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(12.41pm) Monday, January 31, 2011
raining real heavy when i woke up today and made a conclusion to stay at home...

friends, friendship, relationships.
sometimes i think i really need a dummy book for them.
to learn how to read people and situations.
and, wouldn't it be cool if you get to really read everyone's mind?
so i know when is the time to ask them things, or to know how they really feel...

i just don't have the faith, don't have enough to put total trust into them..
i feel unsafe, i felt distanced.

from the tone, the replies.

i need the assurance from people...
don't leave things hanging in the air, to let me jump for a height that i'll never reach.

friends, please.

or is it that im letting myself hang too high up in the air that no one will be able to jump
high enough to reach for me?

i'm clueless.
is it over sensitiveness or what?

(12.27am)
i intend to.......
either GO LATE tomorrow for school or.... STAY AT HOME!
:D heeheheheeeehehehs.

(12.04am)
-rained the whole day today. (Sunday)
-just came back from wedding dinner at Orchard Hotel.
-thought a lot about my family, long related relatives, wedding photography, planning and
stuffs.
-think about him.
-think about my two other cousin who should be there like how it should be and misses them.

-went shopping for the whole day(Saturday) with family.
-me and mum to bugis, dad and brother to sim lim for electronics.
-i got a new LCD screen. its bigger than A3 and im still trying to get use to it. (:
-then we went to Far East Plaza and i bought my shoe and more clothes.
-enough of buying clothes and shopping already and i should really stop shopping..
(till i find that its time to buy new clothes again! :D)
-hope i will wear new clothes out more often instead of sticking to the usual favorites. (haha)

-hetoldhismumaboutme
-im still not pretty much done with my project which left exactly ONE freaking week to be completed.
-having to plan time for work, with all the CNY visiting and stuffs...
-i miss him a lot.
-think about how awesome it will be if its my friend's wedding or my own. (haha!)
-who i will have to invite and how to plan everything.
-hmmmm i drank a little and feeling sleepy now.

should i continue doing my work or sleep? in this night.
23degrees now. and 27degrees being the highest today..

oh well......

(10.30am) Wednesday, January 26, 2011
going to Art Friends later!
then, Bugis street maybe? (:
then, going to meet ___ :D

(11.45pm) Monday, January 24, 2011
there's so many ways to love you.

(3.15pm)
i wasted the whole day......



i dont know how to continue with them!!

(11.49am)
heeheehaahaahoohoo!
i dont know why im feeling so elated despite being sooooo behind time for project submission.
i should be feeling stressed out ttm instead.
but..
i dont know why im just .. like that.
and STILL not starting my work.
i haven't touch them since last Friday.
weeee.
only i will know how behind time i am and i know its too far.
but...
im still slacking!
???

somebody do something!
sit beside me to keep me focus with my work!
ohhhhnoooo.

(10.28am)
Ohmygod.
iskipschooltodayiskipschooltodayiskipschooltoday.



(12.31am)
fun time ends fast.

haha this was taken when we JUST started drinking can.
funfunfun!
all thanks to Jessica who planned it all! (:

now....
i give up my scheduled plan to do work for these three days,
so im so going to die.
i shall start them tomorrow.

i don't know how hard i'll die, but im just happy now.

but i shall try my very best for these two weeks, after that, i can enjoy all i want leeeeeee!

hopefullyyyy!

(11.32pm) Sunday, January 23, 2011
the end of the chalet sucks between us.
but the night isn't :D
yay hahaha.
my $10 is safe in my container baby! !

(2.17pm)
im back hoommmmeeeeee!
from the chalet. since Friday!
drinking games till 5.30 this morning and woke up at 9am.
ohgod.

but the ending sucks when we left his friends.
sucksucksuck.

and the intended work to do wasn't started at all.
die loh.

(11.20pm) Thursday, January 20, 2011
Child.









(11.05pm)
somewhere in the world tonight...

(10.58pm)
stickwithloveforthreedaysfull.

i think i caught a cold again... ):
i need to do this.... project.
everyone can be a black horse.
anyone in this class.
its so unpredictable...
must must maintain and must improve!
gogogo!

CNY this year is soooo dead.. dull..
i no longer look forward to it like how i used to.
not because of the angbaos cause my mum will keep them away anyway...
but because of the gatherings over relatives houses, they will come over too and all.
fireworks, steamboat and all.
but, no more..

(11.56pm) Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Repeat after me, my baby.
(:

(12.18pm)
an evening we spent at IKEA on a special day.
haha!
<3

no school today, going to dye hair later with mum and liting will join us later.
went to tamp for dinner at pasta mania to celebrate Anderson's birthday.
uploading those few pictures on facebook!




































(11.26am) Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Happy 18th Birthday to you Anderson!
:D

(12.34am) Monday, January 17, 2011





actually there's still many many from IKEA and my cousins playing fireworks.
will will upload.
soon soon... nice timing...

haha... going to get some rest.
think my brother's plane just took off at Brunei.