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(5.19pm) Wednesday, September 29, 2010
watching Britain's next top model on star world currently. (:
final final!

spend the afternoon tidying up my room (:
happy happy!

going for lunch with the long time to see kim and jade tomorrow!
then will join the sisters to shop shop buy things.
hees.

going to watch movie later with baby!
ohhhh bye!

takecare everyone! ^^


(11.11pm) Tuesday, September 28, 2010
spotted the twistiest in the air?



heyyy
im so tan now.
tan like i dont know what.
i dont get sun burns.
im not red red.
im very dark!
wooo.
lol><>
cause went to sentosa with dla classmates again!
they wana go there next week still omg.
going there on 4th too.
waaaaa.
can be mistaken as indian already loh!

this time round, ketchup on pads.
and the whole chocolate cake on everyone's face plus body.
how nice is that you tell me.
hahaha.
all skipped ate a meal that day only.
and gossip time!

its gossip time in msn now. hahaha. ohohoh.
bye! ^^

(11.41pm) Monday, September 27, 2010
my day started with me waking up from a nightmare.
how awesome is that.
its been freaking long years since i last had an nightmare.
when im still very very young.
and i had it this morning.
woke up in fright.
blank.
and the emotions started flowing in.
and body is shaky.
but soon i get over it.
as if mother is there to coax you whenever you had nightmares when you're still a kid.
saying that its all just a dream, nothing to be afraid about.
for im with you.
but i did this myself in the morning.
with no 'motherly help/love'.
is this the price to pay for growing up?
being a teenager going to be an adult?
i dont know.
and there's still tensions around.
i don't like.
hated it.

left the house and off to vivo city with the sisters!
shopped, walked, chatted, laughed, chilled.
and i only spend money on my dinner!
i didn't buy anything.
no money ah..
and he came down to find me.
and we left early first.
home sweet home.

girls, cheer up!
give some time for everything.
including yourself.
take a break.

im going to sentosa again tmr.
with the same poly classmates.
like sentosa again!
lol.
tired lazy ah..
but better than sitting at home. facing things i dont want to.
ok. goodnight.

sweet dreams hush hush.

big hug for all of you!

(11.28pm) Sunday, September 26, 2010
purest of pain.
check out the song!

back from marina barrage with classmates!
didn't go to nic's house for dinner.
took some pictures.
rest with jade or ama.
jade got her g11 (:goodie.
met him up at dhoby for dinner.
astons at the cathay.
saw his working friends there.
wouldn't be uploading pictures here i think.
went to play candle with him yesterday again.
and saw cherie and her bf before that. so coincidence!
and i hope everyone's doing good, or better.

it seems like the period of arguments to me now.
not only me but to some people around me whom i know.
everyone cheer up ok!!
:D

goodnights.sweetdreams.hugs.kisses.loveyou!

(11.31am)
couldn't felt any lonely under the roof of my house. ):
whywhywhy?

the only thing you know how to say is
"you go out of house almost everyday"

when's the last time all four of us went out?
when's the last time you asked about how im doing?
when's the last time the car could be filled with conversations?
and i could never figure out how long we all actually sat in the car together.
all four of us.

i dont understand you. and you definitely dont understand me.
this is just going to distance our already distanced relationships.

and, other than my family,
i think our relationship is heading the wrong way sometimes.
but i have no idea if you felt or thought the same way as i did.

oh this sucks.
but im glad that im going to marina barrage finally.
with the people who likes the place.
and to 'self distress' and relax there.

(:
i promise i will be better when i come back later on.
as long as no drama is created in the night time again like yesterday.

and sometimes, i gave up on your promises. ):

where's the spark?


(7.38pm) Saturday, September 25, 2010
im going to meet him soon after his work and play candles again! ^^

what are u guys doing tonight? (:

(12.30pm)
an unforgettable 17th birthday treat for NICHOLAS!
sentosa!

Birthday song for him at rooftop
chasing people to spread chocolate from the cake on everyone's face/body
wyn got held by 4 boys and her leg's full of chocolate!
hahaha birthday boyyy





heart heart *winks

camera checked. lighting checked. annnnnddd action!
director uncle shawn




shifu taking off!
reflexing their musclessss
senior gary haha and mack kicking the ball.

birthday boy got all his treat that day.
whipped cream.
strawberry condom.
banana.
in this face! *video on facebook!


jump!

i pity those that have to carry me.
haha sorry zhiyong and uncle shawn!
pull the pants! wedggieee!

morning breakfast with liting before meeting classmates
rest of the photos on facebook!
then didnt stay for dinner with them.
meet melvin after his work and eat at leisure park (:
home sweet home.
circle line delayed for 20-30minutes when we're in the train.
too tired and slept in the train.

pictures taken at mawai!
180910 to 200910!
rest of the pictures and those from other cameras on facebook! ^^



















awesome people (:
sunday, marina barrage with classmates then nic's house for food!
monday, meeting sisters clique! u4f8!
tuesday, sentosa again? with classmates!
woah.

haha . today? no plans.
pack roooooom!!