. . .not a chance give to you. they dont want to know you anymore
as much as i wanted to.. it's not for me to decide.
i dont want all the best in your life.
i die a little today..
(8.19am)
just chiong only today.
it's either making it or not.
please let me make it work.
by tomorrow 4pm.
crap!
i feel so awful.
DDDDDD:
))))))):
ha.noonegivesadamnaboutyoutothemitsalwaysexcusesandneveroncedidtheyaskhowareyouareyoudoingalright
(8.14am)
(3.23am) Sunday, November 27, 2011
Colorphobia -Fear of wearing a color other than beige ,black ,brown or navy
"Architects wear black"
(12.45am)
listening to radio..
(12.31am)
那些年
(11.46pm) Saturday, November 26, 2011
i can't wait for this month to end.
yet, sometimes i find that i couldn't wait to go out and have fun and laugh care freely together like how we used to...
(11.36am)
oh die.
(11.22am)
it's like..
(12.04am) Friday, November 25, 2011
(3.19pm) Thursday, November 24, 2011
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(11.58pm) Wednesday, November 23, 2011
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fuckcarefuckcarefuckcare
(11.40am)
(9.11pm) Tuesday, November 22, 2011
oh oh the caterpillar at home is gone overnight.
(6.52pm) Saturday, November 19, 2011
Sweat it all out, let it all out!
weeee~ just came back from jogging downstairs.
not much, around 18 minutes of jogging and 20 minutes of strolling but it's been monthssss
since i last jog!
it rained, lighting and thunderstorm the whole afternoon and after they died down, i decided
to have a jog since it's so cooling :D
let me think about alot of things and the other times when i jog with some others.
and time to look around things happening in my neighborhood in a relaxing mood and
not just walk pass here and there while going home/ school / out.
and when i came back home i received a call from my mum.
she didn't know how to take out the extra battery from my battery pack.
at first they say that there shouldn't have much to shoot at the Garden's by the bay's flower dome and now they say they need extra battery hahah cute eh.
they got to enter because of the WOC ticket yesterday, comes along with this entrance.
but it's opening officially next year June o0.
should be pretty cool. know some of our seniors work there for their interns.
wonder what's mine.
and wonder if we can really go to the trip next year :D
(5,41pm)
drifting
drifted.
but i wouldn't know how it gonna be when i'm out with them next.
if they ever call me out on their mini meet-ups.
awk- hope not -ward
)):
think it's just the more convenient way out for everyone.
'i think she's gonna be busy with her stuffs so let's . . . "
-paranoid- lol
i really don't want to notice things little things but eeks why.
laaalalaalaaaa
but i know there's people out there whom trying to reach out for me when they know im down.
they know. not people out there who knows but, pretend not to. and when meet up, its just a few casual remarks and, off to the talks and usual business, with their usual favorites.
say i don't open up... yes, i don't to everyone. open up if people approach and ask (with genuine heart and not for the sake of asking) , maybe yes. if i'm comfortable enough. and there's just some who just knows without me needing to say anything or type extra much of texts in this space. For that im really thankful for you guys. :D
and for people who notices and asked, thankyou ;')
erm... ya. oh yar i remember when i was really down, like suddenly because of some realllyyyy random stuffs like what i'm feeling now, i got cheer up notes and i think chocs? from these people. hees i think u know who you are ;D weeeee~ though it's just a simple little gesture, it really warms my heart. though though we don't crap as much as we did already.. but still really really happy to have you guys by my side throughout this year and months! let's chiong this stupid IP2 nahhhh~
and, got upset whenever you guys fight.. but let's just say i hope you will be happy with you loved ones and i'll be happy for you too! (:
di di da ti da...
aiyaaaa. i don't know where this is leading. soo.. let's talk about.. yesterday!
parents went to the World Orchid Conference with my big camera.
they got back pretty photos for me too :D
and my mum said they're fighting over the camera haha.
and now they're gonna be at the Gardens by the Bay.
Tomorrow there's this Punggol Jetty opening in the morning, but i don't think im going to go.
Think that the president's gonna light up the christmas lighting in town tonight.
I wanna go take chirstmas lightings photos.
so many places i wanna go and explore! esp. puggol jetty! :D
and and the reindeer on the Helix bridge.
let's wait for your holidays to come! :D and we'll explore many places,
eat and take photos the whole day! okiee?
^^
oh yar there's this caterpillar nesting on my mother's plant at home.
taking some time lapsed video and picture.
hopefully hopefully could capture when it turns into pupa and into butterfly!
haha just reminds me of the primary school science, life cycle!
and people out there having exams, bear with it and all the way you go!
don't lose faith.
goodluck!
haiyarr.. i still havent come up with my layout..
and for me, i hope i don't lose faith in humanity.
no, i can't lose faith.
(11.30am) Thursday, November 17, 2011
Tuesday night at home :D
Camera and lights!
My newly bought Christmas lights in IKEA hees.
so beautiful to play with lights in the dark
^^
hees imma big nose monster, with the light bulbs i bought from IKEA from my last visit
my bro bought some light thingy that i use to play with.
like distorted rainbow?
i swing the light light in circles and it turns out like this! haha. like star circles!
hehe i've sharp nosey
in studio now.. draw draw draw, do do work. talk talk. eat eat. going for lunch soon! love the weather these days :D blue skies, white clouds, green fields. ^^
cherieeeee, i've watched the movie already hees. really nice. anddd when u free next? :D
(12.23pm Monday, November 14, 2011


class break currently, did some photoshoping.
spend a really great weekend :D
wildwildwet, ikea, great happy fun times together :DD
(10.24pm) Sunday, November 13, 2011
yawning not because im tired from doing work and project but yawning because i've played the whole day and had so much fun!! :D
(5.41pm) Saturday, November 12, 2011


















(12.45pm)
Hello!
Friday, November 11, 2011
11/11/11
It just seems like a special day today
(:
(8.36am) Thursday, November 10, 2011
Morning !
Mr Bean soya milk for meeeee :D

our group's submission the day before that led us to endless project meetings
and few sleepless night and not able to go out on Monday. rarr.
after this part of the project, next part coming up.
whaattt....

(2.28am) Tuesday, November 08, 2011
1) I dont look local
(2.27am)
still yawning..
(1.15am)
let's work till the sun rise baby.
(1.49am) Monday, November 07, 2011
(10.08am) Thursday, November 03, 2011

(10.00am)
很想放弃