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(11.44pm) Monday, August 30, 2010
quicky review on today.

-slept for less than 3 hours
-prepared everything for presentation.
-turns out going to be first few to present tomorrow.
-(presentation(joint critic) is just like our exam)
-all my friends presented already and got good remarks.
-left school at 5pm.
-dhoby ghuat, cathay, grown ups.
-home late.

now, going print power point so that i can see on the way to school tomorrow.
then go sleep.

my eyes are closing.

i dont know i can make it back to secondary school tomorrow.
):

(10.28am) Saturday, August 28, 2010
ahhh so busy.
been a few days since i blogged.
have been busy with primers.
and now still too.

i took a chance to blog cause i switch on my computer to scan stuffs.
later going school again.
saturday ehh!
-.-

omgomgomg.
many things to do still.
monday is presentation !
gagagagaa.

laaa
bbeybye!
haha

yesterday yesterday is. unbelievable.

haha bye loves!

a quick ramble!

(3.20am) Tuesday, August 24, 2010
its late at night.
im starting on my presentation board.
did nothing for model yet.
and ensp.
and powerpoint.
and journal!
and some planting!
ahhh..
suppose to meet cherie later in the morning but i doubt i can make it.

omg.
i feel that my holidays revolves around primers.
i prefer normal school days like that.
its more slacker.
lol
alright im going to sleep already.

goodnight! (:
loves loves!

(5.09pm) Monday, August 23, 2010
heehees.
im just bored.
so edit some pictures that we took yesterday..

its raining heavily now man.
imy!

(4.13pm)



decided to stay home and do work today.

was trying to create my logo.
and playing with photoshop lol.
nothing much came out yet.
hahaha oh well. (:

get well soon boy!

(12.20pm)
yo!
went to sengkang cc to do work yesterday and he accompany me there.
was eating a little at compass point,
then late dinner at buangkok.
see people mugging for o levels there!

then know what? i just came back from the salon.
say bye bye to my long long hair!
hahaha.
ohmygodd.
dont be shocked ah

(2.19pm) Sunday, August 22, 2010
was doing primers at smu yesterday with kim and haley.
then walked from smu to bugis to eat and home at 10 plus going 11.
watched tv till 2am and sleep.

today. think going out to do work.
sengkang cc?

where are you when i need you?

(11.54am) Saturday, August 21, 2010
the little dream of mine.

i look at my blog.
history from September 2006 till now August 2010.
in less than a month's time it would be 5 years already.

i couldn't imagine how it would be if its 6 years later.
2016 and this page would be 10 years old if im that committed to this blog.

i placed no trackers nor visiting codes here.
i have no idea whose following, and i admit im pretty curious who you are there.

do i know you? were we from the same school or cca once?
do you just happened to came across this page?
would you call me out if you happened to see me on the streets?
do you still drop by here once in a while,
even though i might not be close to you in person before?

dang im curious. haha.
and im curious of the numbers too.

once asked for a portfolio of my photos but i've got no proper ones on the net.
so i gave this web to them.
haha.
it's fail.
i can't even spell properly and put words together.
i see many changes in me over the years.
i still regretted deleting many photos in the old posts to upload new ones.
but i believe im wiling to pay the us$5 every year to give me some space
to upload the pictures.

and i never realised that, the passion of photography is that strong.
though its not super duper strong but its something that i've been committing
since secondary 2, which is about 4 years ago.
im always a 3 minute kind of person.
i thought i would lost interest very soon once i started it.
but the flame is still ignited.
im very thankful that i got a good camera phone before that strikes the flame.

i feel happy when i could create my own photos.
and happy to see people using it sometimes.
(:
and most importantly, it is somehow helping in my school work.
im pretty happy with this interest of mine.

but i still misses the times when i did crafts.
and outdoor activities like kiting, cycling and swimming.
i miss going to the beach.

but still without my beloved friends who always 'get into positions'
when i held up my camera, i could never capture those beautiful moments.

i want to thank all of you! (:
and im apologies if i took your unpleasant photos. :P

but i believe its helping you to see yourself in just another way that you hardly could
see in yourself from different angles.

sometimes i wonder who would help me to do that.
and to create those pictures with me till the end.

that's my little dream.

(11.44am)
do you all still remember the days?

singapore river with cherie

ert, mugging for o levels in the night in school last year.


i'm going national library to do my work after lunch.
anymore people wana join? (:

(1.38am)
bored? nah. bo liao!
im very bored!
not really i have got the work in front of me but,
i took my marker and paper from the previous paper that i torn out from and
write stupid things. haha

yeap im entertaining myself.
rarr.
(i actually wishes to stop at the previous post(nicer heehehe) but aiyah.... haha)
oh well i tell you the picture above is very true about me.
why you all dont believe and think that i've already study the tests and did most of my work?

haha oh well..
i.... oh well.....
i wana do work.
but i can't get started on them.
booo..

tomorrow (saturday) do what people?

brokeennnn enngglliishhhh~

(1.00am)
is it counted late or early for you to be awake now?


i was browsing through flickr explore pages.
and i wanted to take pictures again.
i didn't edit any of these pictures.
i'm much cool down already and i think that its been long since i took
pictures of the view from my room.
so i grab the tripod and luckily found the adapter of the tripod for my camera.
took some quick ones and actually the picture below triggered the thought
of using focus of something infront of the lights so that is not that boring.
so i took a plain paper from the printer drawer, tore our
a edge and wrote the words since its late in the night already.
oh yea.
if you look in the pictures carefully, the paper is blurred cause my hand
isn't that stable enough that's why.
iso320 on program mode.
the figures are all random the way i set in the camera cause i still have not
figured out what is the best to set.
when im more ready and knowledge with aperture, shutter speeds and
iso, lighting and the fundamentals of photography, then i will consider about
owning a dslr camera.
and not wanting to set them just on auto mode ;)


i somehow accidentally focused on the wall on the right so it leads me to took the picture
above(:took it on black and white.
the stretch of buildings at the back is sengkang already.
the pitch black flooring is the field.

on yea peace is better.

i should do work ? or rest?
i feel like working my heads off tonight.

(12.04am)
went to school for primers.
went to orchard to find the ladies.
dhboy ghuay for dinner.
(20august)

skip the routine

im so damn mad now.
im so pissed!!!!

why can't you do something more to them??!
why are you trying to be the one that heck cares about stuffs?
i was trying to help you now instead i took the trap for you.
when i wanted advice you just shrugged your shoulders.
yes you did help me in the past with patience.
but why can't you just stand up and do something for yourself
or for me?
and the people around you?
why are you always being the nice and cool guy?
why do you just take every blow that is into your face?
without even trying to defend yourself.
why can't you love yourself more.
why can't you think about the others around you?
why you just have no feelings about everything?

why can't you be just a bit more sensitive?

that's not call mature,
you are just trying to be ignorance of everything.
as much as you can.
taking every shit that is coming in your face.

actually you are not very smart in learning how to live socially.
what can i do to make you get it??

(12.43pm) Thursday, August 19, 2010
so.. first of all happy birthday to dear huishan loves
not forgetting bernice's (:

yesterday, went to school to start on my project like finally after a week plus has
gone by.
and sonny drop by and clear some of our doubts.
then after that i join the ladies at bugis to shop one hour later
and they all bought a bag each in the same shop!
so i went to take a look as i've wanting a new one.
and it's paid by dear liting as my birthday present.
thank you so much!
then some people has spend way too much so we traveled to
dhoby ghuat kopitiam to save some cost on dinner.
and cherie left before that.
and chatted about what to cook for the chalet
and things such as salmon apple soup came up and i bet
we all laugh a lot haha.
well but its fun over all.
then accompany liting to buy her contacts at hougang mall
and walked home.

and we went home soon.
and im so tired and sleep soon

and today i woke up late.
intended to go to school to do work but in the end i decided to stay at home hopefully
not get distracted and do my work.

and im still waiting for dad to come back with our lunch!

then dad's going to accompany mum to check up yo.

yeap thats all.

(11.54pm) Tuesday, August 17, 2010
a heavy downpour in the afternoon today.

took the picture above in the afternoon from my room.

flickr's, deviantart's, tumblr's kind of pictures are tempting.
but i'll stick to my own creation as much as possible.

perseverance?

but why am i not in school work.
the very bad habit of last minute works still.

i need motivation!
i have the urge to take create new pictures again.
omg.
this is a huge attention diverter!

and im going to school to do my work tomorrow with kim and akid.
and my heart's set on it!

but as for the shopping date in the afternoon..
its tempting.

alright. i dont know what im going to do now.
work? surf net? create pictures?
hmmm.

i'll let you know.

(2.54pm)
im stuck in my work.
wooo.
shits.
i want good fooooood!

heehees.
i want to play still ^^
but

canoottt ):

(10.30am)
i was packing for school halfway at home.
and think i can might as well do work at home!
but! got kbox outing..
alamak.
im stuck..

i haven start primers.
shitttyy!

we went to watch inception yesterday like finally!
and understands the whole plot woohoo!
hahaha

and went to scape for long john silvers on the go before that.
and explored scape again.
seriously, can we go there take pictures? hahaha.

(12.58am) Monday, August 16, 2010
this was taken in the midnight of my birthday.
from my phone.

im having a bad headache now.
it lasted more than a day already.
i dont understand why it just wouldn't go away.

i felt so much like a dummy now.
getting numb soon.

i suddenly have the thought that, one day maybe i would avoid alcohol not
because of what i might do when im drunk, but because of the after effects when
im sober and felt all the pain coming back to me all over again.
and worst of all, bad gastric and headaches.

im thinking too much these days aren't i?
i need a break yo.

(7.32pm) Sunday, August 15, 2010
alright
photos from 12/13/14 of august.

this was taken on 12th morning after cherie passed me the present

today, sunday, i slept the whole day.
woke up, eat, watch tv, sleep.
the headache doesnt seems to be getting away.
seems like people are falling sick.
and please take care, especially you k!
i miss you

alright so yesterday, i went to scape with liting and yjiahui.
the aim is the flea market there but cause of the poor air ventilation
and the heat, plus the mood, we just walked a few rounds
before exploring the place itself.
its a cool place! still going on some renovations but theres
singing, dancing schools, people are dancing in front of the glass panel which
is located everywhere there,
and the click five happened to be there.
small concert plus autograph sessions.
yeap.
its my first time witnessing things like this. hmm.



our yogurt~
still prefer the one at iluma and vivo.
and we bought kinder surprise!

the click five in the 987 studio.
oh well... almost everyone there (outside) are holding on to their slr.
rich people yea.
there the glass panels there.
i love it.
and its very new and white there.
just like a new house (:
very spacious and it provide space for people to practice dancing.

this is taken on friday the 13th.
nothing bad happened that day though.
and after school i went to find liting, debbie and eunice at hougang mall
before going to compasspoint pizzahut for the dinner gathering (:
(qixun's leg is dropping down from his leg's 'suanness' ) lol :x

and we saw jasline and bev on the way out to walk home that day.

rest of the pictures taken on 12th.
clarke quay at night



show time? in the afternoon
haha i like debbie's expression here.
though i have no idea what somebody said that time?



i played this game before when im young at my family's picnic before

i tell you, this game could be scary when its targetted to you.

morning breakfast with sl and yilin!

and yesterday is a big fight again.
but despite all, the feelings turns soft again.

im hungry!
time for dinner!
i could smell the fried prawns and veges!
hehes.

(10.26am) Friday, August 13, 2010
second day of being seventeen and i think its gona be a long post.
feeling so cold right now and it just started raining heavily and is sneezing now.

so let me talk about yesterday.


hmm after meeting yilin and sl for breakfast i went home around 10 plus.
and actually i was having slight flu that time.
but luckily by afternoon its better .

and i thought that we are going to town, so i prepared, and left house and
there they are, singing birthday song for me at lift there haha.
and they are all dressed up casually and hmm yeap.
this time im really caught off guard.
so i went back to change and put the presents at home while they stayed
at the void deck there.
and eunice took my phone and fled with liting.
and i knew they were getting his number then..
and planning for him to come.
but oh well (: better to play along
we started playing many games that they planned and prepare.
and actually im really afraid of what dare there are.
haha.
but it turns out fine (:
and before that we ate pizza(:
and good that the couple is ok already.
and we played more balloons game too..
then i went up to wash up..

and when i left house after washing up, i saw liting sitting at the stairs outside.
waiting for me.
then on the way down in lift im blind folded and led to the
void deck .
and touch somebody's face.
and i knew its his (:
hah.
then i saw the cake there! wahaha berries !
((:
sang birthday song again and cut cake (:
and had my last dare which is to make him say 520....

:P
and he actually managed to rmb their names!
haha.
then we left shortly after that and im so happy and really thankful for the surprises!
:x

and we left and decided to go watch movie
so went to cathay again.
(:
and wanted to watch inception but the time slot is late so watch airblender.
which like i say, its not good!
haha but the graphics are nice!

then before movie we had dinner at just acia.
then, after movie, we went to clarke quake.
and he still dont allow me to open the first present he gave me.
and all along he says , i spend days doing that.

but at clarke quake, he said, 'do u really think that i spend days just to do that?"

then he took out a card, and a small wrapped present attached to it.
and its reallllyyy beautiful!
the small wrapped present is like a key chain.
something that ppl hang on phones.
but its actually attached together with different body.
and our photos inside.
ahhh.
:P
then the card he wrote the messages with alternate colour for every words.
with the colours i like.
omg no wonder he spent so much time on them!

thats the part two surprise!
but still... he dont allow me to open the first gift till now -.-

haha then by the time i reached home its around 11.30pm already.
and went i step into the house and saw the presents, i think,
eh the presents he gave me are still with him!!
haha then i called him and he brought them up again.

:X
then i reach home and wash up.
and was very very tired that day already.
cause im not really feeling well that day.
but i stayed up to read all the messages and cards.
and recieved really nice gifts (:
and i love them!
then i went to sleep.
but couldnt get to sleep when im so tired.

maybe im still excited about everything
haha.
but i didnt get to rest well..
and feeling very weak even when im resting.
im lacking iron in my body..
and recieved messages in the night.
2am, 4am...
man.
but still... yeap

so this morning my mum gave me some medicine to eat lol.
and im going to wash up and eat lunch and go to school

and hopefully, well enough to go to the dinner gathering later.

i just wana say thank you everyone for all the efforts and wishes ((:
i love really all the little/a lot messages and words!
and the gifts too!

i had a greaaaat day yesterday!
(:
i love you all so much!
thanks for making them happen!
heehees.

photos up next timek!

goodbye!


(11.27am) Thursday, August 12, 2010
haha i woke up from cherie's morning call this morning around 7am.
she arrived at my doorstep with a bigggg frame of our pictures.
haha thanks love!
and she left for school.

then yilin called to meet me for breakfast with sl.
had a looooong chat at the kopitiam hahaha.
thanks for the present and the breakfast girls! ^^
loves loves!
and and, i wore the shirt kim syg gave me! haha

wonders how today gona be .

and im down with slight flu gah.

(12.41am)
seventeen? yea ;)

i was chatting with him earlier,
and at 11.50pm sharp, debbie called in.
and desmond, sammel, eunice sang birthday song for me at 1200am sharp
haha.
(:
thank loves!

and the wishes too ^^

(11.24pm) Wednesday, August 11, 2010
i think i shall upload the pictures first.
haha.

happy birthday to myself in advance!
cake cut with parents earlier just now.
the last 36 minutes of being sixteen!
heehees.




(:
seventeen already?

(9.49pm)
i just cut my cake with my parents (:
cause my mum says she knows that i will be home late tomorrow (:

and well, let me explain with the pictures for today, eunice's birthday!
though not much photos were taken today.
i hoped she enjoyed still! ^^




in the morning we met at compass point mac's for breakfast
and went to eunice's house to give her a surprise!
lighting up the candle
proceeding to her doorsteps.
with the lighted candle ^^
and there's liting checking out if this is her house door not.
eunice's mother let us in and eunice doesnt know we're in her house that time
cause she's in her room!
and somehow, her mum knocked on her door and opened it and she saw us.
surprise! haha!
and... she has got mannnny wishes to make then.
and time to give out presents!
and to invade her room!

and anderson trying out her accessorizes.
and playing a fool
looking at her birthday suit! and her childhood photos
while she's preparingggg
and then, we left her room and she tried on liting's hand baked cookies
and we're ready to leave!

and cause some of them missed the train so we got to wait for them

and we had lunch at aston at the cathay.
i didnt have any pictures for that though.
and while we're getting there, it started raining soo heavily!
and we're running in the rain with just one umbrella!
haha.

and at some point after walking around at the cathay, we all made membership
at newurbanmale except debbie.
haha



and left plaza singaupura to take some pictures before heading home.

some went home while some went to eat dinner.

its not a really long day for us but i have no idea why im so tired.
home and washed up, ate dinner.
read book and took a nap before mum woke me up to cut my birthday cake.
cause she thinks that i will be home late tomorrow so better to cut it today.
mango cake my dad bought on the way home from work.
i actually didnt except to recieve any cakes from them this year.
oh well, i still appriciated it ^^
and took pictures with them.
but my brother's not around at home..
haha and cause we're all in home clothes, thats why its a little shaggy.
(:
i'll post the cakes up later then.
and im excepting calls at 11.50pm later yea? ((:

haha.
seeya!