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Wednesday, November 30, 2011
. . .not a chance give to you. they dont want to know you anymore
as much as i wanted to.. it's not for me to decide.

i dont want all the best in your life.
i die a little today..

(8.19am)
just chiong only today.
it's either making it or not.

please let me make it work.
by tomorrow 4pm.

crap!
i feel so awful.

DDDDDD:
))))))):

ha.noonegivesadamnaboutyoutothemitsalwaysexcusesandneveroncedidtheyaskhowareyouareyoudoingalright


(8.14am)
Happy 18th birthday to you liting!

(3.23am) Sunday, November 27, 2011
Colorphobia -Fear of wearing a color other than beige ,black ,brown or navy

"Architects wear black"

(12.45am)
listening to radio..
doing assignments late into the night.

sometimes, i find peace in it.

idontknowwhy.

and soon, it'd be another new year.
project submissions, work, Christmas, countdown, Chinese new year.

Internship, year 3.
hectic final year.

19 year old

graduation 2013

o0.

(12.31am)

那些年


(11.46pm) Saturday, November 26, 2011
i can't wait for this month to end.
i need a breather.
especially after 1st Dec when we can submit this part of the project.

i want to die.

yet, sometimes i find that i couldn't wait to go out and have fun and laugh care freely together like how we used to...

(11.36am)
oh die.

gems essay.
dip plus animation.
Integrated project by 1st Dec. -> big killer

diedie

ohmygod.
noonegivesadamnaboutyourwork

-

(11.22am)
it's like..
wanting to go to a place together very much,
but you know that you're not as welcome as before.



(12.04am) Friday, November 25, 2011
that guy


(3.19pm) Thursday, November 24, 2011

http://snaizer.deviantart.com/art/Running-Reindeer-9378082?q=boost%3Apopular%20reindeer&qo=97

(12.07am)
Happy 18th birthday to you dear Yuhua!

(11.58pm) Wednesday, November 23, 2011
r e i n d e e r

(10.59pm)
eight to eight
tomorrow

!
tadalataa~

(12.17pm)
fuckcarefuckcarefuckcare

fuccccck.

she's making it clear to you already.
just face it.

just don't let it affect you.
no worth it.

notworthit.



(11.40am)
Happy 18th birthday Yjiahui! (:

(9.11pm) Tuesday, November 22, 2011
oh oh the caterpillar at home is gone overnight.
mum said maybe the bat or bird ate it in the night ):

ohno..

and i self declare off for school today.
was actually on the way to school in train but i headed somewhere else instead.

laa laa laaa~

(6.52pm) Saturday, November 19, 2011
Sweat it all out, let it all out!

weeee~ just came back from jogging downstairs.
not much, around 18 minutes of jogging and 20 minutes of strolling but it's been monthssss
since i last jog!

it rained, lighting and thunderstorm the whole afternoon and after they died down, i decided
to have a jog since it's so cooling :D

let me think about alot of things and the other times when i jog with some others.
and time to look around things happening in my neighborhood in a relaxing mood and
not just walk pass here and there while going home/ school / out.

and when i came back home i received a call from my mum.
she didn't know how to take out the extra battery from my battery pack.
at first they say that there shouldn't have much to shoot at the Garden's by the bay's flower dome and now they say they need extra battery hahah cute eh.

they got to enter because of the WOC ticket yesterday, comes along with this entrance.
but it's opening officially next year June o0.

should be pretty cool. know some of our seniors work there for their interns.

wonder what's mine.
and wonder if we can really go to the trip next year :D

(5,41pm)
drift
drifting
drifted.

missed the group.
but i wouldn't know how it gonna be when i'm out with them next.
if they ever call me out on their mini meet-ups.
awk- hope not -ward

arggh i really really hate this feeling.
)):

think it's just the more convenient way out for everyone.
'i think she's gonna be busy with her stuffs so let's . . . "


-paranoid- lol
i really don't want to notice things little things but eeks why.
laaalalaalaaaa

but i know there's people out there whom trying to reach out for me when they know im down.
they know. not people out there who knows but, pretend not to. and when meet up, its just a few casual remarks and, off to the talks and usual business, with their usual favorites.

say i don't open up... yes, i don't to everyone. open up if people approach and ask (with genuine heart and not for the sake of asking) , maybe yes. if i'm comfortable enough. and there's just some who just knows without me needing to say anything or type extra much of texts in this space. For that im really thankful for you guys. :D
and for people who notices and asked, thankyou ;')

erm... ya. oh yar i remember when i was really down, like suddenly because of some realllyyyy random stuffs like what i'm feeling now, i got cheer up notes and i think chocs? from these people. hees i think u know who you are ;D weeeee~ though it's just a simple little gesture, it really warms my heart. though though we don't crap as much as we did already.. but still really really happy to have you guys by my side throughout this year and months! let's chiong this stupid IP2 nahhhh~
and, got upset whenever you guys fight.. but let's just say i hope you will be happy with you loved ones and i'll be happy for you too! (:

di di da ti da...

aiyaaaa. i don't know where this is leading. soo.. let's talk about.. yesterday!


parents went to the World Orchid Conference with my big camera.
they got back pretty photos for me too :D
and my mum said they're fighting over the camera haha.

and now they're gonna be at the Gardens by the Bay.
Tomorrow there's this Punggol Jetty opening in the morning, but i don't think im going to go.

Think that the president's gonna light up the christmas lighting in town tonight.
I wanna go take chirstmas lightings photos.

so many places i wanna go and explore! esp. puggol jetty! :D
and and the reindeer on the Helix bridge.
let's wait for your holidays to come! :D and we'll explore many places,
eat and take photos the whole day! okiee?
^^

oh yar there's this caterpillar nesting on my mother's plant at home.
taking some time lapsed video and picture.
hopefully hopefully could capture when it turns into pupa and into butterfly!
haha just reminds me of the primary school science, life cycle!

and people out there having exams, bear with it and all the way you go!
don't lose faith.
goodluck!

haiyarr.. i still havent come up with my layout..



and for me, i hope i don't lose faith in humanity.
no, i can't lose faith.

(11.30am) Thursday, November 17, 2011
Tuesday night at home :D
Camera and lights!
My newly bought Christmas lights in IKEA hees.
so beautiful to play with lights in the dark
^^



hees imma big nose monster, with the light bulbs i bought from IKEA from my last visit

my bro bought some light thingy that i use to play with.
like distorted rainbow?

i swing the light light in circles and it turns out like this! haha. like star circles!

hehe i've sharp nosey




in studio now.. draw draw draw, do do work. talk talk. eat eat. going for lunch soon! love the weather these days :D blue skies, white clouds, green fields. ^^




cherieeeee, i've watched the movie already hees. really nice. anddd when u free next? :D


(12.23pm Monday, November 14, 2011
Happy 19th monthly-sary baby!




class break currently, did some photoshoping.
spend a really great weekend :D
wildwildwet, ikea, great happy fun times together :DD

(10.24pm) Sunday, November 13, 2011
yawning not because im tired from doing work and project but yawning because i've played the whole day and had so much fun!! :D

so.. the more i have to work hard for the part two of my project this time round after playing hard. hees.

happy 19th soon!

(5.41pm) Saturday, November 12, 2011
on the 11th of November 2011
above crop out from this















neglected...

(12.45pm)
Hello!
Rainy Saturday today.

So how did u spend that special 111111 yesterday?
well, i failed to notice both 11.11am and 11.11pm haha
but i had great and full filling dinner at 2day 1night with Melvin after school.

went to his hostel and i watched the movie, Its a boy girl thing.
it's a old school movie but its nicee!
about the boy and girl always fighting and bickering and one day they got into each
other's body and starts to protect, help one another be a better person and fell in love
with each other in the end when they switch their body back
sweeeeet
(:

managed to take some pictures at Tanjong Pajar.
always been fascinated with the old architectures there.
conserved shop house.
and we walked pass this cool red building and there's some kind of small flea along
the route, and there's their shops inside the building as well.
The building is Maxwell Chambers.
really cool the fleas they had, had made crafts, paper robots, necklaces bracelet, printed bags and all. Really tempted to look into each wooden suit cases they had to showcase their sells but didnt want to spend too much that day so i turned my focus away to find our dinner place at 2day 1 night hees.
it's crowded as usual, groups of people waiting to be called to enter the bbq place.

took chicken and pork meat.
lots of vegetable, kimchi for me and corns (:

ate till we drop haha.
took some pictures before walking to chinatown to take train home (:
and when we alight at Buangkok,
we saw the date 11/11/11 at the screen they had to show train arriving timings.
and the time was 11.13pm haha. we missed 2 mins!! rar.

and today when im on my way to Serangoon this morning, i tapped my ezlink card and it says $11.11 wow.
but its already 12/11 today ah haha.

and yesterday while waiting for the seats to 2D1N bbq, theirs this bridal shop opposite that decorates car after cars with bridal stuffs.
nice.. so many people getting married today? (:

i wanna cut and make crafts of the cardboard robot call Danbo!
it's see if i can do it! :P
chaos for now! :D

Friday, November 11, 2011
11/11/11

It just seems like a special day today
(:

(8.36am) Thursday, November 10, 2011
Morning !

Mr Bean soya milk for meeeee :D

our group's submission the day before that led us to endless project meetings
and few sleepless night and not able to go out on Monday. rarr.
after this part of the project, next part coming up.
whaattt....

(2.28am) Tuesday, November 08, 2011
1) I dont look local
2) I dont look chinese

a) none of the above
b) all of the above
c) you're kidding yourself
d)1
e)2
f) go back to your project la girl!!



(2.27am)
still yawning..

(1.15am)
let's work till the sun rise baby.

(1.49am) Monday, November 07, 2011

(10.08am) Thursday, November 03, 2011



(10.00am)
很想放弃

很想放弃
很想放弃