but only 2 will be seated tonight.
my aunt and her daughter as her son is performing.
i wish to go. but find no suitable to go with.
it's ok. cause its only the first rehearsal and there's no fireworks
and as pertaining to my blank and white pictures in this post,
it's yesterday when i just broke the light stick.
i brought it to bed with me in the dark.
just like how i always used to do whenever i have light sticks.
lying on the bed, in the darkness and looking at the light source.
and i thought of reading my book with it as it's actually bright enough to do so.
though it will kill my eyes badly if i do this often.
and some people knows that i used to read under the blanket with a torch light
in the night as i didn't want my parents to hush me to sleep when i should.
i finished this book today.
and i like it.
the tittle's 'drawing with light'
i dont know why but when i read to content behind at the back of the book after i finish
reading it, i have no idea how come i would got across this book and decided to bring it back to read. i think it's the tittle, and the cover page.
it's fun to read something that is related to you. or your interest.
it so happened that the author in the book is the same age as i am,
she has great passion in photography and is taking a levels for it.
her dad is a architect and her mum, a artist too.
this is so cool.
i would never have thought that this book would be having characters who are
into my areas of interest too.
but i always got sad when it's the end of the book.
cause i earn to know more about the story.
it's like i just got to know these people, their life.
and then when one part ends, i just want to know how they got on with their life and so on.
and this dont happen in a book.
it's impossible.
i think?
i wonder if im going out to do work tmr or not. hmm
goodnight people!
i miss you. and i haven't been telling you.
(1.08am)
i dont want to think anymore.
im going to go school with no work done again.
tsk.
i was having so much determination.
but now they're all gone.
(12.25am)
haha i just took this picture a minute ago.
my brother is just back from camp with the yog opening ceremony tickets for tmr.
but im giving to my aunt cause my cousin's performing (:
and he brought me some light sticks.
im still like a kid, tempting to break it.
and see the chemical reactions in it.
so cool!
and i thought of the scene in the despicable me movie where one of the small
cute dummy break his friend and shake it to make it a walking light stick too.
so cute ah!
haha
but im still stuck in work....
plants plants plant!
(10.31pm) Thursday, July 29, 2010
i just realised that im missing secondary school's life more than i've thought.
it's like the right age and time to do all the silly crazy stuffs.
but the older you grow, the more things you are restricted to do.
even thought there's some stuffs that you can't do in the past but could now,
they're just different type of games to play.
studying does sucks.
but wait till u get to work.
then you will look back at the times you are studying.
so, im not that old yet!!
ahleyluyah!
(9.28pm)
there's always a light at the end of the tunnel
just hope that its not one of an oncoming train!
hi people! its me again. just ate dinner at home and now should be back to work but let me slack a while first. (:
he woke me up in the morning cause im afraid that i couldnt wake up on time. so he woke up just to morning call me at 6plus (:
so i woke up soon, and prepared. bath and all.
suddenly i just dont want to go to school.
so, i went back to sleep and woke up only at 9am plus.
and reached school in time for assignments but not attendance.
then rest of the day is just work.
and home.
and im glad i borrowed books.
so that im occupied while im on the train to school and back home.
the joy of reading.
(:
hahaha.
i took the light picture today on the way to school at outram park's green line.
i always wait train a the end of the platform.
so once i saw the oncoming train.
the way the tunnel is lit up slowly.
its nice.
of course its not black and white
it's yellow orangery.
its just beautiful. so i took out my camera today to snap a few shots ^^
girl, go with your heart.
it's charity if you don't leave him because you are afraid that u might hurt him.
to j and a.
(:
hope im not late for tomorrow's lesson at 8am!
and... im still deciding whether i should go to the chalet tomorrow ..
should i? or not?
(10.27pm) Wednesday, July 28, 2010
heys! first of all, happy 17th birthday to sammel yeo my buddy! (:
hope he had a great time with all 15 of us today ^^
so today, went to school just for the cca talk and it turns out to be only 45minutes.
so.. i met cherie at dover after she ended school and we went down to tampiness.
and while waiting for rest to arrive, we shopped around and
we bought clothes ><
then they've all reached and we got to sit in the long table.
all 16 of us. hahaha in bbq chicken.
my mushroom pasta is nice but i find it a little salty.
after that, went to buy a cake for him and we settled at the
staircase near urban write to celebrate and took many photos.
and, home sweet home.
we're all so shag.
but we had fun!
(10.50am)
real random pictures from the past few days (:
(10.18am)
i just woke up!
sooo cold today.
sneeze sneeze sneeze!
but today no school cause it's wednesday!
but today there's some talk on cca and can get cca points so why not.
its in the afternoon anyway.
and two class mates are already there now in the studio doing work.
hardworking siol!
i didn't update much for the past few days.
sorry ah.
i just don't feel like using computer when im home. :x
but at the back of my mind im thinking, i should have blog!
so sunday, i went to changi airport before lunch to do my work.
then he came to find me shortly.
then, i did my work there, he sleep.
then got chased away by the worker there.
but they're quite polite so im happy to leave as we're about to leave soon too (:
then we had dinner back at buangkok.
and home sweet home.
monday, typical monday.
but me and kim is late.
told that sonny's taking attendance already.
so we hurried.
and we just missed the attendance by a minute -.-
then he started to demonstrate the drawing and everyone crowd around him.
then i started to feel uneasy.
like im going to faint.
so i cant take it and went out of the crowd.
took a breather.
im feeling floaty.
man.
then monday in class i just did my work.
but my eyes are going crossed from all the drawing.
but i do have some progression in work.
after school, met him on the train and down to compass point and
ate at the kopitiam.
going there does brings back the memories when im still in secondary school.
saw marvin chan and mr soffian.(spells something like that)
then i ate the korean ramen that i used to eat with debbie and co. when
we are there sometimes.
haha nice nice.
after that we walked around, there some changes here and there.
then, went to library, each borrowed a few books.
hmmm.
then home soon too.
yesterday, tuesday.
was feeling better already and i just do my work in class.
then towards the end of the day, im talking to nut on her facebook wall.
and i thought of going home with her.
but then we're hungry. so we thought of having dinner together.
then i took bus down to ngee ann polytechnic.
met her.
and i beeped eunice.
and find her at the library.
she's dilligently doing her project that is due the next day.
then and and nut slack awhile in the library waiting for eunice
but she's not joining us in the end so me and nut took the
damn long journey of 74 back to hougang.
it took 1.5hr. im not kidding~
i wonder how i can stand taking bus home.
it will kill me.
i rather take train ah.
haha.
then we ate kfc.
but nutty is sick.
aiyoh.
but we had a very fun time talking and chatting!
it's just like the past.
i had a great time with her!
totally! love her so much!
then we walked around cotton on and i bought a shoe.
its.. hmm weird looking but aiya since my shoe going split open anytime again,
just buy la. not impluse k!
then home sweet home (:
i look forward to another day out with u!
hmm ok let me edit some pictures and i'll post them up soon (:
and and, jade's coming back from malaysia!
miss you la!
(8.46pm) Saturday, July 24, 2010
heys. thanks to star movies.
(4.35pm)
home alone in the night tonight
i earn for inspirations.
i need you.
i need to come up with the dumb layout plan.
lastest by this weekend.
i earn for you.
dance with me,
in the vast grass field.
im wasting a saturday.
i want inception.
i want fireworks.
i want to cycle.
kite.
lie on the big grass field.
i want... the happy me and you.
(10.15pm) Friday, July 23, 2010
im just home after many many things happened within myself.
i laugh,stone,cry,sarcasm,talk,pour,reflect,listen,draw,redeye,text, and a lot.
just within a day.
in the morning.
i roll around on my bed.
extended 30minutes from the time i should wake up.
cause the weather's too nice!
then, i finally wake up and bathed.
and slowlyyyy prepare.
slowly think what to wear.
even when thinking what to wear also took some time off the ground and landed
on my warm bed :x
then finally preparing everything, dad drive me down to serangoon then
i took train from there.
on the way there after i alight from the car, thought of people that i really misses.
and thought of sending message to them though we may not seems to chat as much already.
i didn't know a simple, 'i miss you!' message could make people's day that much.
but i do mean it.
but yes its too random.
but i really mean it!
haha.
im touched myself to hear the replies.
but of course, don't think you are just one of them that i send the message to
cause each and every one of u individually is so special to me in each ways.
and its just a few people.
so shh..
hmm. then i messaged all the way on the train from serangoon to dover.
im so happy in my world of texting different people that i misses so much.
the old conversations.
till my phone's going dead from battery.
by the time i reach school its already like 30minutes late from the time i should
have reach but lecture starts 1 hours later so we slack.
then, i had to end the happy conversations just cause of my phone going dying.
):
so sorry for the abruptness!
start and end it so sudden in the conversation!
then, in studio, haha thanks kim for buying my mr bean soya milk.
i wanted reduced sugar. turns out hers also reduced sugar by mistake :x
then, in studio we talk talk draw draw.
then i started to turn into my once 'bad' self again.
a feeling that i hate to have but it hits me hard once in some while.
i start to back away from friends.
and have soooo much negative thoughts.
though i didnt show it but..
well.
i hate to have the feeling back again.
and im so glad i joined the lunch with them in school.
we take away kfc and ate at the staircase outside our studio.
and laugh laugh joke joke.
makes me forget about running away.
then im feeling much better.
till..... its my turn to ask about the drawing.
and turns out i've got many modification to do.
then it hit me again.
rar.
then i had to end my work to meet him.
cause my phone is flat dead that time.
and i was late.
so im thinking of all the consequences already.
then we didnt watch inception today which planned to.
instead went to peace center to photocopy the stupid a2 size tittle block.
for kim too.
and resize one to a3 size.
and decided to photocopy a3 size in school next time.
then, go to plaza singapura to shop.
but all along im giving long faces and attitude to poor him.
i cant help it.
but, in the end we bought quite a number of things in net.
mostly his.
and shopped around.
we had dinner but im the only one eating.
and. 'cold war'
wah.
its bad.
then on the way home.
im pushing people away again.
i feel, the worst thing is to keep ur tears from falling.
what more, its infront of the person who you shouldnt be keeping from.
but well, good endureness till we reached my station.
and boomz. its all out.
waka.aa.
ok. but ah..
then we settled somewhere to talk.
but, 95% of it is not my talking.
and its hardest to start ..
but once out, its so much better.
i think its really heart to heart talk.
about us, friends, family, society.
totally.
then he had his late dinner,
and ended it good.
what a day for me.
but, i didnt take pictures today. ah.
sorry!
but seriously,
i will try to work for the better.
but, give me time.
love and misses to you. and you. and you. and you.
you you you you.
many of you.
not only him of course.
i really do.
(12.04am)
random pictures from today, till yesterday, to months ago.
"You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you"
im shaking yuhua's hand while she took this. hahaha
no auto focus ahh
one new message
hees this boy so curious in the psp game opposite me on train.
retarded siol.
reason why all of us wearing jackets.
super cold in studio ahhh.
ehh kim in akid slippers. -.-
sharif! hahaha
i bet akid didnt know i took this shot of him.
long time ago
sunset some weeks ago
love you all.
(10.31pm) Thursday, July 22, 2010
heyo!
hees paiseh a few days not updating already.
hmm.
let's talk about yesterday.
i left my work in school on tuesday so that i will make myself go
to school on wednesday purposely to do work in school.
turns out that i slept till late and after eating lunch at home.
i slowly make my way to school only reaching around 2.30pm
in the afternoon while some classmates has been there since the morning :x
down there, slack slack, research for inspirations.
don't know what to draw.
then 4pm plus left already cause he's out from camp then
went to vivo city to meet him, had my early dinner and
go home already ><
then reached home so no mood at all.
then like zombie like that not talking at all.
wash up watch tv then 9pm plus go sleep already.
then 12am plus suddenly woke up from a dream and
chat with a friend a while before going to sleep.
woke up at 6am (supposed to wake up that time ) to close the window
cause its raining in the morning, then i went back to sleep :x
6.30am then i finally wake up. haha.
super nice weather!
then, go to school.. same stuffs ah.
then.. i still thinking whether to join him and his friend to buy bday present
for his's friend's gf's bday.
so, i met him first after school then meet his friend at orchard.
we shopped around juicy courtier and louis vuitton to find her present.
then settled both of their gifts at juicy courtier after that.
haha.
i did a small help in helping him to choose the present ^^
took a chance to shop in areas like this too.
then ate dinner there and we went home after some chat.
overall, great day out.
still deciding whether to go to his friend's bday chalet or yog opening ceremony
rehersal next friday.
help?
(:
(10.36pm) Monday, July 19, 2010
alright, i just edited some pictures.
gona uplaod them now (:
hahaha polariods.
hmm this is scary.
but thanks to him.
and, esplande's supposed to be behind me!
just acia, downtown.
not in picture, debbie, liting and of course, me!
yuhua's heart shape mint sweet from Indonesia!
nice nice.
i completely failed to show the heart. -.-
wednesday, while waiting for train to go to school on a off day for me. lol
we're actually on the 3rd level!!
t5 weeee
alright.
a little zihigh.
but.. i've got stupid onow worksheet to fill and thanks for yuhua for the ws.
and kim for helping to buy the supposed to be butter paper from art friend.
^^
im gona spam my blog with pictures.
whether you like it or not.
cause, i like ((:
heehee.
heys!
saturday night now.
im just back home not long ago.
was out at kallang tonight.
while we reached there, theres quite many people there as there's some
woman's squash game going on indoor with cameras.
then many people going indoor stadium.
and we viewed fireworks by the river.
its nice.
nice weather.
though the fireworks lasted not very long.
i took videos and pictures of it.
i will upload them soon.
here and fb. (:
then on the way back we had some conflicts again.
and we sat down to really talk again too.
and of course, communication is very important.
it helps to understand each other at another deeper level.
to exchange views and beliefs too.
saw some primary school friends on the way back home.
(:
loveyou!
(3.44pm)
saturday today!
what are u guys doing today? (:
i woke up at 8am plus so that i can get started on my work but in the end
im slacking..
then i slack whole day plus nap till now.
then gona go kallang there to view fireworks.
and im going to bring two cameras there to shoot.
wonder how the effects gona be like.
(:
i intend to go out do work the whole day if not im going to get distracted again.
boo.
(10.27pm) Friday, July 30, 2010
so, t g i f today?
not really for me.
not really for me.
datelines are drawing near.most perspective drawings to be completed.
so today, when i reach the west side of the country, its so dark and gloomy.
but its not something i've never experience it before.
till it gets kind of, like i know weather like this. and i like it.
the way anything could happen anytime.
thunderstorm or a typhoon that will sweep everything up.
well, its very cooling too.
so work day again.
im being so slack nowadays.
but i still managed to complete the work that's due today in class after school.
people are getting paranoid.
more and more.
but remember friends, slow and steady alright?
we're on track.
dont panic ok!
not really a thank god it's friday for me today cause i dont feel that it's a friday.
i dont go out after school to jalan.
supposedly, im choosing whether to go to the chalet or yog opening ceremony rehersal.
but in the end i went to none of them.
just like that time when im thinking to go photography club camp or frisbee camp and
went neither of it.
why is it so..
on the way back home, brother called me again to tell me that he got two more tickets
for me.
so in total, i should have 6. but only 2 will be seated tonight.
my aunt and her daughter as her son is performing.
i wish to go. but find no suitable to go with.
it's ok. cause its only the first rehearsal and there's no fireworks
and as pertaining to my blank and white pictures in this post,
it's yesterday when i just broke the light stick.
i brought it to bed with me in the dark.
just like how i always used to do whenever i have light sticks.
lying on the bed, in the darkness and looking at the light source.
and i thought of reading my book with it as it's actually bright enough to do so.
though it will kill my eyes badly if i do this often.
and some people knows that i used to read under the blanket with a torch light
in the night as i didn't want my parents to hush me to sleep when i should.
i finished this book today.
and i like it.
the tittle's 'drawing with light'
i dont know why but when i read to content behind at the back of the book after i finish
reading it, i have no idea how come i would got across this book and decided to bring it back to read. i think it's the tittle, and the cover page.
it's fun to read something that is related to you. or your interest.
it so happened that the author in the book is the same age as i am,
she has great passion in photography and is taking a levels for it.
her dad is a architect and her mum, a artist too.
this is so cool.
i would never have thought that this book would be having characters who are
into my areas of interest too.
but i always got sad when it's the end of the book.
cause i earn to know more about the story.
it's like i just got to know these people, their life.
and then when one part ends, i just want to know how they got on with their life and so on.
and this dont happen in a book.
it's impossible.
i think?
i wonder if im going out to do work tmr or not. hmm
goodnight people!
i miss you. and i haven't been telling you.
(1.08am)
i dont want to think anymore.
im going to go school with no work done again.
tsk.
i was having so much determination.
but now they're all gone.
(12.25am)
haha i just took this picture a minute ago.
my brother is just back from camp with the yog opening ceremony tickets for tmr.
but im giving to my aunt cause my cousin's performing (:
and he brought me some light sticks.
im still like a kid, tempting to break it.
and see the chemical reactions in it.
so cool!
and i thought of the scene in the despicable me movie where one of the small
cute dummy break his friend and shake it to make it a walking light stick too.
so cute ah!
haha
but im still stuck in work....
plants plants plant!
(10.31pm) Thursday, July 29, 2010
i just realised that im missing secondary school's life more than i've thought.
it's like the right age and time to do all the silly crazy stuffs.
but the older you grow, the more things you are restricted to do.
even thought there's some stuffs that you can't do in the past but could now,
they're just different type of games to play.
studying does sucks.
but wait till u get to work.
then you will look back at the times you are studying.
so, im not that old yet!!
ahleyluyah!
(9.28pm)
there's always a light at the end of the tunnel
just hope that its not one of an oncoming train!
hi people! its me again. just ate dinner at home and now should be back to work but let me slack a while first. (:he woke me up in the morning cause im afraid that i couldnt wake up on time. so he woke up just to morning call me at 6plus (:
so i woke up soon, and prepared. bath and all.
suddenly i just dont want to go to school.
so, i went back to sleep and woke up only at 9am plus.
and reached school in time for assignments but not attendance.
then rest of the day is just work.
and home.
and im glad i borrowed books.
so that im occupied while im on the train to school and back home.
the joy of reading.
(:
hahaha.
i took the light picture today on the way to school at outram park's green line.
i always wait train a the end of the platform.
so once i saw the oncoming train.
the way the tunnel is lit up slowly.
its nice.
of course its not black and white
it's yellow orangery.
its just beautiful. so i took out my camera today to snap a few shots ^^
girl, go with your heart.
it's charity if you don't leave him because you are afraid that u might hurt him.
to j and a.
(:
hope im not late for tomorrow's lesson at 8am!
and... im still deciding whether i should go to the chalet tomorrow ..
should i? or not?
(10.27pm) Wednesday, July 28, 2010
heys! first of all, happy 17th birthday to sammel yeo my buddy! (:
hope he had a great time with all 15 of us today ^^
so today, went to school just for the cca talk and it turns out to be only 45minutes.
so.. i met cherie at dover after she ended school and we went down to tampiness.
and while waiting for rest to arrive, we shopped around and
we bought clothes ><
then they've all reached and we got to sit in the long table.
all 16 of us. hahaha in bbq chicken.
my mushroom pasta is nice but i find it a little salty.
after that, went to buy a cake for him and we settled at the
staircase near urban write to celebrate and took many photos.
and, home sweet home.
we're all so shag.
but we had fun!
(10.50am)
real random pictures from the past few days (:
(10.18am)
i just woke up!
sooo cold today.
sneeze sneeze sneeze!
but today no school cause it's wednesday!
but today there's some talk on cca and can get cca points so why not.
its in the afternoon anyway.
and two class mates are already there now in the studio doing work.
hardworking siol!
i didn't update much for the past few days.
sorry ah.
i just don't feel like using computer when im home. :x
but at the back of my mind im thinking, i should have blog!
so sunday, i went to changi airport before lunch to do my work.
then he came to find me shortly.
then, i did my work there, he sleep.
then got chased away by the worker there.
but they're quite polite so im happy to leave as we're about to leave soon too (:
then we had dinner back at buangkok.
and home sweet home.
monday, typical monday.
but me and kim is late.
told that sonny's taking attendance already.
so we hurried.
and we just missed the attendance by a minute -.-
then he started to demonstrate the drawing and everyone crowd around him.
then i started to feel uneasy.
like im going to faint.
so i cant take it and went out of the crowd.
took a breather.
im feeling floaty.
man.
then monday in class i just did my work.
but my eyes are going crossed from all the drawing.
but i do have some progression in work.
after school, met him on the train and down to compass point and
ate at the kopitiam.
going there does brings back the memories when im still in secondary school.
saw marvin chan and mr soffian.(spells something like that)
then i ate the korean ramen that i used to eat with debbie and co. when
we are there sometimes.
haha nice nice.
after that we walked around, there some changes here and there.
then, went to library, each borrowed a few books.
hmmm.
then home soon too.
yesterday, tuesday.
was feeling better already and i just do my work in class.
then towards the end of the day, im talking to nut on her facebook wall.
and i thought of going home with her.
but then we're hungry. so we thought of having dinner together.
then i took bus down to ngee ann polytechnic.
met her.
and i beeped eunice.
and find her at the library.
she's dilligently doing her project that is due the next day.
then and and nut slack awhile in the library waiting for eunice
but she's not joining us in the end so me and nut took the
damn long journey of 74 back to hougang.
it took 1.5hr. im not kidding~
i wonder how i can stand taking bus home.
it will kill me.
i rather take train ah.
haha.
then we ate kfc.
but nutty is sick.
aiyoh.
but we had a very fun time talking and chatting!
it's just like the past.
i had a great time with her!
totally! love her so much!
then we walked around cotton on and i bought a shoe.
its.. hmm weird looking but aiya since my shoe going split open anytime again,
just buy la. not impluse k!
then home sweet home (:
i look forward to another day out with u!
hmm ok let me edit some pictures and i'll post them up soon (:
and and, jade's coming back from malaysia!
miss you la!
(8.46pm) Saturday, July 24, 2010
heys. thanks to star movies.
im sticking to the tv for almost the whole day watching movies.
was watching bangkok dangerous.
then twilight.
now.. i can even focus on my w0rk.
and im really wasting my saturday.
i think, there's fireworks up in the sky this very minute.
how i wish im able to witness it.
(4.35pm)
home alone in the night tonight
i earn for inspirations.
i need you.
i need to come up with the dumb layout plan.
lastest by this weekend.
i earn for you.
dance with me,in the vast grass field.
im wasting a saturday.i want inception.
i want fireworks.
i want to cycle.
kite.
lie on the big grass field.
i want... the happy me and you.
(10.15pm) Friday, July 23, 2010
im just home after many many things happened within myself.
i laugh,stone,cry,sarcasm,talk,pour,reflect,listen,draw,redeye,text, and a lot.
just within a day.
in the morning.
i roll around on my bed.
extended 30minutes from the time i should wake up.
cause the weather's too nice!
then, i finally wake up and bathed.
and slowlyyyy prepare.
slowly think what to wear.
even when thinking what to wear also took some time off the ground and landed
on my warm bed :x
then finally preparing everything, dad drive me down to serangoon then
i took train from there.
on the way there after i alight from the car, thought of people that i really misses.
and thought of sending message to them though we may not seems to chat as much already.
i didn't know a simple, 'i miss you!' message could make people's day that much.
but i do mean it.
but yes its too random.
but i really mean it!
haha.
im touched myself to hear the replies.
but of course, don't think you are just one of them that i send the message to
cause each and every one of u individually is so special to me in each ways.
and its just a few people.
so shh..
hmm. then i messaged all the way on the train from serangoon to dover.
im so happy in my world of texting different people that i misses so much.
the old conversations.
till my phone's going dead from battery.
by the time i reach school its already like 30minutes late from the time i should
have reach but lecture starts 1 hours later so we slack.
then, i had to end the happy conversations just cause of my phone going dying.
):
so sorry for the abruptness!
start and end it so sudden in the conversation!
then, in studio, haha thanks kim for buying my mr bean soya milk.
i wanted reduced sugar. turns out hers also reduced sugar by mistake :x
then, in studio we talk talk draw draw.
then i started to turn into my once 'bad' self again.
a feeling that i hate to have but it hits me hard once in some while.
i start to back away from friends.
and have soooo much negative thoughts.
though i didnt show it but..
well.
i hate to have the feeling back again.
and im so glad i joined the lunch with them in school.
we take away kfc and ate at the staircase outside our studio.
and laugh laugh joke joke.
makes me forget about running away.
then im feeling much better.
till..... its my turn to ask about the drawing.
and turns out i've got many modification to do.
then it hit me again.
rar.
then i had to end my work to meet him.
cause my phone is flat dead that time.
and i was late.
so im thinking of all the consequences already.
then we didnt watch inception today which planned to.
instead went to peace center to photocopy the stupid a2 size tittle block.
for kim too.
and resize one to a3 size.
and decided to photocopy a3 size in school next time.
then, go to plaza singapura to shop.
but all along im giving long faces and attitude to poor him.
i cant help it.
but, in the end we bought quite a number of things in net.
mostly his.
and shopped around.
we had dinner but im the only one eating.
and. 'cold war'
wah.
its bad.
then on the way home.
im pushing people away again.
i feel, the worst thing is to keep ur tears from falling.
what more, its infront of the person who you shouldnt be keeping from.
but well, good endureness till we reached my station.
and boomz. its all out.
waka.aa.
ok. but ah..
then we settled somewhere to talk.
but, 95% of it is not my talking.
and its hardest to start ..
but once out, its so much better.
i think its really heart to heart talk.
about us, friends, family, society.
totally.
then he had his late dinner,
and ended it good.
what a day for me.
but, i didnt take pictures today. ah.
sorry!
but seriously,
i will try to work for the better.
but, give me time.
love and misses to you. and you. and you. and you.
you you you you.
many of you.
not only him of course.
i really do.
(12.04am)
random pictures from today, till yesterday, to months ago.
"You ask me if I love youAnd I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you"
im shaking yuhua's hand while she took this. hahahano auto focus ahh
one new message
hees this boy so curious in the psp game opposite me on train.
retarded siol.
reason why all of us wearing jackets.super cold in studio ahhh.
ehh kim in akid slippers. -.-
sharif! hahaha
i bet akid didnt know i took this shot of him.
long time ago
sunset some weeks ago
love you all.(10.31pm) Thursday, July 22, 2010
heyo!
hees paiseh a few days not updating already.
hmm.
let's talk about yesterday.
i left my work in school on tuesday so that i will make myself go
to school on wednesday purposely to do work in school.
turns out that i slept till late and after eating lunch at home.
i slowly make my way to school only reaching around 2.30pm
in the afternoon while some classmates has been there since the morning :x
down there, slack slack, research for inspirations.
don't know what to draw.
then 4pm plus left already cause he's out from camp then
went to vivo city to meet him, had my early dinner and
go home already ><
then reached home so no mood at all.
then like zombie like that not talking at all.
wash up watch tv then 9pm plus go sleep already.
then 12am plus suddenly woke up from a dream and
chat with a friend a while before going to sleep.
woke up at 6am (supposed to wake up that time ) to close the window
cause its raining in the morning, then i went back to sleep :x
6.30am then i finally wake up. haha.
super nice weather!
then, go to school.. same stuffs ah.
then.. i still thinking whether to join him and his friend to buy bday present
for his's friend's gf's bday.
so, i met him first after school then meet his friend at orchard.
we shopped around juicy courtier and louis vuitton to find her present.
then settled both of their gifts at juicy courtier after that.
haha.
i did a small help in helping him to choose the present ^^
took a chance to shop in areas like this too.
then ate dinner there and we went home after some chat.
overall, great day out.
still deciding whether to go to his friend's bday chalet or yog opening ceremony
rehersal next friday.
help?
(:
(10.36pm) Monday, July 19, 2010
alright, i just edited some pictures.
gona uplaod them now (:
hahaha polariods.
hmm this is scary.but thanks to him.
and, esplande's supposed to be behind me!
just acia, downtown.not in picture, debbie, liting and of course, me!
yuhua's heart shape mint sweet from Indonesia!nice nice.
i completely failed to show the heart. -.-
wednesday, while waiting for train to go to school on a off day for me. lol
we're actually on the 3rd level!!t5 weeee
alright.a little zihigh.
but.. i've got stupid onow worksheet to fill and thanks for yuhua for the ws.
and kim for helping to buy the supposed to be butter paper from art friend.
^^
im gona spam my blog with pictures.
whether you like it or not.
cause, i like ((:
heehee.
